N\u00e9ha k\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6s dallam \u00e9rint,
ritka verssor nyit \u00faj tereket,
r\u00e9g hallott szimf\u00f3nia-r\u00e9sz int
nekem t\u00e1volb\u00f3l. Csak teveled
\u00e9rtem ma m\u00e1r, eg\u00e9ssz\u00e9 \u00e9rve,
mikor a soraival fels\u00e9rt,
sebez a katarzishoz \u00e9rve,
n\u00e9mely biblikus rege, kim\u00e9rt
t\u00f6rt\u00e9netek nemv\u00e1rt csod\u00e1ja,
hogy azt\u00e1n meggy\u00f3gy\u00edtson engem
\u00e9v \u00e9v ut\u00e1n p\u00fcnk\u00f6sd r\u00f3zs\u00e1ja.
Ma a te dallamodat zengem.
Mert t\u00fcrelmed rend\u00edthetetlen,
tudom, mit \u00e9r embernek lenni.
(M\u00e9lt\u00f3s\u00e1gom is el\u00e9d tettem.)
Te tan\u00edtsz t\u00fcrelmesnek lenni.
B\u00e9rem a legnagyobb tan\u00edt\u00e1s:
Er\u0151m van nagylelk\u0171 maradni
azzal is, ki nekem g\u00f6dr\u00f6t \u00e1s.
F\u00f6ldi l\u00e9tem csak talpalattnyi,
kim\u00e9rt r\u00e9sze a mindens\u00e9gnek,
csup\u00e1n magamban nem b\u00edzhatom.
Fel-fel szakad lelkemb\u0151l az \u00e9nek:
r\u00e1d b\u00edzom magam. S te biztat\u00f3n
fel\u00e9m hajolsz, l\u00e1mp\u00e1st gy\u00fajtsz \u00e9rtem,
leszel \u00f6sv\u00e9nyeimnek f\u00e9nye.
\u00c9s v\u00e1rsz, am\u00edg v\u00e9g\u00fcl meg\u00e9rtem:
benned b\u00edzhatom, b\u00e9ke rem\u00e9nye.
Nem \u00e1llok ellent m\u00e1r, b\u0171nb\u00e1nat
noszogat mindent \u00e1t\u00f6lelni.
A v\u00e9gtelens\u00e9g szomja t\u00e1mad
bennem. B\u00e9kess\u00e9gem n\u00f6velni
izs\u00f3ppal tiszt\u00edt zsolt\u00e1ros hit.
Orsz\u00e1gomat \u00e9p\u00edtem benned.
\u00daj utakra szavad igazit,
s teremti lelkemben a rendet.
Nem volt el\u00e9g csak annyit k\u00e9rni,
hogy k\u00f6nny\u00edts a lelkemen, Uram.
Bepiszkol\u00f3dott l\u00e9tem k\u00e9ri
a feloldoz\u00e1st. \u00c9s \u00e1tsuhan
az im\u00e1val – f\u00e9l\u00fatn\u00e1l tov\u00e1bb
kiny\u00edlik fel\u00e9m a kegyelem
kapuja – a b\u00e9ke. Szapor\u00e1bb
sz\u00edvver\u00e9sem m\u00e9ri. Terelem
v\u00e9gs\u0151 k\u00e9telyeimet fel\u00e9d.
A megoldhatatlan old\u00f3dik,
hitem – felbonthatatlan pecs\u00e9t –
a kezdett\u0151l k\u00f6t az utols\u00f3 sz\u00f3ig:
\u00c1men.
2022. j\u00fanius 19.<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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