Mint tavalyr\u00f3l el-elfelejtett pity\u00f3k\u00e1k
a pinceg\u00e1dorban, eml\u00e9kek cs\u00edr\u00e1znak,
napf\u00e9ny fel\u00e9 l\u00f6kd\u00f6sik egym\u00e1st. Csendt\u00f3cs\u00e1k.
Bamba t\u00fckr\u00fck megborzong. F\u00e1znak. S\u00edr\u00e1snak
g\u00f6rb\u00fclt ajakkal m\u00e9l\u00e1znak a kiskertben
az oroszl\u00e1nsz\u00e1jak. Felkavart pork\u00e9nt szit\u00e1l
n\u00e9h\u00e1ny letiltott sz\u00f3. \u0150k n\u00f3gattak: keltsem,
\u00e9bresszem \u00e1lmukb\u00f3l a k\u00f6nyveket. Itt \u00e1ll
sz\u00e9pany\u00e1m tulip\u00e1nos l\u00e1d\u00e1ja. Benne
Ny\u00edr\u0151, B\u00e1nffy, Makkai, Szab\u00f3 Dezs\u0151.
Pinc\u00e9ben olvastam \u0151ket, megpihenve
a \u201960-as \u00e9vek r\u00e9m-\u00e1rj\u00e1ban. Es\u0151
eshetett, nap ragyoghatott, h\u0171s\u00e9gesen
zar\u00e1ndokoltam a kincshez, tiltott Wass-hoz,
elhallgatott Rem\u00e9nyikhez, eml\u00e9keken
\u00e1tdereng\u0151 K\u00f3shoz. \u00c9s \u00c1prily-dallamhoz
is ott szokott f\u00fclem – pince csendj\u00e9ben.
Lak\u00e1sunk titk\u00e1t kutatt\u00e1k \u00e1rgus szemek
mindhi\u00e1ba. A csal\u00e1d minden tettj\u00e9ben
vesz\u00e9lyt szimatolt a f\u00e9lelem. L\u00e1gy neszek
var\u00e1zs\u00e1ban \u00e9ltem, rejtett, m\u00e1s vil\u00e1gban,
boldogan, mik\u00f6zben \u0151rk\u00f6d\u00f6tt felettem
az ebh\u00e1ti pince, s nagyn\u00e9n\u00e9m vit\u00e1kban
sohse bonyol\u00f3d\u00f3, n\u00e9ma konoks\u00e1ga.
A tiltott Helikon halina-k\u00f6t\u00e9sben
lelkemben \u00e9bredett f\u00e9nyl\u0151 suttog\u00e1sban.
L\u00e1tni tan\u00edtottak. (Nem eny\u00e9m az \u00e9rdem.)
H\u0171s\u00e9g sz\u00f3lt a k\u00f6nyvek mindegy sor\u00e1ban.
Mindenben ott voltak, b\u00e1r jelet nem adtak,
nem \u00e1rultak \u0151k el, hamu alatt izz\u00f3
sz\u00fcl\u0151f\u00f6ld f\u00e1ib\u00f3l vill\u00e1mot faragtak.
Elt\u00f6m\u00f6tt forr\u00e1sb\u00f3l fakadt f\u00f6l minden sz\u00f3.
Ma is: almavir\u00e1ggal szemem megtelik.
Gondolat-cikkan\u00e1s t\u00f6bbsz\u00f3lam\u00fa csendben
\u00fczen. Aszalt gy\u00fcm\u00f6lcs\u00f6k lelkemet sebezik,
megnyugv\u00e1s-\u00f6sv\u00e9nyek kis kolompja cseng benn.
H\u00e1zak jobb\u00e1gyk\u00e9kje, templomok feh\u00e9rje
a tiszta sz\u00edneket h\u0171en viszi tov\u00e1bb.
Az erd\u0151suttog\u00e1s r\u00e9g tiltott rejt\u00e9lye,
borvizek felpezsg\u0151 zamata szapor\u00e1bb
dobban\u00e1sban \u00e9led \u00fajra s \u00fajra bennem.
A k\u00f6rvas\u00fat f\u00fcttye eget massz\u00edrozva
k\u00e9k rem\u00e9nnyel trill\u00e1z habz\u00f3 tavaszt. Lelkem
h\u0171s\u00e9ges vir\u00e1gok bokra – mas\u00edrozna
\u00c1bel k\u00e9k eg\u00e9n haza. Sz\u0171k mederbe
k\u00e9nyszer\u00edtett csermely \u2013 rem\u00e9ny csobban\u00e1sa.
Pinc\u00e9b\u0151l n\u00f6v\u00f6k t\u00e1gul\u00f3 terekbe,
mint \u00fajrasarjad\u00f3 pity\u00f3k\u00e1k var\u00e1zsa.
2022. j\u00fanius 22.<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Mint tavalyr\u00f3l el-elfelejtett pity\u00f3k\u00e1ka pinceg\u00e1dorban, eml\u00e9kek cs\u00edr\u00e1znak,napf\u00e9ny fel\u00e9 l\u00f6kd\u00f6sik egym\u00e1st. Csendt\u00f3cs\u00e1k.Bamba t\u00fckr\u00fck megborzong. F\u00e1znak. S\u00edr\u00e1snak<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-101707","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101707","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=101707"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101707\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=101707"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=101707"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=101707"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}