{"id":32521,"date":"2014-07-11T05:00:01","date_gmt":"2014-07-11T05:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=32521"},"modified":"2014-07-11T05:00:01","modified_gmt":"2014-07-11T05:00:01","slug":"hajonaplo-jozsef-attilaval-12","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=32521","title":{"rendered":"Haj\u00f3napl\u00f3 J\u00f3zsef Attil\u00e1val (12)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>Az \u00e9hs\u00e9g mint l\u00e9tforma \u00e9s mint ihletforr\u00e1s magasan uralja a k\u00f6lt\u00e9szetet. Mint mindent, ezt is ki lehet b\u00edrni. De a val\u00f3di koplal\u00e1s enn\u00e9l j\u00f3val kem\u00e9nyebb&#8230; <strong>(Cseke G\u00e1bor)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<h2><strong>H\u00e9t napja<\/strong><\/h2>\n<p>Tint\u00e1ba m\u00e1rtom tollamat<br \/>\n\u00c9s tiszta, k\u00e9k \u00e9gbe magamat.<br \/>\nF\u00e9lrer\u00e1ngatom a harangk\u00f6telet,<br \/>\nFalbaverdesem szeg\u00e9ny fejemet.<!--more--><br \/>\nKi l\u00e1tja meg, hogy m\u00e1r l\u00e1tszanak<br \/>\nKil\u00f3g\u00f3 nyelv\u00fcnk\u00f6n az ig\u00e9rt utak,<br \/>\nHogy nincsen hi\u00e1ba semmi \u00e9s a minden<br \/>\nNem siklott ki f\u00f6lt\u00e9pett ereinken,<br \/>\nHogy krist\u00e1ly szeretne lenni a patk\u00e1ny is<br \/>\nS a darabk\u00e1bb ut\u00e1lja m\u00e1r a darabk\u00e1t is,<br \/>\nHogy magadat tiszt\u00e1n tal\u00e1lod meg m\u00e1sban<br \/>\n\u00c9s nyugalom van a sz\u00fcks\u00e9ges rohan\u00e1sban,<br \/>\nHogy lehelet\u00fcnkt\u0151l kigy\u00falnak a h\u00e1zak,<br \/>\n\u00c9s engesztel\u0151 v\u00edzzel m\u00e1r locsolgatn\u00e1nak,<br \/>\nHogy h\u00eddak robbannak a szeg\u00e9nyemberekben?!<br \/>\n\u00d3, bar\u00e1taim, h\u00e9t napja nem ettem.<br \/>\n<em>Nem id\u0151szakos sz\u00e1mvet\u00e9s, jelzi ezt minden sora, minden szava. T\u00fal m\u00e1r mindenen mintha, innen valamin, ami riaszt\u00f3, de megb\u00e9k\u00e9l\u00e9st is hozhat: ez az a pont, ahol az al\u00e1bbi sorok megfogannak. A megnyugv\u00e1s \u00e9he ez, ha a v\u00e9gs\u0151\u00e9 is: s b\u00e1r konkr\u00e9tumokat sorol a vers, nem m\u00e9rhet\u0151 a megfoghat\u00f3hoz. Mik\u00f6zben csendes utal\u00e1sai r\u00e9v\u00e9n beilleszkedik a magyar k\u00f6lt\u00e9szet nagy \u201elelt\u00e1rverseinek\u201d egy\u00fcttes\u00e9be \u2013 <\/em>v\u00f6. Pet\u0151fi S\u00e1ndor: Egy gondolat b\u00e1nt engemet&#8230;, Arany J\u00e1nos: Epil\u00f3gus.<strong><em> (Szonda Szabolcs)<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<h2><strong>K\u00e9sz a lelt\u00e1r<\/strong><\/h2>\n<p>Magamban b\u00edztam eleit\u0151l fogva &#8211;<br \/>\nha semmije sincs, nem is ker\u00fcl sokba<br \/>\nez az embernek. Semmik\u00e9pp se t\u00f6bbe,<br \/>\nmint az \u00e1llatnak, mely elhull \u00f6r\u00f6kre.<br \/>\nHa f\u00e9ltem is, a helyemet meg\u00e1lltam &#8211;<br \/>\nsz\u00fclettem, elvegy\u00fcltem \u00e9s kiv\u00e1ltam.<br \/>\nMeg is fizettem, kinek ahogy m\u00e9rte,<br \/>\nki ingyen adott, azt szerettem \u00e9rte.<br \/>\nAsszony ha j\u00e1tszott velem hitegetve:<br \/>\nhittem igaz\u00e1n &#8211; hadd teljen a kedve!<br \/>\nSik\u00e1ltam haj\u00f3t, r\u00e1ntottam az amp\u00e1t.<br \/>\nOkos urak k\u00f6zt j\u00e1tszottam a bamb\u00e1t.<br \/>\n\u00c1rultam forg\u00f3t, kenyeret \u00e9s k\u00f6nyvet,<br \/>\nujs\u00e1got, verset &#8211; mikor mi volt k\u00f6nnyebb.<br \/>\nNem dics\u0151 harcban, nem szel\u00edd k\u00f6t\u00e9len,<br \/>\nde \u00e1gyban v\u00e9gzem, n\u00e9ha ezt rem\u00e9lem.<br \/>\nAk\u00e1rhogyan lesz, imm\u00e1r k\u00e9sz a lelt\u00e1r.<br \/>\n\u00c9ltem &#8211; \u00e9s ebbe m\u00e1s is belehalt m\u00e1r.<br \/>\n<em>1936. nov. &#8211; dec.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>(K\u00f6vetkez\u0151 p\u00e9nteken folytatjuk)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Az \u00e9hs\u00e9g mint l\u00e9tforma \u00e9s mint ihletforr\u00e1s magasan uralja a k\u00f6lt\u00e9szetet. Mint mindent, ezt is ki lehet b\u00edrni. De a val\u00f3di koplal\u00e1s enn\u00e9l j\u00f3val kem\u00e9nyebb&#8230; (Cseke G\u00e1bor) H\u00e9t napja Tint\u00e1ba m\u00e1rtom tollamat \u00c9s tiszta, k\u00e9k \u00e9gbe magamat. F\u00e9lrer\u00e1ngatom a harangk\u00f6telet, Falbaverdesem szeg\u00e9ny fejemet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[133,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32521","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-szabad-szombat-antologia","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32521","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=32521"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32521\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=32521"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=32521"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=32521"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}