{"id":30847,"date":"2014-04-30T10:55:18","date_gmt":"2014-04-30T10:55:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=30847"},"modified":"2014-04-28T07:10:30","modified_gmt":"2014-04-28T07:10:30","slug":"cseke-gabor-firkak-149","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=30847","title":{"rendered":"Cseke G\u00e1bor: Firk\u00e1k (147)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>\u00c9hs\u00e9g az els\u0151 v\u00e9rig<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>Tov\u00e1bb olvasok a h\u00e1bor\u00far\u00f3l, az \u00e9hez\u0151 leningr\u00e1diakr\u00f3l. 1941 tel\u00e9n k\u00e9tgyerekes anya k\u00f6rm\u00f6li napl\u00f3j\u00e1ba: <em>&#8222;&#8230; Gondolatban azt akartam, hogy a hal\u00e1l engem \u00e9s a gyermekeimet egyszerre \u00e9rjen utol, mivel att\u00f3l f\u00e9ltem, ha p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul engem az utc\u00e1n eltal\u00e1l egy goly\u00f3 \u00e9s meghalok, akkor a gyermekeim keservesen s\u00edrnak \u00e9s h\u00edvogatnak majd: \u2014 Anya, anya! \u2014 azut\u00e1n pedig \u00e9hen halnak a hideg szob\u00e1ban. <!--more-->Nyinocsk\u00e1m \u00e1lland\u00f3an s\u00edrt, sok\u00e1ig, keservesen s\u00edrt, sehogy sem tudott elaludni. Ez a jajvesz\u00e9kel\u00e9sszer\u0171 s\u00edr\u00e1s szinte meg\u0151rj\u00edtett. Ilyenkor, hogy elaludjon, hagytam, hogy a v\u00e9remet sz\u00edvja&#8230; A mellemben r\u00e9g\u00f3ta nem volt tej, meg azt\u00e1n m\u00e1r mellem sem volt egy\u00e1ltal\u00e1n, szinte elt\u0171nt. Ez\u00e9rt t\u0171vel \u00e1tsz\u00fartam a karomat, kiss\u00e9 a k\u00f6ny\u00f6k\u00f6m f\u00f6l\u00f6tt, \u00e9s a kisl\u00e1nyomat odafektettem a karomra. \u0150 csendesen sz\u00edvta \u00e9s elaludt. De az \u00e9n szememre sok\u00e1ig nem j\u00f6tt \u00e1lom, sz\u00e1molni kezdtem, belezavarodtam. Eszembe jutott, amikor a H\u00e1bor\u00fa \u00e9s b\u00e9k\u00e9t olvastam, Pierre Bezuhov ott is ezerig sz\u00e1molt, hogy elaludjon. \u00c9n meg belezavarodtam, folyton arra gondoltam, hol szerezhetn\u00e9k ennival\u00f3t. \u00c1lland\u00f3an \u00fagy r\u00e9mlett, hogy nagy kenyereket l\u00e1tok, vagy krumplit szedek a mez\u0151n. Eg\u00e9sz zs\u00e1kra val\u00f3t gy\u0171jt\u00f6k \u00f6ssze, de elvinni nem tudom&#8230;&#8221;<\/em> Ilyen \u00e1lomb\u00f3l csak \u00fagy \u00e9rdemes fel\u00e9bredni, ha tudjuk, hogy teli a kamr\u00e1nk.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00c9hs\u00e9g az els\u0151 v\u00e9rig Tov\u00e1bb olvasok a h\u00e1bor\u00far\u00f3l, az \u00e9hez\u0151 leningr\u00e1diakr\u00f3l. 1941 tel\u00e9n k\u00e9tgyerekes anya k\u00f6rm\u00f6li napl\u00f3j\u00e1ba: &#8222;&#8230; Gondolatban azt akartam, hogy a hal\u00e1l engem \u00e9s a gyermekeimet egyszerre \u00e9rjen utol, mivel att\u00f3l f\u00e9ltem, ha p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul engem az utc\u00e1n eltal\u00e1l egy goly\u00f3 \u00e9s meghalok, akkor a gyermekeim keservesen s\u00edrnak \u00e9s h\u00edvogatnak majd: \u2014 Anya, anya! [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-30847","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egyperces"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30847","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=30847"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/30847\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=30847"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=30847"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=30847"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}