{"id":10059,"date":"2011-07-17T14:13:04","date_gmt":"2011-07-17T14:13:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=10059"},"modified":"2011-07-18T08:51:27","modified_gmt":"2011-07-18T08:51:27","slug":"cselenyi-bela-negyzethalok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=10059","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: N\u00e9gyzeth\u00e1l\u00f3k"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>2011-ben egy szerbiai alb\u00e1n f\u00e9rfi<br \/>\negy budapesti t\u00f6mbh\u00e1z h\u00faszadik emeleti folyos\u00f3j\u00e1n<br \/>\nl\u0151fegyverrel meg\u00f6lt egy fiatal orosz n\u0151t.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>F\u00fcgg a zsebmagn\u00f3m le a gal\u00e9ri\u00e1r\u00f3l. F\u00f6l\u00f6ttem az \u00e1gy matractart\u00f3j\u00e1nak n\u00e9gyzeth\u00e1l\u00f3s szerkezete. A f\u00e9mes f\u00e9ny\u0171 magn\u00f3n egym\u00e1s al\u00e1 esnek a hangsz\u00f3r\u00f3 el\u0151regy\u00e1rtott likacsai &#8211;; sz\u00e1m szerint 285:<!--more--><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center;\">&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;..<br \/>\n&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Eszembe jut a l\u00e9pesm\u00e9z \u00e9s gyermekkoromnak egy kev\u00e9sszer \u00e1tlapozott, s\u00e1rga(,) puhak\u00f6t\u00e9s\u0171 k\u00f6nyve.<\/p>\n<p>Eszembe jut a lel\u0151tt \u00e1ldozat.<\/p>\n<p>Elk\u00e9pzelem a l\u00e9pcs\u0151h\u00e1zat. \u00dagy jelenik meg el\u0151ttem, mint egy hossz\u00fa sz\u00e1llodafolyos\u00f3.<\/p>\n<p>A k\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00e9nyekr\u0151l nem tudok semmit. Hogy menek\u00fclt-e, megijedt-e vagy orvul&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Megjelenik a s\u00e1rga kapt\u00e1r. Nem \u00fagy, mint a falanszter-\u00e9let\u00e9rz\u00e9s m\u00e9rtani rettenete, ink\u00e1bb j\u00e1t\u00e9kpolci, s\u00e1rga n\u00e9gyzeth\u00e1l\u00f3 gyan\u00e1nt.<\/p>\n<p>Egyszer nyolc-kilenc\u00e9vesen azt \u00e1lmodtam, hogy akkori k\u00e9k, r\u00f6vid ujj\u00fa ingemben kin\u00e9zek egy t\u00f6mbh\u00e1z nyolcadik emeleti ablak\u00e1n. Harminch\u00e1rom \u00e9ves koromban egy t\u00f6mbh\u00e1z nyolcadik emelet\u00e9n kaptam lak\u00e1st. Eszembe jutott gyermekkori \u00e1lmom,<\/p>\n<p>s ugyanakkor rettegtem att\u00f3l, hogy ott kell meghalnom,<\/p>\n<p>mi t\u00f6bb,<\/p>\n<p>onnan kizuhanva kell majd egyszer v\u00e9geznem,<\/p>\n<p>s gyermek\u00e1lmommal \u0130sten, a remek novellista, megrajzolta m\u00e1r a meghat\u00f3 keretet.<\/p>\n<p>Most itt van ez a trag\u00e9dia. Szerelemf\u00e9lt\u00e9s vagy egy\u00e9b. S az jut eszembe, hogy ennek a fiatal n\u0151nek az \u00e9n fiatal koromban vajon volt-e olyan gyermek\u00e1lma, hogy m\u00e9hecske gyan\u00e1nt fut-fut boldogan sz\u00e9p, viaszs\u00e1rga kapt\u00e1rok v\u00e9gtelen hossz\u00fa sor\u00e1n \u00e1t.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><em>Budapest<\/em><\/span>, 2011. VII. 16.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>2011-ben egy szerbiai alb\u00e1n f\u00e9rfi egy budapesti t\u00f6mbh\u00e1z h\u00faszadik emeleti folyos\u00f3j\u00e1n l\u0151fegyverrel meg\u00f6lt egy fiatal orosz n\u0151t. F\u00fcgg a zsebmagn\u00f3m le a gal\u00e9ri\u00e1r\u00f3l. F\u00f6l\u00f6ttem az \u00e1gy matractart\u00f3j\u00e1nak n\u00e9gyzeth\u00e1l\u00f3s szerkezete. A f\u00e9mes f\u00e9ny\u0171 magn\u00f3n egym\u00e1s al\u00e1 esnek a hangsz\u00f3r\u00f3 el\u0151regy\u00e1rtott likacsai &#8211;; sz\u00e1m szerint 285:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10059","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10059","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10059"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10059\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10059"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10059"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10059"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}