Elhaladtam az id\u0151sek otthona mellett \u00e9s siettem a helyi \u00e9rdekelts\u00e9g\u0171 vonatmeg\u00e1ll\u00f3 fel\u00e9, a Vasarely-h\u00e1zhoz. Nem voltam valami j\u00f3 passzban… dolgozott bennem a b\u00faskomors\u00e1g, amely sokszor r\u00e9szletekben t\u00f6r r\u00e1 az emberre, n\u00e9ha mulats\u00e1gos vagy annak tetsz\u0151, t\u00fcnetmentes epiz\u00f3dokkal lass\u00edtva a l\u00e9lek verg\u0151d\u00e9seit. Ilyen hangulatban olykor elsz\u00e1molok sz\u00e1zig. Ekkor is azt tettem, hiszen nem j\u00f6tt a z\u00f6ld vonat. 1997 j\u00faliusa volt; ez id\u0151 t\u00e1jt gyakran hirdett\u00e9k a telev\u00edzi\u00f3ban a Kot\u00e1nyi f\u00e9le f\u0171szerkever\u00e9ket. „Egy csipetnyi Kot\u00e1nyi”… — ki ne eml\u00e9kezne a rekl\u00e1m d\u00e9l-amerikaias dallam\u00e1ra. Az aggmenh\u00e1z l\u00e1tv\u00e1nya miatt, a f\u00fclemben k\u00f3v\u00e1lyg\u00f3 latin mel\u00f3di\u00e1hoz vaksz\u00f6veget p\u00e1sz\u00edtottam:<\/p>\n
egy-k\u00e9t-h\u00e1rom-n\u00e9gy id\u0151s ember<\/em><\/p>\n rettenetes szerelemmel<\/em><\/p>\n gerontoszex \u00f6regszex<\/em><\/p>\n soha meg nem \u00f6regszesz<\/em><\/p>\n Ezt m\u00e9g eld\u00fadolgattam magamban n\u00e9h\u00e1nyszor, am\u00edg be nem futott a j\u00e1rat. Kibontakoz\u00f3 depresszi\u00f3m egyik h\u00edvatlan k\u00eds\u00e9r\u0151zen\u00e9je lett; v\u00e9rpezsd\u00edt\u0151 ritmusa ma is egyik kil\u00e1t\u00e1stalan k\u00e1lv\u00e1ri\u00e1mat id\u00e9zi.<\/p>\n Budapest<\/em><\/span>, 2015. XI. 19.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Elhaladtam az id\u0151sek otthona mellett \u00e9s siettem a helyi \u00e9rdekelts\u00e9g\u0171 vonatmeg\u00e1ll\u00f3 fel\u00e9, a Vasarely-h\u00e1zhoz. Nem voltam valami j\u00f3 passzban… dolgozott bennem a b\u00faskomors\u00e1g, amely sokszor r\u00e9szletekben t\u00f6r r\u00e1 az emberre, n\u00e9ha mulats\u00e1gos vagy annak tetsz\u0151, t\u00fcnetmentes epiz\u00f3dokkal lass\u00edtva a l\u00e9lek verg\u0151d\u00e9seit. Ilyen hangulatban olykor elsz\u00e1molok sz\u00e1zig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-46314","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egyperces"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46314","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=46314"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/46314\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=46314"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=46314"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=46314"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}