{"id":101909,"date":"2022-07-08T02:50:04","date_gmt":"2022-07-08T02:50:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=101909"},"modified":"2022-07-07T18:33:58","modified_gmt":"2022-07-07T18:33:58","slug":"kiss-szekely-zoltan-anna-napi-elegia","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=101909","title":{"rendered":"Kiss Sz\u00e9kely Zolt\u00e1n: Anna-napi el\u00e9gia"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>Ez a hajnal jutott n\u00e9k\u00fcnk, Nad\u00edr m\u00e9ly\u00e9r\u0151l \u00e9rkez\u0151<br>k\u00f3csagsz\u00e1rny\u00fa f\u00e9nycs\u00f3nakom? (V\u00e1laszt sem v\u00e1r a k\u00e9rdez\u0151.)<br>A ny\u00e1r f\u00e9nytet\u0151i al\u00e1 \u00e9rkez\u00fcnk meg fed\u00e9lzet\u00e9n<br>az \u00e1lomnak, harmatokban bukd\u00e1csolva intesz fel\u00e9m.<br>V\u00e1gyak galambgy\u00f6ngy hajnal\u00e1n e l\u00e9lek-\u00f6b\u00f6l mit k\u00edn\u00e1l,<br>hov\u00e1 h\u00edv a l\u00e1that\u00e1rra felr\u00f6ppen\u0151 feh\u00e9r sir\u00e1ly?<br>Hajnalp\u00edr viz\u00e9be ugrik egy cs\u00edz, l\u00e1ny-comb\u00fa f\u0171z zen\u00e9re l\u00e9p,<br>\u00e9gre r\u00fagtat H\u00e9liosz is, s a dombokr\u00f3l k\u00f6d\u00f6t let\u00e9p.<br>Dalt \u00e9nekl\u0151 gerincedre n\u00e9ma m\u00e1mor \u00e1rnya szakad,<br>ernyed\u0151 ujjal kibontom v\u00e1rakoz\u00f3 v\u00e1gyaidat.<!--more--><br><br>Bakelit lemezen biccen a t\u0171, v\u00e1z\u00e1nk vir\u00e1gai<br>hangokba csobbanva hullnak. &#8211; Mag\u00e1nyomb\u00f3l ki\u00e1ltani?<br>Mondani akartam csendes sz\u00f3val csak, hogy nem vagy velem,<br>m\u00f6g\u00f6ttem f\u00e9nytelen cs\u00f3nak, \u00f6b\u00f6l fogs\u00e1g\u00e1ban pihen.<br><br>Hogyan j\u00f6tt ez az \u00fczenet? Galambbal, kocsin, t\u00e1virat<br>gyan\u00e1nt? S mily t\u00e1volb\u00f3l \u00fczen? A mag\u00e1ny megint r\u00e1mvirradt.<br>A t\u00e1rstalan szerelem b\u00e1nt, f\u00e9nybe t\u0171n\u0151 meztelen h\u00e1t<br>maradt ut\u00e1nad. A kertben m\u00e9g meleg lenv\u00e1szn\u00fa nyug\u00e1gy<br>t\u00e9rdel a t\u00f6r\u00e9keny m\u00e1ba. Csak mondom a d\u00e9lut\u00e1nba,<br>hogy a ma csillan\u00f3 viz\u00e9n hold-pupill\u00e1j\u00fa mag\u00e1nyba<br>hullok. \u00d6k\u00f6rny\u00e1lt ez\u00fcst\u00f6z ez a t\u00e9riszony\u00fa \u00e1lom:<br>gy\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u0171, p\u00e9zsmaillat\u00fa vir\u00e1g bomlik t\u00fcsk\u00e9s sz\u00e1ron.<br><br>Tavir\u00f3zsa levelein l\u00e9pked\u0151 r\u00e9szeg atl\u00e9ta<br>vagyok, f\u00e9nycs\u00f3v\u00e1k szigonya, sors kez\u00e9ben pasztellkr\u00e9ta &#8211;<br>&#8211; v\u00e1szon hozz\u00e1 a Mindens\u00e9g -, k\u00e9t l\u00e1bon v\u00e1nszorg\u00f3 titok.<br>Csak elmondani akartam, \u00f6r\u00f6kre r\u00e1d hasonl\u00edtok.<br>Any\u00e1dnak szem\u00e9vel, ap\u00e1m dac\u00e1val t\u00e1rsam lehetn\u00e9l,<br>s \u00edgy te r\u00e1m hasonl\u00edtan\u00e1l. Jaj, csak egyszer felnevetn\u00e9l<br>k\u00f6zelemben. Csak a mag\u00e1ny \u00e1h\u00edthat ekkora csod\u00e1t:<br>a mag\u00e1val szembej\u00f6v\u0151 l\u00e9lek pontos m\u00e1solat\u00e1t.<br><br>Neved \u00e1ld\u00e1s hav\u00e1ban \u00e9g, meg\u00e9rett cs\u00edp\u0151d kibuggyan<br>v\u00e1gy-v\u00e9kony levelek k\u00f6z\u00fcl. Hajnalcsillag-b\u00f3dulatban<br>iramlik fel\u00e9d mag\u00e1nnyal \u00f6lelkezve a f\u00e9rfi-hit,<br>l\u00e1ngol\u00f3 pille-gl\u00f3ria, m\u00e1moros m\u00e9h t\u00e1nca kering<br>szem\u00e9rmed f\u00f6l\u00f6tt ittasan, barna testedet kibontj\u00e1k<br>ruh\u00e1db\u00f3l izz\u00f3 ujjaim. J\u00e1ratod velem a bolondj\u00e1t&#8230;<br><br>Nem m\u00e1s\u00e9rt, csup\u00e1n magad\u00e9rt, s \u00e9rettem, hogy legyen \u00f6r\u00f6k<br>\u00e9let, \u00e9s ne visszhangtalan, n\u00e9ma \u0170rbe sikolt\u00f3 r\u00f6g.<br>E keser\u00e9des sz\u00e9gyennel, mint r\u00e9g elt\u00e9vedt pil\u00f3ta,<br>nem vagyok csak gyarl\u00f3 ember, kinek \u00e1lmait kioltja<br>\u00fajra az est cs\u00f6nd-visszf\u00e9ny\u0171 bizonyoss\u00e1ga: hi\u00e1nyzol.<br>Induln\u00e9k fel\u00e9d, de l\u00e1bam t\u00e9rdig elm\u00fal\u00e1sban g\u00e1zol\u2026<br><br>Elmondani ezt akartam\u2026 Az \u00e9gen gl\u00e9d\u00e1ban \u00e1llnak<br>a csillagok. Halk zene sz\u00f3l. Meg-meg rezzennek az \u00e1rnyak.<br>T\u00e1volr\u00f3l kab\u00f3ca zenget, f\u00e1j\u00f3n, kimondhatatlanul<br>mag\u00e1nyosan. Doh\u00e1nyvir\u00e1g illat\u00e1val hom\u00e1lyba f\u00fal<br>a vonat f\u00fcttye, s a kertben \u00e9ber t\u00f6r\u00f6kkontyok t\u00f6v\u00e9n<br>egy arany f\u00e1tyolka serken, \u00e9s gl\u00f3ri\u00e1t rep\u00fcl f\u00f6l\u00e9nk.<br>H\u00e1tamat a f\u00f6ldnek vetve, Tej\u00fatra b\u00e1mulok nagyon.<br>K\u00e9t hull\u00f3csillag \u00edve k\u00f6zt csak t\u0171n\u0151d\u00f6m, hallgatagon.<br><br><em>2022. j\u00falius 7.<\/em><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ez a hajnal jutott n\u00e9k\u00fcnk, Nad\u00edr m\u00e9ly\u00e9r\u0151l \u00e9rkez\u0151k\u00f3csagsz\u00e1rny\u00fa f\u00e9nycs\u00f3nakom? (V\u00e1laszt sem v\u00e1r a k\u00e9rdez\u0151.)A ny\u00e1r f\u00e9nytet\u0151i al\u00e1 \u00e9rkez\u00fcnk meg fed\u00e9lzet\u00e9naz \u00e1lomnak, harmatokban bukd\u00e1csolva intesz fel\u00e9m.V\u00e1gyak galambgy\u00f6ngy hajnal\u00e1n e l\u00e9lek-\u00f6b\u00f6l mit k\u00edn\u00e1l,hov\u00e1 h\u00edv a l\u00e1that\u00e1rra felr\u00f6ppen\u0151 feh\u00e9r sir\u00e1ly?Hajnalp\u00edr viz\u00e9be ugrik egy cs\u00edz, l\u00e1ny-comb\u00fa f\u0171z zen\u00e9re l\u00e9p,\u00e9gre r\u00fagtat H\u00e9liosz is, s a dombokr\u00f3l k\u00f6d\u00f6t let\u00e9p.Dalt \u00e9nekl\u0151 gerincedre [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-101909","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101909","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=101909"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/101909\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=101909"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=101909"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=101909"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}