{"id":15304,"date":"2012-05-06T17:46:05","date_gmt":"2012-05-06T17:46:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=15304"},"modified":"2012-05-08T21:14:57","modified_gmt":"2012-05-08T21:14:57","slug":"cselenyi-bela-a-szorongo","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=15304","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: A szorong\u00f3"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Azon t\u00f6preng, hogy mi a gy\u00e1vas\u00e1g, ki a gy\u00e1va. Az \u00e9rtelmez\u0151 sz\u00f3t\u00e1r agyoncsapja k\u00e9t sz\u00f3val: <em>aki f\u00e9l<\/em>, de h\u00e1t a f\u00f6ldreng\u00e9st\u0151l mindenki f\u00e9l&#8230; Kire mondjuk, hogy gy\u00e1va? \u00c1ltal\u00e1ban arra az emberre, aki \u00f3vatoss\u00e1gb\u00f3l nem \u00e1tall m\u00e1soknak \u00e1rtani, vagyis a bes\u00fag\u00f3 f\u00e9l\u00e9kre.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>\u00dcl a szorong\u00f3 a karossz\u00e9k\u00e9ben. M\u00e9g fel sem \u00e9bredt eg\u00e9szen, m\u00e9g ragad le a szeme. \u00dclt\u00e9ben kiny\u00fajtja a l\u00e1b\u00e1t. Gyomoridegess\u00e9ge van, vacog; f\u00e1z\u00f3s kez\u00e9t maga al\u00e1 pr\u00e9seli, hogy kiss\u00e9 \u00e1tmelegedjen. Ha karny\u00fajt\u00e1snyira lenne a pokr\u00f3c, mag\u00e1ra ter\u00edten\u00e9, s\u0151t, maga k\u00f6r\u00e9 tekern\u00e9, \u00e1m ahhoz lusta, hogy felkeljen, meg k\u00fcl\u00f6nben is&#8230; ny\u00e1ron pokr\u00f3c&#8230;? Amint k\u00e9t kez\u00e9t maga al\u00e1 gy\u0171ri, egy kifejez\u00e9s jut esz\u00e9be: <em>K\u00e9zai Simon<\/em>. Sz\u00e1nd\u00e9kosan \u00edrtam <em>kifejez\u00e9st<\/em>, mert nem a t\u00f6rt\u00e9nelmi szem\u00e9lyre gondol, csak a K\u00c9Z sz\u00f3 egyik k\u00f6zeli hangtani rokon\u00e1ra; egy pillanatra miden olyan szem\u00e9lyt <em>K\u00e9zai<\/em>nak \u00e9rez, aki hasonl\u00f3, diderg\u0151s szorong\u00e1s\u00e1ban a saj\u00e1t kez\u00e9re \u00fcl.<\/p>\n<p>Az elj\u00f6vend\u0151 nap, a mindenkori holnap hideg sz\u00edn\u0171 \u00c9K gyan\u00e1nt mered fel\u00e9je.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00c9ZA, K\u00c9K AZ \u00c9K.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\">Budapest<\/span><\/em>, 2012. V. 6.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Azon t\u00f6preng, hogy mi a gy\u00e1vas\u00e1g, ki a gy\u00e1va. Az \u00e9rtelmez\u0151 sz\u00f3t\u00e1r agyoncsapja k\u00e9t sz\u00f3val: aki f\u00e9l, de h\u00e1t a f\u00f6ldreng\u00e9st\u0151l mindenki f\u00e9l&#8230; Kire mondjuk, hogy gy\u00e1va? \u00c1ltal\u00e1ban arra az emberre, aki \u00f3vatoss\u00e1gb\u00f3l nem \u00e1tall m\u00e1soknak \u00e1rtani, vagyis a bes\u00fag\u00f3 f\u00e9l\u00e9kre.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15304","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15304","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=15304"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15304\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=15304"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=15304"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=15304"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}