Ez a pillanat v\u00e9s\u0151d\u00f6tt kem\u00e9ny kvarcba
bennem: kisfiam szalad fel\u00e9m az \u00faton,
temet\u0151k k\u00f6zt. Csupa nevet\u00e9s az arca,
kez\u00e9ben vir\u00e1g, mondja: nev\u00e9t is tudom.<\/p>\r\n
\u00c9n csak azt tudom – \u0151 nem sejti -, most boldog,
s \u00e9n is. Amott az \u00f3voda udvar, s a h\u00e1z –
– eml\u00e9kfoszl\u00e1nyokon egyre toldok-foldok -,
s ez j\u00f3 benne: l\u00e1tom, felhev\u00edti a l\u00e1z,<\/p>\r\n
az \u00f6r\u00f6m, semmihez sem hasonl\u00edthat\u00f3
\u00f6r\u00f6m, hogy vir\u00e1gok illat\u00e1t m\u00e1r sejti.
\u00c1lland\u00f3an besz\u00e9l, g\u00fanyneve r\u00e1di\u00f3
az \u00f3vod\u00e1ban. A d\u00e9lut\u00e1nt belengi<\/p>\r\n
Ez a pillanat v\u00e9s\u0151d\u00f6tt kem\u00e9ny kvarcbabennem: kisfiam szalad fel\u00e9m az \u00faton,temet\u0151k k\u00f6zt. Csupa nevet\u00e9s az arca,kez\u00e9ben vir\u00e1g, mondja: nev\u00e9t is tudom. \u00c9n csak azt tudom – \u0151 nem sejti -, most boldog,s \u00e9n is. Amott az \u00f3voda udvar, s a h\u00e1z –– eml\u00e9kfoszl\u00e1nyokon egyre toldok-foldok -,s ez j\u00f3 benne: l\u00e1tom, felhev\u00edti a l\u00e1z, az \u00f6r\u00f6m, […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-102427","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-nincs-kategorizalva","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102427","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=102427"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102427\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=102427"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=102427"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=102427"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
az \u00e9gen \u00e1lmosan \u00e1th\u00faz\u00f3 rep\u00fcl\u0151
zaja. Mutatja n\u00e9kem: n\u00e9zd ott fenn halad.
S m\u00e9g annyi mindenre kellett volna id\u0151…
locsolni a s\u00edrkerti vir\u00e1g\u00e1gyakat\u2026
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Ha azt lehetne ma… ha egyszer itt bel\u00fcl
meg\u00e1llhatn\u00e1nk m\u00e9g, hol kihajt a b\u00e9ke…
b\u00fajni t\u00e9vhitek, h\u00e1bor\u00fak pokla el\u0151l
ebbe a r\u00e9g elmos\u00f3dottnak hitt k\u00e9pbe.
De nem lehet. \u0150 most m\u00e1r tov\u00e1bb sietne,
hogy robotoljon csal\u00e1dj\u00e1nak boldogan…
mit \u00e9n tettem egykor. Megnyugv\u00e1s s\u00edrkertje
nem tartja \u0151t vissza. Eml\u00e9kfoszl\u00e1ny, ha van\u2026
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S fel\u00f6tlik bennem: futok …magammal szembe,
hitem szerint, minden eny\u00e9m lesz itt tal\u00e1n:
tengerek moraja, hegyeink m\u00e9ly csendje…
Nem \u00e9rtettem, mi\u00e9rt komorult el ap\u00e1m…
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Fi\u00fa unok\u00e1m szalad fel\u00e9m az \u00faton,
nevetve mondja a sz\u00e9tsug\u00e1rz\u00f3 a f\u00e9nyben:
nagytata, nev\u00e9t is, vir\u00e1g\u00e1t is tudom.
Olaj\u00e1g-pillanat. Ez a f\u00f6ldi \u00e9den.
2022. augusztus 12.<\/em><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"