Azon a napon, amikor megpr\u00f3b\u00e1lom<\/p>\n
\u00f6sszekaparni magam<\/p>\n
teszek-veszek, lefestem a g\u00e1zcs\u00f6veket<\/p>\n
kitakar\u00edtom a m\u0171termet, rendet csin\u00e1lok<\/p>\n
\u00fajraolvasom K\u00e1ntor P\u00e9ter Napl\u00f3j\u00e1t<\/p>\n
megeszem a marad\u00e9k tejberizset<\/p>\n
hozz\u00e1l\u00e1tok levelet \u00edrni egy elhanyagolt<\/p>\n
j\u00f3bar\u00e1tnak (koncentr\u00e1lni, koncentr\u00e1lni)<\/p>\n
azon gondolkodom, hogyan k\u00e9ne magamat<\/p>\n
\u00e1tnevelnem hogy ne f\u00e1jjanak az elv\u00e1l\u00e1sok,<\/p>\n
a n\u00e9lk\u00fcled-l\u00e9tek, hiszen \u00fagy is lehetek egyed\u00fcl,<\/p>\n
magamba z\u00e1rtan, hogy itt vagy<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Elhat\u00e1rozom ezen a napon<\/p>\n
hogy mint egy robotg\u00e9p, olyan leszek<\/p>\n
nem \u00f6r\u00fcl\u00f6k, nem f\u00e1jok<\/p>\n
minden \u00fagy lesz j\u00f3l, ahogy lesz<\/p>\n
itt vagy vagy elm\u00e9sz, teszem a dolgom:<\/p>\n
levizsg\u00e1ztatom a tan\u00edtv\u00e1nyaimat<\/p>\n
hazahozom a ki\u00e1ll\u00edt\u00e1sr\u00f3l a k\u00e9peket<\/p>\n
tov\u00e1bbi halad\u00e9kot k\u00e9rek a nyomd\u00e1t\u00f3l<\/p>\n
leiratom a lak\u00e1s lelt\u00e1r\u00e1b\u00f3l a leszerelt<\/p>\n
radi\u00e1torokat, kiporsz\u00edv\u00f3zom a hever\u0151t<\/p>\n
let\u00f6rl\u00f6m a t\u00e9v\u00e9r\u0151l a port, ha m\u00e1r nagyon<\/p>\n
l\u00e1tszik, kivasalom a kimosott ingeidet<\/p>\n
keresek k\u00e1rpitost, felh\u00edvom a v\u00edzszerel\u0151t,<\/p>\n
a lakatost<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
\u00c9s lev\u00e1gatom a hossz\u00fa hajamat<\/p>\n
amihez annyira ragaszkodsz:<\/p>\n
korszakv\u00e1lt\u00e1s az \u00e9let\u00fcnkben<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
1995<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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