{"id":36852,"date":"2014-12-06T06:05:07","date_gmt":"2014-12-06T06:05:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=36852"},"modified":"2014-12-06T06:05:07","modified_gmt":"2014-12-06T06:05:07","slug":"szaz-ev-nagy-haboru-pilinszky-janos","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=36852","title":{"rendered":"Sz\u00e1z \u00e9v – nagy h\u00e1bor\u00fa: Pilinszky J\u00e1nos"},"content":{"rendered":"

Francia fogoly<\/strong><\/h2>\n

Csak azt feledn\u00e9m, azt a franci\u00e1t, kit
\nhajnalfele a sz\u00e1ll\u00e1sunk el\u0151tt
\na h\u00e1ts\u00f3 udvar s\u0171r\u00fcj\u00e9ben l\u00e1ttam
\nlop\u00f3dzani, hogy szinte f\u00f6ldbe n\u0151tt.
\nK\u00f6r\u00fclkutatva \u00e9ppen visszan\u00e9zett,
\ns hogy v\u00e9gre biztos rejteket tal\u00e1lt:
\n\u00f6v\u00e9 lehet a zs\u00e1km\u00e1nya eg\u00e9szen!
\nAk\u00e1rmi lesz is, nem mozdul od\u00e1bb.<\/p>\n

S m\u00e1r ette is, m\u00e1r falta is a r\u00e9p\u00e1t,
\nmit \u00fagy lophatott rongyai alatt.
\nNyers marhar\u00e9p\u00e1t evett, de a tork\u00e1n
\nm\u00e9g alig \u00e9rt le, j\u00f6tt is a falat;
\n\u00e9s undorral \u00e9s gy\u00f6ny\u00f6rrel a nyelv\u00e9n
\naz \u00e9des \u00e9tel \u00fagy tal\u00e1lkozott,
\nmint telhetetlen testi m\u00e1morukban
\na boldogok \u00e9s boldogtalanok!<\/p>\n

Csak azt a testet, reszket\u0151 lapock\u00e1t,
\na csupa b\u0151r \u00e9s csupa csont kezet,
\na tenyer\u00e9t, mely \u00fagy tapadt a sz\u00e1jra
\n\u00e9s \u00fagy adott, hogy maga is evett!
\nAz egym\u00e1s ellen keser\u00fcl\u0151 szervek
\nrem\u00e9nytelen \u00e9s d\u00fch\u00f6dt sz\u00e9gyen\u00e9t,
\namint a v\u00e9gs\u0151 \u00f6sszetartoz\u00e1st is
\n\u00f6n\u00f6nmagukt\u00f3l kell, hogy elvegy\u00e9k!<\/p>\n

Az \u00e1llatian makog\u00f3 \u00f6r\u00f6mr\u0151l
\na suta l\u00e1b\u00e1t ahogy lemaradt,
\n\u00e9s semmis\u00fclten kuporgott a testnek
\nvad gy\u00f6ny\u00f6re \u00e9s gy\u00f6trelme alatt!
\nA pillant\u00e1s\u00e1t, – azt feledn\u00e9m egyszer!
\nHa fuldokolva is, de falt tov\u00e1bb,
\n\u00e9s egyre m\u00e9g, \u00e9s mindegy m\u00e1r ak\u00e1rmit,
\ncsak enni b\u00e1rmit, ezt-azt, \u00f6nmag\u00e1t!<\/p>\n

Minek folytassam? – \u0150r\u00f6k j\u00f6ttek \u00e9rte;
\na szomsz\u00e9d fogolyt\u00e1borb\u00f3l sz\u00f6k\u00f6tt.
\nS \u00e9n bolyongok, mint akkor is a kertben
\naz itthoni kert \u00e1rnyai k\u00f6z\u00f6tt.
\nA jegyzetembe n\u00e9zek \u00e9s id\u00e9zem:
\n„Csak azt feledn\u00e9m, azt a franci\u00e1t…”
\nS a f\u00fclemb\u0151l, a szememb\u0151l, a sz\u00e1mb\u00f3l
\na heves eml\u00e9k forr\u00f3n r\u00e1mki\u00e1lt:<\/p>\n

„\u00c9hes vagyok!” – \u00c9s egyszeriben \u00e9rzem
\na halhatatlan \u00e9hs\u00e9get, amit
\na nyomorult m\u00e1r r\u00e9ges-r\u00e9g nem \u00e9rez,
\nse f\u00f6ldi t\u00e1pl\u00e1l\u00e9k nem csillap\u00edt.
\nBel\u0151lem \u00e9l! \u00c9s egyre \u00e9hesebben!
\n\u00c9s egyre kevesebb vagyok neki!
\nKi el lett volna b\u00e1rmi eles\u00e9gen:
\nmost m\u00e1r a sz\u00edvemet k\u00f6veteli.<\/p>\n

Forr\u00e1s: \u00d6sszegy\u0171jt\u00f6tt versek, Magyar Elektronikus K\u00f6nyvt\u00e1r<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Francia fogoly Csak azt feledn\u00e9m, azt a franci\u00e1t, kit hajnalfele a sz\u00e1ll\u00e1sunk el\u0151tt a h\u00e1ts\u00f3 udvar s\u0171r\u00fcj\u00e9ben l\u00e1ttam lop\u00f3dzani, hogy szinte f\u00f6ldbe n\u0151tt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[137,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-36852","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-szaz-ev-nagy-haboru","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36852","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=36852"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/36852\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=36852"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=36852"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=36852"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}