{"id":104046,"date":"2023-01-20T19:56:34","date_gmt":"2023-01-20T19:56:34","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=104046"},"modified":"2023-01-20T19:56:34","modified_gmt":"2023-01-20T19:56:34","slug":"ivan-karamazov-balassi-balint-imaja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=104046","title":{"rendered":"Ivan Karamazov: Balassi B\u00e1lint im\u00e1ja"},"content":{"rendered":"\r\n<p>\u00d3 nagy kerek k\u00e9k \u00e9g,<br>\u00f3, sz\u00edvk\u00e9ptelens\u00e9g,<br>bocs\u00e1nat palot\u00e1ja!<br>F\u00e9ktelenben indult,<br>\u00e9s ugyanott b\u0171n-d\u00falt<br>szenved\u00e9ly kalod\u00e1ja!<!--more--><br>Hol bennem dobogt\u00e1l,<br>szertesz\u00e9t dob\u00e1lt\u00e1l,<br>vihartenger hom\u00e1lya!<br>Mennyit igyekeztem,<br>nyilamat tegzemben<br>mindig hordtam magammal,<br>azt\u00e1n ki sem l\u0151ttem,<br>\u00fcltem az id\u0151ben<br>bennem l\u00e9v\u0151 vadakkal,<br>verg\u0151dtem, birk\u00f3ztam<br>ny\u00edltan \u00e9s titokban,<br>sz\u00f3k\u00f6z\u00f6kkel, szavakkal.<br>S a szerelmeimet,<br>mint \u00f6sszegy\u0171rt inget,<br>h\u00e1nyszor \u00e9n kicsaptam,<br>hogy m\u00e1r a t\u00fck\u00f6rben<br>ha felt\u0171ntem, k\u00f6ptem,<br>t\u00e9ptem \u00e9s tapostam,<br>el\u00e9d, j\u00f3 Istenem,<br>mindig oly hirtelen<br>ker\u00fcltem tapostan.<br>Voltam k\u00edm\u00e9letlen,<br>\u00fcres \u00edm\u00e9lekben<br>k\u00e9rtem, mit nem adhattak,<br>voltam embertelen,<br>s a l\u00e1rm\u00e1z\u00f3 csendben<br>b\u0171ntudatnak abrak,<br>gyilkos fosztogat\u00f3,<br>ny\u00edlhatatlan ajt\u00f3,<br>semmire-j\u00f3 asztag.<br>Magamat feloldom,<br>megtiszt\u00edtom csontom,<br>ereim, izmaim,<br>nem t\u00f6bbet a b\u0171nnek,<br>v\u00e9tkeim elt\u0171nnek,<br>egyre finomul a k\u00edn,<br>te nem seg\u00edtett\u00e9l,<br>\u00fcgyet se vetett\u00e9l<br>r\u00e1m &#8211; csak a b\u0171n volt s a r\u00edm.<br>Gyere, \u00fclj le mell\u00e9m,<br>hallgasd, hogy a szekr\u00e9ny<br>s a sz\u0151nyeg elringat,<br>hallgasd, hogy nincs m\u00e1som,<br>csak az elm\u00fal\u00e1som,<br>a szeretet al\u00edtgat,<br>nem lesz t\u00f6bb\u00e9 b\u0171n\u00f6m,<br>\u00e1tj\u00f6ttem a t\u0171k\u00f6n,<br>akkor halok, am\u00edg tart,<br>ami most van n\u00e9kem<br>szabott szenved\u00e9lyem,<br>gyorsul\u00f3 gy\u00f3n\u00e1som,<br>\u00f6r\u00f6k vezekl\u00e9sem,<br>v\u00e9gs\u0151 esdekl\u00e9sem,<br>szakadt nagytot\u00e1lom,<br>k\u00f6r\u00fclrajzolt f\u00e9nyem,<br>b\u0171ntelen er\u00e9nyem,<br>boldog boldogs\u00e1gom!<br><br><em>Forr\u00e1s: szerz\u0151 FB-oldala<\/em><\/p>\r\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d3 nagy kerek k\u00e9k \u00e9g,\u00f3, sz\u00edvk\u00e9ptelens\u00e9g,bocs\u00e1nat palot\u00e1ja!F\u00e9ktelenben indult,\u00e9s ugyanott b\u0171n-d\u00faltszenved\u00e9ly kalod\u00e1ja!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-104046","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/104046","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=104046"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/104046\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=104046"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=104046"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=104046"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}