{"id":16507,"date":"2012-07-19T05:09:03","date_gmt":"2012-07-19T05:09:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=16507"},"modified":"2012-07-19T05:09:03","modified_gmt":"2012-07-19T05:09:03","slug":"cselenyi-bela-kifbef-68","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=16507","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: KIF\/BEF — ’68"},"content":{"rendered":"

Egyre t\u00f6bbsz\u00f6r jut eszembe a velem egykor\u00fa ap\u00e1m a tengeren, a hegyekben \u00e9s Kolozsv\u00e1ron. Amint mondjuk rosszul lett Konstanc\u00e1n(,) egy cukr\u00e1szd\u00e1ban, ahol valami ritmusos zen\u00e9t b\u0151gettek — val\u00f3ban f\u00f6l\u00f6sleges hanger\u0151vel. \u00c9n vettem \u00e9szre \u00f6tvenh\u00e9t \u00e9ves ap\u00e1m sz\u00ednev\u00e1ltoz\u00e1s\u00e1t, \u00e9s kik\u00eds\u00e9rtem a b\u00f6mb\u00f6l\u0151 helyis\u00e9gb\u0151l. \u00dagy eml\u00e9kszem, egy szemk\u00f6zti kirakat p\u00e1rk\u00e1ny\u00e1n heverte ki f\u00fclledt f\u00e1radalmait. Ebben a cukr\u00e1szd\u00e1ban t\u00f6rt\u00e9nt — ekkor vagy egy m\u00e1sik alkalommal –, hogy egy pillanatra fel\u00e1lltam valamit mondani \u00e9desap\u00e1mnak, de m\u00e1r nem tudtam vissza\u00fclni, mert egy kicsi, mosolyg\u00f3s, fekete ruh\u00e1s, fekete kend\u0151s \u00f6regasszony elfoglalta a helyemet. H\u00e1t igen: az \u00e9leter\u0151, az \u00e9lelmess\u00e9g… Ap\u00e1m, ha \u00e9lne, minderre eml\u00e9kezne, \u00e9s engem csod\u00e1lna, hogy erre is eml\u00e9kszem.<\/p>\n

Any\u00e1m nagyon szenved, mert munkamem\u00f3ri\u00e1j\u00e1t az Isten sz\u00f6k\u0151k\u00fatja folyamatosan tiszt\u00e1ra mossa. Agya sz\u00fcrke betongomolyag, amelyet s\u00f6t\u00e9tre sz\u00ednez a folyamatosan m\u00fal\u00f3 jelen sz\u00f6k\u0151k\u00fatja. Neki hi\u00e1ba mondan\u00e1m el ezt a konstancai esetet… k\u00fcl\u00f6nben jelen sem volt… –, a s\u00f3gorn\u0151j\u00e9vel k\u00e1v\u00e9zott Kolozsv\u00e1ron.<\/p>\n

Budapest<\/em><\/span>, 2012. VI. 23.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Egyre t\u00f6bbsz\u00f6r jut eszembe a velem egykor\u00fa ap\u00e1m a tengeren, a hegyekben \u00e9s Kolozsv\u00e1ron. Amint mondjuk rosszul lett Konstanc\u00e1n(,) egy cukr\u00e1szd\u00e1ban, ahol valami ritmusos zen\u00e9t b\u0151gettek — val\u00f3ban f\u00f6l\u00f6sleges hanger\u0151vel. \u00c9n vettem \u00e9szre \u00f6tvenh\u00e9t \u00e9ves ap\u00e1m sz\u00ednev\u00e1ltoz\u00e1s\u00e1t, \u00e9s kik\u00eds\u00e9rtem a b\u00f6mb\u00f6l\u0151 helyis\u00e9gb\u0151l.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-16507","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16507","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=16507"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/16507\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=16507"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=16507"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=16507"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}