{"id":100582,"date":"2022-04-11T02:57:41","date_gmt":"2022-04-11T02:57:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=100582"},"modified":"2022-04-10T19:47:20","modified_gmt":"2022-04-10T19:47:20","slug":"keszthelyi-gyorgy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=100582","title":{"rendered":"Keszthelyi Gy\u00f6rgy: K\u00e9t parton"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p><br><em>\u00c9desany\u00e1mnak<\/em><\/p>\r\n<p>A dr\u00f3th\u00e1l\u00f3 k\u00e9t kegyetlen oldal\u00e1n<br>forrottak \u00f6ssze ujjlenyomataink \u2013rozsd\u00e1s k\u00f6t\u0151d\u00e9sek \u2013<br>ott \u00e1lltunk, mint aszott kopjaf\u00e1k,<br>kapaszkodtunk, mint a gy\u00f6kerek.<br>Par\u00e1zslott az al\u00e1\u00f6ml\u0151 nap,<br>de l\u00e1tszott m\u00e1r a t\u0171zfal, a vakablak,<br>a f\u00fclledt tavaszban elcipeltek valamerre,<br>kattogtak folyton a vonatkerekek,<br>fel-felvis\u00edtott a szadista f\u00e9k.<!--more--><br><br>Megsz\u0171ntem l\u00e9tezni, mint adat, kartot\u00e9k,<br>mosdatlan, l\u00e1ngol\u00f3 szem\u0171 koz\u00e1kok,<br>bozontos hal\u00e1losztagok<br>f\u00f6ld al\u00e1 zuhant, halott felvon\u00f3ba<br>z\u00e1rtak vacogva, meztelen\u00fcl,<br>odal\u00e1ncoltak, mint marh\u00e1t az \u00f3lba,<br>ott sz\u00e1ll\u00edtottak tulajdonk\u00e9ppen tov\u00e1bb<br>id\u0151tlen id\u0151kbe z\u00e1rva<br>al\u00e1 a poklokra \u00e9s fel az \u00e9gig.<br><br>Erre mondhatn\u00e1m azt, hogy \u00e1lom,<br>ott m\u00e9l\u00e1zom a f\u0171z\u00f6ld verand\u00e1n,<br>d\u00f6bbent \u00e9jszaka van, hatalmas fekete ablak az udvar,<br>langyos magzatv\u00edzben \u00e1zik<br>a parthoz k\u00f6t\u00f6z\u00f6tt repedt ladik,<br>\u00faszik \u00e9s alszik, mint aki \u00e9lni k\u00e9sz\u00fcl.<br>Csak hallucin\u00e1lok valami h\u00f3feh\u00e9r<br>cseresznyevir\u00e1gokat, \u00e9led\u0151 \u00e1gakat,<br>(mintha sz\u00edn\u00e9t v\u00e1ltotta volna a v\u00e9r<br>a hal\u00e1l ut\u00e1n, a k\u0151\u00f3ri\u00e1sok k\u00f6z\u00f6tt &#8211;<br>&#8211; 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