{"id":101380,"date":"2022-06-02T02:51:02","date_gmt":"2022-06-02T02:51:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=101380"},"modified":"2022-06-01T21:19:49","modified_gmt":"2022-06-01T21:19:49","slug":"kiss-szekely-zoltan-90-es-vam-lazalom-tompulo-visszfenye-a-maban","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=101380","title":{"rendered":"Kiss Sz\u00e9kely Zolt\u00e1n: \u201990-es v\u00e1m-l\u00e1z\u00e1lom tompul\u00f3 visszf\u00e9nye a m\u00e1ban"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>B\u00e9kess\u00e9get keresn\u00e9k. Hol terem<br>a csend? Mert bennem pihen s\u00fcketen,<br>bamb\u00e1n ugyan. De hol az a verem,<br>melybe eltemett\u00e9k egykor nekem?<br><br>Ak\u00e1cok \u00e1llnak t\u00fal az ablakon,<br>T\u00e1volban lucfeny\u0151k, m\u00e9g szabadon.<br>\u00dczen nekem az otthagyott vadon:<br>M\u00e9rt csorbul hited r\u00e9gi szavakon?<!--more--><br><br>A szoba sark\u00e1ban sz\u00f3-lom, kacat<br>szavak. Eml\u00e9keztet \u00edz\u00fck vacak,<br>\u00e9rett, poshad\u00f3 ig\u00e9kre. Ha csak<br>sejd\u00edtem is, nyelvem v\u00e9rz\u0151 cafat.<br><br>Kiviteli enged\u00e9ly k\u00e9peken.<br>Nekik a r\u00f6h\u00f6g\u00e9s m\u00e1r l\u00e9telem,<br>g\u00fany csordul szem\u00fckb\u0151l \u00e9s v\u00e9gtelen<br>megvet\u00e9s. Vel\u00fck szemben v\u00e9dtelen<br><br>az ember. Mindenki megal\u00e1zhat.<br>Sz\u0171k\u00f6lsz \u00e9s f\u00e9lsz. Nincs r\u00e1 magyar\u00e1zat.<br>Elszenvedem. F\u00e9ltem nagyap\u00e1mat,<br>az \u00e9let\u00edr\u00e1s\u00e1t. Megtal\u00e1lhat,<br><br>ki keres, n\u00e1lam, Bajk\u00e1l-t\u00f3t l\u00e1tott<br>kulacsot, Kossuth s\u00edrj\u00e1r\u00f3l \u00e1ldott<br>szirmot \u2013 hozt\u00e1k akkori bar\u00e1tok,<br>pr\u00e9selte sz\u00e9pany\u00e1m. Ki a v\u00e1dlott<br><br>itt? Mikor kialszik a l\u00e1rmaf\u00e1n<br>az utols\u00f3 szikra \u00e9s mindah\u00e1ny<br>szavamat \u00e1tmentettem, igaz\u00e1n<br>b\u00f3biskolok egyet&#8230; ma d\u00e9lut\u00e1n.<br><br><em>2022. j\u00fanius 1.<\/em><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>B\u00e9kess\u00e9get keresn\u00e9k. Hol terema csend? Mert bennem pihen s\u00fcketen,bamb\u00e1n ugyan. De hol az a verem,melybe eltemett\u00e9k egykor nekem? Ak\u00e1cok \u00e1llnak t\u00fal az ablakon,T\u00e1volban lucfeny\u0151k, m\u00e9g szabadon.\u00dczen nekem az otthagyott vadon:M\u00e9rt csorbul hited r\u00e9gi szavakon?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-101380","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101380","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=101380"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101380\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=101380"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=101380"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=101380"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}