{"id":16354,"date":"2012-07-10T05:00:32","date_gmt":"2012-07-10T05:00:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=16354"},"modified":"2012-07-10T05:00:32","modified_gmt":"2012-07-10T05:00:32","slug":"kabos-eva-versei","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=16354","title":{"rendered":"Kab\u00f3s \u00c9va versei"},"content":{"rendered":"

Szeptemberben<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

M\u00e1r hullnak a levelek\u2026
\nMost voltak alig-z\u00f6ldek,
\n\u00e1zottan kapaszkod\u00f3k \u2013
\nd\u00f6ngette sz\u00e9l az \u00e1guk
\n\u00e9s ereiken
\naz \u00e1rv\u00edzet-hoz\u00f3 v\u00e9gtelen
\nes\u00f4csepp futott\u2026<\/p>\n

Erd\u00e9lyi falevelek, \u2013 \u2013
\nlehullnak s\u00e1rga-holtan, \u2013
\nakartak \u00e9lni \u00f4k is
\nt\u00f6bbet \u00e9s boldogabban, \u2013
\nkapaszkodtak, hogy
\na r\u00e9mes zivatarban
\nis maradjanak:
\nT\u00e1rsaink voltak \u00e9s aszottan-hulltan,
\nvel\u00fcnk vannak az \u00f4sz -avarban\u2026<\/p>\n

998.<\/p>\n

R\u00e9g volt<\/p>\n

R\u00e9g volt, m\u00e9g sz\u00f4ke voltam \u00e9s rem\u00e9nyked\u00f4,
\n\u00e1lmaim voltak, mind el\u00e9rhet\u00f4:
\nP\u00e1rizst akartam l\u00e1tni \u00e9s az \u00d3ce\u00e1nt,\u2026
\nha majd nem hull a bomba re\u00e1nk\u2026<\/p>\n

De akkor a f\u00e9lig-csendben,
\nf\u00e9lig-b\u00e9k\u00e9ben, gond volt a tany\u00e1n,
\n\u2013 a k\u00e9k vir\u00e1gok surolt\u00e1k ruh\u00e1m,
\ns ha \u00e9n voltam k\u00e9kben,
\na mez\u00f4n margitvir\u00e1gok
\n\u00e1lltak h\u00f3feh\u00e9rben, \u2013
\na term\u00e9szet szereti a harm\u00f3ni\u00e1t \u2013,
\nvir\u00e1gok, gondok k\u00f6z\u00f6tt j\u00e1rtam a tany\u00e1t, \u2013
\n\u00e9s m\u00e9g nem l\u00e1ttam P\u00e1rizst, sem az \u00d3ce\u00e1nt\u2026<\/p>\n

Azt\u00e1n fels\u00f4bb, szigor\u00fa rendeletre
\njutottam \u00e9n is \u2013 P\u00e1rizs helyett \u2013,
\negy \u00e9p\u00edt\u00f4telepre, \u2013
\nakkor a ruh\u00e1m k\u00f4 porozta, t\u00e9pte,
\nde sz\u00edvemben m\u00e9g mindig \u00e1lmok vertek f\u00e9lre:
\n„majd egyszer”, „azut\u00e1n”, \u2013
\nde sz\u00e9p lehet az \u00d3ce\u00e1n!<\/p>\n

„Egyszer, azut\u00e1n” minden szabad lett, \u2013
\nde k\u00f6zben az \u00e9let eltelt, \u2013
\ns hi\u00e1ba lett hat\u00e1r \u00e9s \u00fat szabad,
\naz \u00e9vek halmaza nem b\u00edr m\u00e1r \u00e1lmokat\u2026<\/p>\n

Most egyed\u00fcl \u00e9s f\u00e1zva, ablakomon \u00e1t
\nn\u00e9zem az els\u00e1rgul\u00f3, szeptemberi f\u00e1t, \u2013
\na term\u00e9szet szereti a harm\u00f3ni\u00e1t, \u2013 \u2013
\nde \u00e9n nem l\u00e1tom m\u00e1r soha P\u00e1rizst,
\nsem az \u00d3ce\u00e1nt\u2026<\/p>\n

998.<\/p>\n

Honnan vegyek?<\/p>\n

Honnan r\u00e1ntsak, honnan vegyek
\ntompult agyamba sz\u00edneket?
\nCsak \u00fagy \u00edrjak le szavakat,
\nirigyen s\u00e1rg\u00e1t,
\nv\u00e1gy\u00f3 pirosat?
\nHisz az nem lenne m\u00e1s,
\ncsak k\u00e9pzavar, \u2013
\n\u00f6regen az \u00faj \u00e9s modern,
\nmi semmit sem takar\u2026<\/p>\n

Az ucc\u00e1n n\u00e9ha m\u00e9g
\nmeg\u00e1ll\u00edt idegen:
\n„Mikor j\u00f6n verse? Szeretem,
\nmert \u00e9rteni lehet!”
\nA visszajelz\u00e9sek
\nnem \u00e9rdemelnek k\u00e9pzavart, \u2013 \u2013
\nhiszen, ha nem oson fel\u00e9m
\nm\u00e1r \u00fajabb gondolat, \u2013
\nmosogatni, vagy mosni kell,
\n\u00e9s eltelik a nap\u2026<\/p>\n

(Szabad szombat-antol\u00f3gia * RMSZ, Szabad szombat, 1998 \/ 42. sz.)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Szeptemberben M\u00e1r hullnak a levelek\u2026 Most voltak alig-z\u00f6ldek, \u00e1zottan kapaszkod\u00f3k \u2013 d\u00f6ngette sz\u00e9l az \u00e1guk<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[133,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16354","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-szabad-szombat-antologia","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16354","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16354"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16354\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16354"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16354"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16354"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}