{"id":49927,"date":"2016-04-01T13:43:28","date_gmt":"2016-04-01T13:43:28","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=49927"},"modified":"2016-04-08T13:43:49","modified_gmt":"2016-04-08T13:43:49","slug":"elso-versem-cselenyi-bela-budapest","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=49927","title":{"rendered":"Els\u0151 versem: Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la (Budapest)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Tizenn\u00e9gy \u00e9s f\u00e9l \u00e9ves koromban, kamaszkorom elej\u00e9n, t\u00fal a f\u00e9rfi\u00fas\u00e1g vegytani kezdetein, de m\u00e9g a pattan\u00e1sos korszak el\u0151tt \u00edrtam legels\u0151 versemet. Akkoriban tanultunk Bartalis J\u00e1nosr\u00f3l, \u00e9s kiss\u00e9 m\u00e9g h\u00edr\u00e9rt\u00e9k\u0171 volt sz\u00e1momra, hogy r\u00edm n\u00e9lk\u00fcl is lehet verset \u00edrni&#8230; minden esetre b\u00e1tors\u00e1got \u00f6nt\u00f6tt bel\u00e9m, hogy r\u00edmelni nem k\u00f6telez\u0151.<!--more--> Hetek \u00f3ta mocorgott bennem valami, hogy \u00edrnom kell, de el\u0151sz\u00f6r \u00fagy gondoltam, hogy mes\u00e9t fogok \u00edrni. V\u00e9g\u00fcl \u2013 1969 november\u00e9ben valamikor, [ekkor m\u00e9g nem d\u00e1tumoztam a verseimet] le\u00fcltem a cser\u00e9pk\u00e1lyha el\u0151tti sz\u00e9kre, akkori szok\u00e1som szerint(,) magam al\u00e1 hajl\u00edtottam a l\u00e1bamat, [a j\u00f3g\u00e1ban ez az \u00fagynevezett teh\u00e9n\u00fcl\u00e9s], goly\u00f3stollat vettem el\u0151, [ekkor m\u00e9g nem ragaszkodtam a feket\u00e9n \u00edr\u00f3 bet\u00e9thez; k\u00e9kkel \u00edrtam m\u00e9g] \u00e9s meg\u00edrtam els\u0151, m\u00e9g balladisztikus hangv\u00e9tel\u0171 versemet. Sajnos nem tudom el\u0151keresni; g\u00e9pelt versm\u00e1solataim halmaza sz\u00e9tzil\u00e1l\u00f3dott a t\u00edz \u00e9vvel ezel\u0151tti, \u2013 nem \u00e1ltalam ig\u00e9nyelt, hanem be\u00e1z\u00e1somat k\u00f6vet\u0151 \u2013 meszel\u00e9s ut\u00e1n, mikor minden holmimat egy kupacba rakt\u00e1k a m\u00e1zol\u00f3k. Arra eml\u00e9kszem, hogy amikor az els\u0151 versemet \u00edrtam, kin\u00e9ztem az ablakon, \u00e9s az \u00fcveg \u00f6nt\u00e9shib\u00e1ja k\u00ednai jelekre eml\u00e9keztet\u0151 form\u00e1kat nagy\u00edtott ki a szemk\u00f6zti h\u00e1z fal\u00e1nak \u00e9rdess\u00e9g\u00e9b\u0151l.<br \/>\nEls\u0151 versem c\u00edme A gy\u0151zedelmesked\u0151 l\u00e9lek volt \u00e9s \u00fagy kezd\u0151d\u00f6tt, hogy <em>&#8222;\u00dcvegb\u0151l volt, \/ b\u00e1ntott\u00e1k, \/ ejtegett\u00e9k, \/ de el nem t\u00f6rt\u00e9k&#8221;.<\/em> E versnek k\u00e9t v\u00e1ltozat\u00e1t is meg\u0151riztem [valahol], de csak ennyire eml\u00e9kszem. \u00dagy gondolom, hogy val\u00f3di \u201ezsenge\u201d volt \u2013, (b\u00e1r nem szeretem ezt a sz\u00f3t, mert mind\u00f6ssze mell\u00e9kn\u00e9v). P\u00e1r h\u00e9ttel k\u00e9s\u0151bb \u201efantasztikus-tudom\u00e1nyos\u201d reg\u00e9nybe kezdtem K\u00e9kes veget\u00e1ci\u00f3 c\u00edmmel, de azt\u00e1n abbahagytam, ugyanis nem tudtam, hogy mir\u0151l fog sz\u00f3lni; csak az \u00edr\u00e1s kedv\u00e9\u00e9rt \u00edrtam. 1970-ben meg\u00edrtam els\u0151 szerelmes soraimat is, de a legels\u0151 versem, <em>A gy\u0151zedelmesked\u0151 l\u00e9lek,<\/em> nem volt szerelmes vers.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-49902\" src=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema.jpg\" alt=\"elsoversem_emblema\" width=\"400\" height=\"644\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema.jpg 609w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema-186x300.jpg 186w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Tizenn\u00e9gy \u00e9s f\u00e9l \u00e9ves koromban, kamaszkorom elej\u00e9n, t\u00fal a f\u00e9rfi\u00fas\u00e1g vegytani kezdetein, de m\u00e9g a pattan\u00e1sos korszak el\u0151tt \u00edrtam legels\u0151 versemet. Akkoriban tanultunk Bartalis J\u00e1nosr\u00f3l, \u00e9s kiss\u00e9 m\u00e9g h\u00edr\u00e9rt\u00e9k\u0171 volt sz\u00e1momra, hogy r\u00edm n\u00e9lk\u00fcl is lehet verset \u00edrni&#8230; minden esetre b\u00e1tors\u00e1got \u00f6nt\u00f6tt bel\u00e9m, hogy r\u00edmelni nem k\u00f6telez\u0151.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49927","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49927","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=49927"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49927\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=49927"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=49927"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=49927"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}