Miut\u00e1n v\u00e9gigszenvedtem az antidepressz\u00e1ns negat\u00edv mell\u00e9khat\u00e1sait, lemer\u00e9szkedtem ide. Imbolyg\u00f3 l\u00e9ptekkel mentem v\u00e9gig a r\u00f6vid \u00faton, meg- meg\u00e1lltam, korl\u00e1tokba, h\u00e1zfalakba t\u00e1maszkodtam. Kevesen voltak bent, s nem keltettem k\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6sebb felt\u0171n\u00e9st. Csak k\u00e9t ismer\u0151ssel kezeltem \u00e9s Andit \u00fcdv\u00f6z\u00f6ltem, aki \u00edgy ki\u00e1ltott fel: \u201eV\u00e9gre! M\u00e1r azt hitt\u00fck\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n
Csak sejthettem, mit hittek, mert Andris, a sz\u00edn\u00e9sz k\u00f6zbev\u00e1gott: \u201dMi van, Apa \u2013 a Karcsi b\u00e1csi mellett \u00edgyen szokott nevezni, b\u00e1r az a n\u00e9h\u00e1ny \u00e9v, ami k\u00f6zt\u00fcnk van, egyiket sem indokolja, k\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6sen az Ap\u00e1t nem \u2013, szabad ennyi id\u0151t t\u0151l\u00fcnk t\u00e1vol t\u00f6lteni? Majd\u2019 a sz\u00edvbajt hoztad r\u00e1m!\u201d Andi: \u201eMit k\u00e9rsz, Karcsi?\u201d \u201eK\u00e9t deci \u0151szibarackot. Rostosat.\u201d V\u00e1laszomra Szurovcsik J\u00f3zsi is rosszall\u00f3an megcs\u00f3v\u00e1lja fej\u00e9t. Andris folytatja a szemreh\u00e1ny\u00e1st: \u201eM\u00e9g ez is! Nem volt\u00e1l te ilyen! Igaz is, hol volt\u00e1l?\u201d \u201eOtthon.\u201d \u201eMit csin\u00e1lt\u00e1l?\u201d \u201eSzenvedtem.\u201d Sok\u00e1ig csendben mered\u00fcnk italainkra: Andris a kisfr\u00f6ccs\u00e9re, J\u00f3zsi a nagyfr\u00f6ccs\u00e9re, \u00e9n a k\u00e9t deci rostos \u0151szibarackomra. \u201eA legrosszabb az \u00e1lmatlans\u00e1g volt. Hossz\u00fa \u00e9jszak\u00e1kon \u00e1t csak d\u00f6gl\u00f6ttem az \u00e1gyon, vagy le-fel j\u00e1rk\u00e1lta a lak\u00e1sban.\u201d J\u00f3zsi a gyakorlat embere: \u201e\u00c9jjeli\u0151rnek kellett volna lenned!\u201d Old\u00f3dik a fesz\u00fclt hangulat.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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