{"id":24073,"date":"2013-07-09T14:47:45","date_gmt":"2013-07-09T14:47:45","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=24073"},"modified":"2013-07-09T14:47:45","modified_gmt":"2013-07-09T14:47:45","slug":"zsisku-janos-ram-irtal-moldova-gyorgy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=24073","title":{"rendered":"Zsisk\u00fa J\u00e1nos: R\u00e1m \u00edrt\u00e1l, Moldova Gy\u00f6rgy"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>K\u00e9t hete nincs m\u00e1r kapcsolatom a sz\u00fcl\u0151f\u00f6lddel.<br \/>\nNincs BN.<br \/>\nNincs RMSZ sem.<br \/>\nRettent\u0151 nehezen b\u00edrom.<!--more--><br \/>\nKiszabtam magamnak olvas\u00e1s-\u00edr\u00e1sb\u00f3l a mindennapi penzumot.<br \/>\nSiker\u00fclt ezzel nagyj\u00e1b\u00f3l l\u00e9p\u00e9st is tartanom.<br \/>\nOlyan ez, mint a placebo. Alkot\u00f3eleme a patikaszernek, komponense, m\u00e9gsem gy\u00f3gyszer.<br \/>\nPr\u00f3b\u00e1lom k\u00far\u00e1lni magamat \u2013 \u00f6nszuggeszti\u00f3 gy\u00f3gyf\u00fcveivel.<br \/>\nKev\u00e9s sikerrel.<br \/>\nItt nemcsak \u00e9n nem tartozom senkinek, de nem is tartozik senki hozz\u00e1m. Legfennebb sz\u0171kebb h\u00e1zn\u00e9pem.<br \/>\nKatarzisaib\u00f3l eddigi \u00e9letemnek m\u00e9g mindig t\u00f6bbk\u00e9nt, m\u00e1sk\u00e9nt evick\u00e9ltem ki.<br \/>\nHaragszom m\u00e1r a Larousse-ra is.<br \/>\nA katarzis c\u00edmsz\u00f3n\u00e1l l\u00e9lektani megtisztul\u00e1st emleget, de besz\u00e9l Morene k\u00f6vetkeztet\u00e9seir\u00f4l is: \u00fajra \u00e1t\u00e9lve az egykori t\u00f6rt\u00e9n\u00e9seket, az \u00e9lm\u00e9ny \u00e1trendez\u00f4d\u00e9s\u00e9t teremtheti meg a szerepl\u0151ben.<br \/>\n\u201eMinden igaz m\u00e1sodik, megszabad\u00edt az els\u0151t\u0151l.&#8221;<br \/>\nNem fog ezut\u00e1ni \u00e9letem e posztul\u00e1tumnak igazat adni.<br \/>\n\u00c9lv\u00e9n m\u00e1ssal \u00e9s m\u00e1shol, megmaradok az els\u0151vel.<br \/>\nMoldova Gy\u00f6rgy T\u00edz tucat c. k\u00f6tet\u00e9t olvasom. Magvet\u0151 1985.<br \/>\nMoh\u00e1cs c. novell\u00e1j\u00e1nak szerepl\u0151je az a szerkeszt\u0151s\u00e9gi illet\u00e9kes, akinek egyetlen \u201eer\u00e9nye&#8221; az \u00e9bers\u00e9g. Azzal utas\u00edtja vissza a szerz\u0151 k\u00e9zirat\u00e1t: ravasz pali vagy, de \u00e9n \u00e9szrevettem. Mikor az \u00edr\u00f3 leg\u00fajabb t\u00e1rc\u00e1j\u00e1t vinn\u00e9 be hozz\u00e1 j\u00f3v\u00e1hagy\u00e1sra, az olvas\u00f3szerkeszt\u00f4 ajtaj\u00e1t z\u00e1rva tal\u00e1lta. Megk\u00e9rdezi a g\u00e9p\u00edr\u00f3n\u0151t\u0151l:<br \/>\n\u2013 Nem tudja, hol van L. Laci?<br \/>\n\u2013 Haz\u00e1n k\u00edv\u00fcl, a m\u00falt h\u00e9ten disszid\u00e1lt.<br \/>\nMoldova Gy\u00f6rgy \u00edr\u00e1s\u00e1t olvasva, a b\u0171n\u00f6s ism\u00e9t visszat\u00e9r bennem tett\u00e9nek sz\u00ednhely\u00e9re.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>Miskolc, 2003. j\u00falius 23.<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><em>Forr\u00e1s: Rom\u00e1niai Magyar Sz\u00f3, Szink\u00e9p mell\u00e9klet, 2003. szeptember 27.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u00e9t hete nincs m\u00e1r kapcsolatom a sz\u00fcl\u0151f\u00f6lddel. Nincs BN. Nincs RMSZ sem. Rettent\u0151 nehezen b\u00edrom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[133,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24073","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-szabad-szombat-antologia","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24073","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=24073"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/24073\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=24073"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=24073"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=24073"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}