{"id":102176,"date":"2022-07-27T02:50:50","date_gmt":"2022-07-27T02:50:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=102176"},"modified":"2022-07-26T19:23:59","modified_gmt":"2022-07-26T19:23:59","slug":"cselenyi-bela-valasztott-hazam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=102176","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: v\u00e1lasztott haz\u00e1m"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n

v\u00e1lasztott haz\u00e1m m\u00e9g nem volt v\u00e1lasztott
jaffa narancssz\u00f6rp omnia k\u00e1v\u00e9 vietn\u00e1mi z\u00f6ld tea
sz\u00ednes filctollak n\u00e9gy sz\u00edn\u0171 goly\u00f3stoll
cirmos vir\u00e1gos lik\u0151r\u00f6s poharak
jednota <egys\u00e9g> felirat\u00fa poh\u00e1r
\u00e9l\u0151 bar\u00e1tn\u0151nk \u00e9l\u0151 bar\u00e1tai
halott bar\u00e1tn\u0151nk \u00e9l\u0151 bar\u00e1tai
vonaton \u00e9rkez\u00e9s \u00e9s azt\u00e1n mindezek
l\u00e1ngolt kolb\u00e1sz l\u00e1gy sajt rig\u00f3jancsi buszjegy
olcs\u00f3 buszb\u00e9rlet k\u00e9tforintosokkal
m\u0171k\u00f6d\u0151 masin\u00e1k mozg\u00f3 vil\u00e1g sok f\u00e9le s\u00f6r
jaj ha lenne annyi p\u00e9nzem
hogy vegyek egy \u00edr\u00f3g\u00e9pet

Budapest<\/em>, 2022. VII. 25.<\/p>\r\n

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Fel\u00edcia<\/strong><\/h2>\r\n

1972. VII. 21.<\/em><\/strong>
Vir\u00e1g F. \u00c9va eml\u00e9k\u00e9re<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\r\n


k\u00f6zben meghalt\u00e1l
\u00edgy nem s\u00e9rt
hogy f\u00e9l \u00e9vsz\u00e1zada ismerlek
f\u00e9l \u00e9vsz\u00e1zada j\u00f6ttem haza
cin\u00f3ber ruh\u00e1ban volt\u00e1l
azon kis aranyl\u00e1nccal
parafatalp\u00fa klump\u00e1d talapzat\u00e1n
\u00e1llva ny\u00fajtott\u00e1l kezet<\/p>\r\n

b\u00e1rsonyos hangon besz\u00e9lt\u00e9l
mintha csak miattam sz\u00f3ln\u00e1l b\u00e1rsonyosan
megalapoztuk leend\u0151
negyedkil\u00f3nyi lev\u00e9l el\u0151zm\u00e9ny\u00e9t
\u00f3 h\u00e1ny mell\u00e9klet
h\u00e1ny apr\u00f3 t\u00e1rgy
volt m\u00e9g leveledben
mit benn hagyott a posta
t\u0151led kaptam az els\u0151 smileyt
citroms\u00e1rga vinilin kit\u0171z\u0151t
s m\u00e9g sokf\u00e9le kedves apr\u00f3s\u00e1got<\/p>\r\n

volt\u00e1l n\u00e1lunk
voltam n\u00e1latok
s n\u00e9ha \u00fagy korholt\u00e1l
mintha jellemtelen lenn\u00e9k
ez volt a st\u00edlusod
csak k\u00e9s\u0151n j\u00f6ttem r\u00e1
ez volt a b\u00e1rsony hang
ez\u00fcst fedezete
s\u00e9rtegett\u00fck egym\u00e1st
de \u00fcgyelt\u00fcnk r\u00e1
hogy ne legyen v\u00e9gs\u0151 szak\u00edt\u00e1s
az ifj\u00fas\u00e1g s a feln\u0151tt kor
zaklatott hat\u00e1r\u00e1n<\/p>\r\n

j\u00f6tt a betegs\u00e9ged
azt hittem egy ima
visszahoz az \u00fatr\u00f3l
de meghalt\u00e1l cs\u00fct\u00f6rt\u00f6k\u00f6n
s p\u00e9nteken megtudtam
hogy mint egy foltot
kiv\u00e1ghatlak
ifj\u00fas\u00e1gom zubbony\u00e1b\u00f3l
f\u00e9l \u00e9vsz\u00e1zada
istenem
a moderns\u00e9g f\u00e9l \u00e9vsz\u00e1zada<\/p>\r\n

visszak\u00f6sz\u00f6nsz \u00f3ce\u00e1niai
t\u00e1ncosn\u0151k tabu arc\u00e1n<\/p>\r\n

milyen sz\u00e9p volt a ny\u00e1r
de vajon sz\u00e9p ezut\u00e1n is
sz\u00e9p ezut\u00e1n is<\/p>\r\n

Budapest<\/em>, 2022. VII. 26.
…<\/p>\r\n


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