{"id":100110,"date":"2022-03-10T02:58:27","date_gmt":"2022-03-10T02:58:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=100110"},"modified":"2022-03-09T21:11:11","modified_gmt":"2022-03-09T21:11:11","slug":"cselenyi-bela-oroklet-az-eloszobaban","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=100110","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: \u00d6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t az el\u0151szob\u00e1ban"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>\u00dcltem a l\u00f3sz\u0151rrel t\u00f6m\u00f6tt, kinyithat\u00f3 \u00e1gyon az el\u0151szob\u00e1ban. Ap\u00e1m j\u00f6tt ki a konyh\u00e1b\u00f3l, ahol any\u00e1mmal besz\u00e9lt. Megtudtam, hogy hisz az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9tben. Csak \u00fagy mellesleg, csak \u00fagy v\u00e9letlen\u00fcl. Rossz aur\u00e1ja van ennek a pillanatnak, mintha valami nagyon aggasztott volna, tal\u00e1n egy r\u00e1m v\u00e1r\u00f3 k\u00f6nny\u0171 m\u0171t\u00e9t. Ez a k\u00e9t dolog: az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t v\u00e9lt vagy val\u00f3s l\u00e9tez\u00e9se \u00e9s szorong\u00e1som egy fogh\u00faz\u00e1s vagy kulcscsontm\u0171t\u00e9t miatt, egym\u00e1sra vet\u00fclt: k\u00e9t konkr\u00e9t k\u00e9pb\u0151l lett egy riaszt\u00f3 absztrakt festm\u00e9ny. Sosem tudtam k\u00e9ts\u00e9get kiz\u00e1r\u00f3an azonos\u00edtani, hogy ez mikor t\u00f6rt\u00e9nt. Nem neveltek \u00fagy, hogy van \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t; ezt csak mellesleg tudtam meg, mintha csak tudom\u00e1st szereztem volna egy fed\u0151lap n\u00e9lk\u00fcli, sz\u00e9tes\u0151 k\u00f6nyv\u00fcnk c\u00edm\u00e9r\u0151l. Nem volt ez j\u00f3 h\u00edr. Mindig f\u00e9ltem az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9tt\u0151l, hogy sosem halok meg. K\u00f6r\u00fclbel\u00fcl annyira, mint a hal\u00e1lt\u00f3l. Csak egy biztos: \u00fcltem a l\u00f3sz\u0151rrel t\u00f6m\u00f6tt, kinyithat\u00f3 fotelben vagy \u00f6ssszecsukhat\u00f3 \u00e1gyon &#8212; ahogy tetszik &#8212; \u00e9s boldog gyermekkoromat megzavarta egy feln\u0151tt gondolat.<br><br><em>Budapest<\/em>, 2022. III. 8.<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00dcltem a l\u00f3sz\u0151rrel t\u00f6m\u00f6tt, kinyithat\u00f3 \u00e1gyon az el\u0151szob\u00e1ban. Ap\u00e1m j\u00f6tt ki a konyh\u00e1b\u00f3l, ahol any\u00e1mmal besz\u00e9lt. Megtudtam, hogy hisz az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9tben. Csak \u00fagy mellesleg, csak \u00fagy v\u00e9letlen\u00fcl. Rossz aur\u00e1ja van ennek a pillanatnak, mintha valami nagyon aggasztott volna, tal\u00e1n egy r\u00e1m v\u00e1r\u00f3 k\u00f6nny\u0171 m\u0171t\u00e9t. Ez a k\u00e9t dolog: az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t v\u00e9lt vagy val\u00f3s l\u00e9tez\u00e9se \u00e9s [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-100110","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100110","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=100110"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/100110\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=100110"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=100110"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=100110"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}