{"id":34104,"date":"2014-08-29T04:10:57","date_gmt":"2014-08-29T04:10:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=34104"},"modified":"2014-08-27T07:17:25","modified_gmt":"2014-08-27T07:17:25","slug":"hajonaplo-jozsef-attilaval-19","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=34104","title":{"rendered":"Haj\u00f3napl\u00f3 J\u00f3zsef Attil\u00e1val (19)"},"content":{"rendered":"

Minden csupa-csupa boml\u00e1s: k\u00edv\u00fclr\u0151l sz\u00e9p, bel\u00fclr\u0151l f\u00f6l\u00f6sleges. Ki\u00fcr\u00fclt. Nem e vil\u00e1gra val\u00f3k h\u00f6kkent vil\u00e1g\u00e9szlel\u00e9se: a dolgok a hely\u00fck\u00f6n, m\u00e1r-m\u00e1r magukt\u00f3l, k\u00f6nnyed\u00e9n m\u0171k\u00f6dnek, de rajtunk k\u00edv\u00fcl, nem vel\u00fcnk, nem nek\u00fcnk…. (Cseke G\u00e1bor)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\nNy\u00e1ri d\u00e9lut\u00e1n a szob\u00e1ban<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Fuldoklik m\u00e1r a sz\u00e9ternyedt szoba.
\nA polituros asztal \u00e9s a sz\u00e9kek
\nV\u00e9n arca k\u00e9ks\u00f6t\u00e9t hom\u00e1lyba r\u00e9ved.
\nV\u00e1r r\u00e1m a l\u00e9pcs\u0151 villog\u00f3 foga.
\nDe lenn a f\u00fcrd\u0151-strandon, a Dun\u00e1n,
\nPiroscs\u00edkos, vizes trik\u00f3k fesz\u00fclnek. –
\nJ\u00f3 \u00e1ra van a k\u00f6nny\u00fc t\u00fcllnek,
\nA friss sz\u00e9l futkos fodrai ut\u00e1n.
\nNem volna rossz az \u00f3don \u00d3bud\u00e1ba,
\nIngujjba lenni, vagy nem is ruh\u00e1ba.
\nKis korcsm\u00e1ban a s\u00f6rt issz\u00e1k. – Tal\u00e1n
\nHa \u00e9n is inn\u00e9k, habzana a sz\u00e1m.
\nSz\u00e1radt a sz\u00e1mpadl\u00e1sa \u00e9s a nyelvem.
\nJaj, inni kell, de akkor f\u00f6l kell kelnem.
\n1922<\/em><\/p>\n

*
\nAhogyan a keserny\u00e9s, lemond\u00f3 ki\u00e1br\u00e1ndults\u00e1g a vers kezdeti r\u00e9sz\u00e9nek els\u0151 olvasatra \u00fcnnep\u00e9lyes hangv\u00e9tel\u00e9vel egym\u00e1sba leng, az teszi mesterm\u0171v\u00e9 ezt a verset. Minden egy\u00e9b ennek rendel\u0151dik al\u00e1 benne, \u00edgy ny\u00fajtja, \u00e9lesen \u00e9s fellebbezhetetlen\u00fcl, egy olyan \u00e9let summ\u00e1j\u00e1t, amely az egy\u00e9ni \u00e9s t\u00e1rsas mag\u00e1ny k\u00f6zti \u201eforg\u00f3szeles\u201d senkif\u00f6ldj\u00e9n tal\u00e1lna haz\u00e1ra \u2013 otthontalan otthonra \u2013 ezzel a m\u00e9lyen megr\u00e1z\u00f3 vallom\u00e1ssal. (Szonda Szabolcs)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\n(Ime, h\u00e1t megleltem haz\u00e1mat…)<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Ime, h\u00e1t megleltem haz\u00e1mat,
\na f\u00f6ldet, ahol nevemet
\nhib\u00e1tlanul irj\u00e1k f\u00f6l\u00e9bem,
\nha eltemet, ki eltemet.
\nE f\u00f6ld befogad, mint a persely.
\nMert nem kell (mily sajn\u00e1latos!)
\na h\u00e1bor\u00fab\u00f3l visszamaradt
\nh\u00faszfilll\u00e9res, a vashatos.
\nSem a vasgy\u0171r\u0171, melybe v\u00e9sve
\na sz\u00e9p sz\u00f3 \u00e1ll, hogy uj vil\u00e1g,
\njog, f\u00f6ld. – T\u00f6rv\u00e9ny\u00fcnk h\u00e1bor\u00fas m\u00e9g
\ns szebbek az arany karik\u00e1k.
\nEgyed\u00fcl voltam \u00e9n sok\u00e1ig.
\nMajd elj\u00f6ttek hozz\u00e1m sokan.
\nMagad vagy, mondt\u00e1k; b\u00e1r vel\u00fck
\nvoltam volna \u00e9n boldogan.
\nIgy \u00e9ltem s voltam \u00e9n hi\u00e1ba,
\nmeg\u00e1llapithatom magam.
\nBolondot j\u00e1tszottak velem
\ns m\u00e1r hal\u00e1lom is hasztalan.
\nMi\u00f3ta \u00e9ltem, forg\u00f3sz\u00e9lben
\npr\u00f3b\u00e1ltam \u00e1llni helyemen.
\nNagy nevets\u00e9g, hogy nem v\u00e9tettem
\nt\u00f6bbet, mint v\u00e9tettek nekem.
\nSz\u00e9p a tavasz \u00e9s sz\u00e9p a ny\u00e1r is,
\nde szebb az \u0151sz s legszebb a t\u00e9l,
\nannak, ki t\u0171zhelyet, csal\u00e1dot,
\nm\u00e1r v\u00e9gk\u00e9pp m\u00e1soknak rem\u00e9l.
\n1937. nov.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Minden csupa-csupa boml\u00e1s: k\u00edv\u00fclr\u0151l sz\u00e9p, bel\u00fclr\u0151l f\u00f6l\u00f6sleges. Ki\u00fcr\u00fclt. Nem e vil\u00e1gra val\u00f3k h\u00f6kkent vil\u00e1g\u00e9szlel\u00e9se: a dolgok a hely\u00fck\u00f6n, m\u00e1r-m\u00e1r magukt\u00f3l, k\u00f6nnyed\u00e9n m\u0171k\u00f6dnek, de rajtunk k\u00edv\u00fcl, nem vel\u00fcnk, nem nek\u00fcnk…. (Cseke G\u00e1bor) Ny\u00e1ri d\u00e9lut\u00e1n a szob\u00e1ban Fuldoklik m\u00e1r a sz\u00e9ternyedt szoba. A polituros asztal \u00e9s a sz\u00e9kek V\u00e9n arca k\u00e9ks\u00f6t\u00e9t hom\u00e1lyba r\u00e9ved.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[133,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-34104","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-szabad-szombat-antologia","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34104","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=34104"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34104\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=34104"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=34104"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=34104"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}