Nappali gondokt\u00f3l csorb\u00edtott \u00e1lmaimban
\nmeg-megjelenik ap\u00e1m, j\u00f6n \u00e9s fedd\u0151 szavakkal
\nint; a hazai f\u00f6ld messzire hall\u00f3 szavaival:
\neml\u00e9ket sz\u00e9gyen\u00edt,
\nszobrokat csonk\u00edt
\nszobrokat al\u00e1z,
\naki id\u0151 el\u0151tt temeti a b\u00f6lcs\u0151 eml\u00e9k\u00e9t,
\naki haszon n\u00e9lk\u00fcl t\u00e9kozolja a r\u00e1test\u00e1lt
\njavakat, aki pirul\u00e1s n\u00e9lk\u00fcl, dadogva \u00e1r-
\nverezi a gyermekkor mad\u00e1rdalait, falat-
\nnyi kenyer\u00e9\u00e9rt, ital\u00e1\u00e9rt a l\u00e9leknek, aki
\nk\u00f6nyvlapok sorai k\u00f6z\u00e9 z\u00e1rta az intelmet:
\nnem keresett m\u00e9g senkit meg a c\u00e9l, a sz\u00fcl\u0151-
\nf\u00f6ld bajban is lehet
\np\u00e9lda,
\nj\u00f6nnek, egyre j\u00f6nnek, ap\u00e1m elnehez\u00fclt sza-
\nvai, s hallom, egyre hallom bel\u0151l\u00fck: f\u00e1j-
\nnak m\u00e9g mindig gyermekkorom j\u00e1t\u00e9kai a
\ns\u00e1ncok martj\u00e1t \u00f6lel\u0151, az udvar v\u00e9g\u00e9ben
\nv\u00e1rakoz\u00f3 di\u00f3fa \u00e1gaiban,
\n\u00e9s hallom,
\negyre hallom
\nelvet\u00e9lt k\u00f6lt\u0151 nagyap\u00e1m szitkait\u00f3l sz\u00e9l-
\nt\u00e9pte-k\u00e9k m\u00e9g mindig az erd\u0151 f\u00f6l\u00f6tt az
\n\u00e9g, mag\u00e1nyos mereng\u00e9sit\u0151l naponta \u00fcli
\nm\u00e9g k\u00f6d a t\u00e1jat,
\n\u00e9s hallom
\negyre hallom
\nnevemen sz\u00f3l\u00edt m\u00e9g egy-k\u00e9t felr\u00f6ppen\u0151
\nmad\u00e1r, cs\u0151r\u00e9b\u0151l al\u00e1ejtett \u00e9nekkel sz\u00f3l\u00ed-
\ntanak, azt\u00e1n
\nk\u00e9rdezi,
\negyre k\u00e9rdezi ap\u00e1m:
\nmeddig, meddig hagyjuk t\u00e1rva az otthon
\nudvar\u00e1ra nyitott kaput,
\nmeddig v\u00e1rjalak hi\u00e1ba?
\nf\u00e9lek, ha nem sietsz, nevedet felejtik
\na madarak, nem ejtenek al\u00e1 \u00e9rted a cs\u0151-
\nr\u00fckb\u0151l \u00e9neket, csitulni kezd a f\u00e1k \u00e1gainak
\neml\u00e9keztet\u0151 f\u00e1jdalma,
\nf\u00e9lek: k\u00f6nnyen becsapja a t\u00e1rt kaput
\nhuzatosabb napja az \u00e9vszakok fordul\u00f3inak,
\nf\u00e9lek: eml\u00e9knek is csak f\u00e1jdalom maradsz.<\/p>\n
(Szabad szombat-antol\u00f3gia * RMSZ, Szabad szombat, 1999 \/ 23. sz.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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