{"id":102138,"date":"2022-07-24T02:51:53","date_gmt":"2022-07-24T02:51:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=102138"},"modified":"2022-07-23T17:35:11","modified_gmt":"2022-07-23T17:35:11","slug":"jona-david-ha-nem-alszol-jol","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=102138","title":{"rendered":"J\u00f3na D\u00e1vid Ha nem alszol j\u00f3l"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>Reggel hunyorogtam, mint a k\u00f3rh\u00e1zi neoncs\u0151,<br>eg\u00e9sz \u00e9jjel ugattak a kuty\u00e1k,<br>nem aludtam j\u00f3l,<br>nagy sz\u00e9l is volt, felborultak a kuk\u00e1k,<br>melegem lett, kitakar\u00f3ztam, de akkor meg f\u00e1ztam,<br>a zajok zavartak,<br>azt\u00e1n a csend volt, t\u00fal sok \u00e9s hideg,<br>mint egy halottash\u00e1zban.<!--more--><br><br>Vagyok, mint babzs\u00e1k-fotel,<br>mely a tegnapi \u00fcl\u00e9s nyom\u00e1t \u0151rzi,<br>a telefonon olvasom a h\u00edreket,<br>a k\u00e1v\u00e9g\u00e9p hangja mar bel\u00e9m egyed\u00fcl,<br>pr\u00f3b\u00e1ln\u00e1m lass\u00edtani a vil\u00e1got,<br>r\u00e9g \u00e9reztem magam ilyen cefet\u00fcl.<br><br>A b\u00f6gr\u00e9met Van Goghnak h\u00edvom,<br>Te m\u00e1r tudod, hogy mi\u00e9rt.<br>Egy biztos v\u00e1lasz, \u00fajabb ezernyi k\u00e9rd\u00e9s,<br>a k\u00e9plet megvan, a behelyettes\u00edt\u00e9seit v\u00e1rja,<br>a k\u00e1v\u00e9t\u00f3l lassan indul az agyi v\u00e9rkering\u00e9s,<br>a kiskanalamnak ma reggelre lett egy szerelmesp\u00e1rja.<br><br>Olvasom a feltett k\u00e9rd\u00e9st: hivat\u00e1s vagy r\u00f6geszme?<br>A muland\u00f3s\u00e1g miatt k\u00e9rdezem: nem mindegy?<br>A kinn maradt standpapucsban az \u00e9jjeli es\u0151 is megmarad.<br>Sok egyszem\u00e9lyes pszicho-dr\u00e1ma csoport,<br>mely az ismer\u0151s\u00f6k dics\u00e9ret\u00e9t\u0151l feldagad,<br>\u00e9s semmib\u0151l f\u0171z nyakl\u00e1ncot. Sokat.<br>\u00c9s ellepik a f\u00e9szbukot mint partiszikl\u00e1kat a z\u00f6ldmoszat.<br><br>A neh\u00e9z \u00e9jszaka, mindig neh\u00e9z nappalt \u00edg\u00e9r,<br>a Mennyorsz\u00e1g Kapuj\u00e1hoz ezer l\u00e9pcs\u0151fok vezet,<br>megtart a sokf\u00e9le szok\u00e1s,<br>arcom feh\u00e9r, mint a birsalma vir\u00e1g,<br>visz tov\u00e1bb, mint hull\u00e1mot a sziklanyaldos\u00e1s.<br>s \u00e1ll mag\u00e1ny\u00e1ban, mint ig\u00e9t veszt\u0151 mondatszerkezet.<br><br>Ha nem alszol j\u00f3l az \u00e9jjel, ez lesz,<br>h\u00e1tadra veszed a vil\u00e1g gondjait,<br>m\u00edg r\u00e1 nem j\u00f6ssz, hogy k\u00f6zel a nem \u00e9s az igen!<br>A poh\u00e1r alj\u00e1n nem marad semmi,<br>elfogytunk k\u00f6zben, a val\u00f3s\u00e1g ez,<br>suhintok, s minden marad a r\u00e9giben!<br><br><strong><em>Forr\u00e1s: hitelfolyoirat.hu<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Reggel hunyorogtam, mint a k\u00f3rh\u00e1zi neoncs\u0151,eg\u00e9sz \u00e9jjel ugattak a kuty\u00e1k,nem aludtam j\u00f3l,nagy sz\u00e9l is volt, felborultak a kuk\u00e1k,melegem lett, kitakar\u00f3ztam, de akkor meg f\u00e1ztam,a zajok zavartak,azt\u00e1n a csend volt, t\u00fal sok \u00e9s hideg,mint egy halottash\u00e1zban.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-102138","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102138","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=102138"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102138\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=102138"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=102138"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=102138"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}