A k\u00f6nnyeds\u00e9get irigylem t\u0151l\u00fck. Ami bel\u0151lem hi\u00e1nyzik. Hi\u00e1nyzott – ma kiss\u00e9 m\u00e1sk\u00e9pp van, megnyugodtam, \u00fagy t\u0171nik, de mennyivel eleg\u00e1nsabb lett volna az \u00e9letem, ha id\u0151nk\u00e9nt ked\u00e9lyesen elcsevegek azokkal, akik velem el akartak, ha megdics\u00e9rem a k\u00fcl\u00f6nben dics\u00e9rnival\u00f3 finom eb\u00e9deket. Ha felszabadultabban viselkedem fontos vagy fontosnak t\u0171n\u0151 tal\u00e1lkoz\u00e1sok alkalm\u00e1val.<\/p>\n
Az Ifj\u00fas\u00e1gi Magazin vend\u00e9gek\u00e9nt Budapesten p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul ber\u00e1ngatt\u00e1k nekem a szerkeszt\u0151s\u00e9gbe Br\u00f3dy J\u00e1nost, az \u00e9nekest, akit \u00e9n tiszteltem, becs\u00fcltem, aki\u00e9rt rajongtam, de a koncertj\u00e9re voltam k\u00edv\u00e1ncsi. \u00dagyhogy a negyed\u00f3r\u00e1s besz\u00e9lget\u00e9s alatt ink\u00e1bb \u0151 interj\u00favolt meg engem. Vagy ugyanakkor Cseh Tam\u00e1s-koncertre szereztek az el\u0151ad\u00f3 k\u00f6zrem\u0171k\u00f6d\u00e9s\u00e9vel jegyet, telt h\u00e1z volt m\u00e1r, mire meg\u00e9rkeztem, r\u00e9szemr\u0151l a k\u00f6sz\u00f6n\u00f6m az lett volna, ha a huszonvalah\u00e1nyadik ker\u00fcletb\u0151l vele utazom vissza, elbesz\u00e9lget\u00fcnk. T\u00fal merev voltam, nem v\u00e1llaltam.<\/p>\n
Sz\u00f3val az a k\u00f6nnyeds\u00e9g hi\u00e1nyzott az \u00e9letemb\u0151l. Amivel a semmibe bel\u00e9pnek. Vagy nem is a semmibe, nagy sz\u00f3, s \u0151k nem \u00fagy \u00e9lik meg, nekik az a vil\u00e1g legterm\u00e9szetesebb dolga.<\/p>\n
A szark\u00e1kat irigylem az\u00e9rt a k\u00f6nny\u0171 libben\u00e9s\u00e9rt, amivel teraszunk vaskorl\u00e1tj\u00e1r\u00f3l a l\u00e9gbe bel\u00e9pnek, mik\u00f6zben a sz\u00e1rnyuk nyitj\u00e1k, hogy tovasz\u00e1lljanak.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
A k\u00f6nnyeds\u00e9get irigylem t\u0151l\u00fck. Ami bel\u0151lem hi\u00e1nyzik. Hi\u00e1nyzott – ma kiss\u00e9 m\u00e1sk\u00e9pp van, megnyugodtam, \u00fagy t\u0171nik, de mennyivel eleg\u00e1nsabb lett volna az \u00e9letem, ha id\u0151nk\u00e9nt ked\u00e9lyesen elcsevegek azokkal, akik velem el akartak, ha megdics\u00e9rem a k\u00fcl\u00f6nben dics\u00e9rnival\u00f3 finom eb\u00e9deket. Ha felszabadultabban viselkedem fontos vagy fontosnak t\u0171n\u0151 tal\u00e1lkoz\u00e1sok alkalm\u00e1val.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-31169","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-jegyzet"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31169","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=31169"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/31169\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=31169"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=31169"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=31169"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}