{"id":103004,"date":"2022-09-21T02:52:08","date_gmt":"2022-09-21T02:52:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=103004"},"modified":"2022-09-20T20:28:57","modified_gmt":"2022-09-20T20:28:57","slug":"b-tomos-hajnal-miert-kacagsz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=103004","title":{"rendered":". B. Tomos Hajnal: Mi\u00e9rt kacagsz?"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p><em>(egy fiatal anya eml\u00e9k\u00e9re)<\/em><br><br>Els\u0151re minden olyan sz\u00e9pnek \u00edg\u00e9rkezett:<br>babar\u00f3zsa-felh\u0151k a g\u00e9p k\u00f6r\u00fcl,<br>melyen \u00e1trep\u00fclted az \u00f3ce\u00e1nt,<br>az \u00faj f\u00f6ld, furcsa akcentusaival<br>s az indi\u00e1n-rezerv\u00e1tum \u00e9szakon,<br>ahol ferdeszem\u0171, komoly gyermekeket tan\u00edtott\u00e1l.<br>Azt\u00e1n lett saj\u00e1t h\u00e1zad,<br>csupa el\u0151regy\u00e1rtott elemekb\u0151l<br>s persze gyerekeid is<br>a b\u00e1dogb\u00f3l r\u00f6gt\u00f6nz\u00f6tt k\u00f3rteremben,<br>sz\u00fclt\u00e9l \u00e9s dolgozt\u00e1l,<br>tan\u00edtott\u00e1l \u00e9s szoptatt\u00e1l<br>m\u00ednusz negyven fokon.<!--more--><br><br>Egyszer a szike t\u00fal m\u00e9lyre futott,<br>akkor ott, a v\u00e9res asztalon,<br>h\u00e1traarcot dikt\u00e1lt sorsod ura,<br>s csir\u00e1zni kezdett hasadban<br>a destrukt\u00edv biol\u00f3gia.<br><br>Azon a t\u00e9len, a gyertyaf\u00e9nyben \u00fasz\u00f3<br>kar\u00e1csony-esten,<br>mintha fal\u00e1nks\u00e1god tanuls\u00e1ga lenne,<br>elt\u0171nt kisl\u00e1nyaid t\u00fcnde-nevet\u00e9se,<br>kikapcsolt \u00e9leted<br>minden addigi s\u00fcrget\u00e9se.<br><br>Egy kem\u00e9ny vas\u00e1gy lett<br>tapinthat\u00f3 jelened kerete<br>s ajkadon a kiskan\u00e1l<br>hideg \u00e9rint\u00e9se &#8211;<br>\u00e1lmodban ez\u00fcstsz\u00edn-sug\u00e1r \u00fcld\u00f6z\u00f6tt,<br>ak\u00e1rha f\u00e9nyes k\u00f6t\u0151t\u0171 &#8211;<br>valami folyton azt s\u00fagta,<br>hogy egyszer az lesz<br>szemvil\u00e1god kiolt\u00f3ja.<br><br>Amikor a r\u00e1k m\u00e9regfoga<br>utolj\u00e1ra mart apr\u00f3l\u00e9kaidba,<br>azt k\u00e9rdezte a legkisebb l\u00e1ny:<br>anya, mi\u00e9rt kacagsz olyan furcs\u00e1n?<\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(egy fiatal anya eml\u00e9k\u00e9re) Els\u0151re minden olyan sz\u00e9pnek \u00edg\u00e9rkezett:babar\u00f3zsa-felh\u0151k a g\u00e9p k\u00f6r\u00fcl,melyen \u00e1trep\u00fclted az \u00f3ce\u00e1nt,az \u00faj f\u00f6ld, furcsa akcentusaivals az indi\u00e1n-rezerv\u00e1tum \u00e9szakon,ahol ferdeszem\u0171, komoly gyermekeket tan\u00edtott\u00e1l.Azt\u00e1n lett saj\u00e1t h\u00e1zad,csupa el\u0151regy\u00e1rtott elemekb\u0151ls persze gyerekeid isa b\u00e1dogb\u00f3l r\u00f6gt\u00f6nz\u00f6tt k\u00f3rteremben,sz\u00fclt\u00e9l \u00e9s dolgozt\u00e1l,tan\u00edtott\u00e1l \u00e9s szoptatt\u00e1lm\u00ednusz negyven fokon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-103004","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/103004","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=103004"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/103004\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=103004"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=103004"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=103004"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}