Ma nyugtalan voltam, fesz\u00fclt, szorong\u00f3 \u00e9s kiss\u00e9 \u00e1lmatag, mintha az \u00e1h\u00edtott alv\u00e1s b\u00e1rmit is megoldana. Ma valaki felm\u00e1szott a L\u00e1nch\u00eddra –, lez\u00e1rt\u00e1k a k\u00f6zleked\u00e9st. \u00dagy l\u00e1tszik, szorong\u00e1sommal nem voltam eged\u00fcl. Nem \u00e9rdekelnek a lez\u00e1rt utak, csak a lez\u00e1rhat\u00f3 sorsok. Elk\u00e9pzeltem, amint egy bajuszos t\u0171zolt\u00f3 \u00e1tkarolja \u00e9s megad\u00e1sra k\u00e9nyszer\u00edti az elmezavaros h\u0151s belsej\u00e9ben a hal\u00e1l d\u00e9monj\u00e1t. Tal\u00e1n ment\u0151aut\u00f3 is kijut a nap h\u0151s\u00e9nek; tal\u00e1n k\u00f3rh\u00e1zba viszik; tal\u00e1n a z\u00e1rt oszt\u00e1lyon megk\u00edn\u00e1lj\u00e1k egy cigarett\u00e1val; tal\u00e1n r\u00e1mosolyog egy n\u0151v\u00e9r; tal\u00e1n g\u00f6r\u00f6g-latin szavakat hall egy orvost\u00f3l, \u00e9s bizony\u00e1ra nem l\u00e1tja egy darabig a balj\u00f3s otthon\u00e1t.<\/p>\n
Nem tudom, m\u0171velt volt-e vagy tanulatlan, de \u00fagy k\u00e9pzelem, hogy zseb\u00e9ben nem volt goly\u00f3stoll. \u00dagy k\u00e9pzelem, hogy heteken kereszt\u00fcl nem \u00edrt le semmit \u00e9s fennakadna egy hossz\u00fa \u0171-n. \u0150 meg akart halni, de tudatalattija az\u00e9rt meghagyta a t\u0171zolt\u00f3l\u00e9tra szabad vegy\u00e9rt\u00e9k\u00e9t.<\/p>\n
A r\u00e1di\u00f3 k\u00f6zleked\u00e9si m\u0171sora h\u00edrt adott a L\u00e1nch\u00edd lez\u00e1r\u00e1s\u00e1r\u00f3l, de a l\u00e9nyeg \u00e9rdekelne, hogy siker\u00fclt-e az emberment\u00e9s. Att\u00f3l tartok, erre m\u00e1r nem sz\u00e1nnak m\u0171sorid\u0151t.<\/p>\n
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Budapest, 2014. IX. 8.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ma nyugtalan voltam, fesz\u00fclt, szorong\u00f3 \u00e9s kiss\u00e9 \u00e1lmatag, mintha az \u00e1h\u00edtott alv\u00e1s b\u00e1rmit is megoldana. Ma valaki felm\u00e1szott a L\u00e1nch\u00eddra –, lez\u00e1rt\u00e1k a k\u00f6zleked\u00e9st. \u00dagy l\u00e1tszik, szorong\u00e1sommal nem voltam eged\u00fcl. Nem \u00e9rdekelnek a lez\u00e1rt utak, csak a lez\u00e1rhat\u00f3 sorsok. Elk\u00e9pzeltem, amint egy bajuszos t\u0171zolt\u00f3 \u00e1tkarolja \u00e9s megad\u00e1sra k\u00e9nyszer\u00edti az elmezavaros h\u0151s belsej\u00e9ben a hal\u00e1l d\u00e9monj\u00e1t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-34610","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34610","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=34610"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/34610\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=34610"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=34610"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=34610"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}