{"id":102896,"date":"2022-09-04T02:51:41","date_gmt":"2022-09-04T02:51:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=102896"},"modified":"2022-09-13T19:16:58","modified_gmt":"2022-09-13T19:16:58","slug":"demeny-peter-ivan-karamazov-vita-nuova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=102896","title":{"rendered":"Dem\u00e9ny P\u00e9ter (Ivan Karamazov:) Vita nuova"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>A jelent s a j\u00f6v\u0151t most kezdem \u00fajra l\u00e1tni,<br>vil\u00e1g\u00edt, mint a nap, \u00e9s megint \u00faj vil\u00e1gnyi,<br>magam m\u00e1r annyiszor hittem egy \u00faj vil\u00e1gban,<br>mint m\u00e9h hiszi, hogy \u00faj nap ny\u00edlik egy \u00faj vir\u00e1gban.<!--more--><br><br>Hov\u00e1 lett az a sok m\u00e9z, hov\u00e1 lett a sok reggel,<br>hol megint \u00e9s megint elkezdtem \u00e9letemmel,<br>hittem benne, \u00e9s b\u00e1tran nekimentem a k\u00f6dnek,<br>s nem hittem, hogy az \u00e1lmok oly hamar sz\u00e9trep\u00fclnek.<br><br>Csak \u00e9n vagyok hib\u00e1s, mert nem v\u00e1rom ki b\u00f6lcsen,<br>hogy \u00e9letemet sz\u00e9pen egy l\u00e9t-t\u00f6lcs\u00e9rbe t\u00f6ltsem,<br>onnan n\u00e9zzek magamra, onnan d\u00f6ntsek magamr\u00f3l,<br>miel\u0151tt lel\u00f6kn\u00e9nek a s\u00f6t\u00e9t Tajgetoszr\u00f3l.<br><br>Bennem tal\u00e1n meggy\u0171lt a v\u00e1gy\u00e1val az ember,<br>falok \u00e9s habzsolok, \u00e1radok, mint a tenger,<br>nincs sok nyugalom bennem, nem tudok csendben \u00e9lni,<br>csak f\u00e9lni \u00e9s szeretni, csak magam sem k\u00edm\u00e9lni.<br><br>Most itt vagyok megint, sz\u00edvem ism\u00e9t kit\u00e1rva,<br>\u00fagy vetem magamat megint a nagyvil\u00e1gba,<br>m\u00e9g csak a dag\u00e1ly \u00f6mlik, m\u00e9g nincs sehol ap\u00e1ly,<br>s csak azt ism\u00e9tlem folyton: ma m\u00e1r, ma m\u00e1r, ma m\u00e1r&#8230;<br><br>Maradj velem kalandos, maradj velem mer\u00e9sz,<br>ne n\u00e9zd a r\u00e9szeket, maradj velem eg\u00e9sz,<br>\u00e9s ti\u00e9d lesz a minden, a hull\u00e1m \u00e9s a tenger,<br>veled maradok \u00e9n is az eg\u00e9sz \u00e9letemmel.<br><br>Hagyj \u00e9lni karjaidban, \u00e9s engedj el, ha kell,<br>t\u0171r\u00f6m a b\u00fcntet\u00e9st, ha nem kapkodod el,<br>l\u00e9gy mindenem \u00e9s mindig, mert kell nekem a v\u00e1gy:<br>h\u0151s\u00e9gben fa al\u00e1, \u00fagy fekszem be al\u00e1d.<br><br><em>Forr\u00e1s: szerz\u0151 FB-oldala<\/em><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A jelent s a j\u00f6v\u0151t most kezdem \u00fajra l\u00e1tni,vil\u00e1g\u00edt, mint a nap, \u00e9s megint \u00faj vil\u00e1gnyi,magam m\u00e1r annyiszor hittem egy \u00faj vil\u00e1gban,mint m\u00e9h hiszi, hogy \u00faj nap ny\u00edlik egy \u00faj vir\u00e1gban.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-102896","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102896","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=102896"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/102896\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=102896"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=102896"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=102896"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}