{"id":50095,"date":"2016-04-01T14:29:27","date_gmt":"2016-04-01T14:29:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=50095"},"modified":"2016-04-09T20:07:01","modified_gmt":"2016-04-09T20:07:01","slug":"elso-versem-zalan-tibor-budapest","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=50095","title":{"rendered":"Els\u0151 versem: Zal\u00e1n Tibor (Budapest)"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>Sz\u00e9ljegyzet egy r\u00e9gi-r\u00e9gi vershez<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A fi\u00fa indul\u00e1sa.<\/em> Ha minden igaz, ez volt az els\u0151 versem, amelyik komoly foly\u00f3iratban, a Tiszat\u00e1jban jelent meg 1974 okt\u00f3ber\u00e9ben. K\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6s, hogy az ember r\u00f6gt\u00f6n az indul\u00e1sakor programverset \u00edr. Mert ez a sz\u00f6veg tagadhatatlanul az.<!--more--> Ami meglep\u0151 m\u00e9g sz\u00e1momra, negyven \u00e9v t\u00e1vols\u00e1g\u00e1b\u00f3l visszan\u00e9zve, hogy egyes sz\u00e1m harmadik szem\u00e9lyben \u00edr\u00f3dik a vers, holott a kezdeti id\u0151szakomat szinte kiz\u00e1r\u00f3lagosan az \u00e9n-l\u00edra jellemezte. Szik\u00e1r szabadvers, k\u00e9tsorosokra (egy h\u00e1romsoros szakasz is akad\u2026) szak\u00edtva, teh\u00e1t a \u201erend\u201d valamif\u00e9le ig\u00e9ny\u00e9vel; kem\u00e9ny \u00e9s rem\u00e9nyvesztett besz\u00e9d, amely f\u00e9l \u00e9let t\u00e1vlat\u00e1b\u00f3l is \u00e9rv\u00e9nyes probl\u00e9m\u00e1t, m\u00e1ig meg nem oldott, fel nem dolgozott lelki dilemm\u00e1t fogalmaz meg, ami ink\u00e1bb \u00edrhat\u00f3 k\u00f6r\u00fcl, mint egyetlen sz\u00f3val vagy mondattal defini\u00e1lhat\u00f3: elszakad\u00e1s az ind\u00edt\u00f3 k\u00f6zegt\u0151l, a kiv\u00e1l\u00e1s ridegs\u00e9ge \u00e9s k\u00e9nyszere, a m\u00e1ss\u00e1g pecs\u00e9tj\u00e9nek a nem is titkolt sz\u00e9gyene, a v\u00e1llal\u00e1s elker\u00fclhetetlens\u00e9ge \u00e9s mag\u00e1ny fel\u00e9 tasz\u00edt\u00f3, tehetetlens\u00e9ggel j\u00e1r\u00f3 vonz\u00e1sa-tasz\u00edt\u00e1sa. Leegyszer\u0171s\u00edtve azt is mondhatn\u00e1nk, tipikus m\u00e1sodik-gener\u00e1ci\u00f3s probl\u00e9ma. Kubikos apa, t\u00e9glagy\u00e1rban dolgoz\u00f3 anya, els\u0151 \u00e9rtelmis\u00e9gi a csal\u00e1dban, gimn\u00e1zium, egyetem, k\u00f6lt\u0151v\u00e9 v\u00e1l\u00e1si keservek, sz\u00e1nd\u00e9k \u00e9s rem\u00e9ny, mag\u00e1nyos k\u00fczdelem, a h\u00e1tt\u00e9r elvesz\u00edt\u00e9se, indul\u00e1s az ismeretlenbe, a fog\u00f3dz\u00f3k n\u00e9lk\u00fcli \u00faj k\u00f6zegbe. A sz\u00e9ld\u00e1rd\u00e1kkal \u00e1tvert ir\u00e1nyba\u2026<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><strong><em>A fi\u00fa indul\u00e1sa<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>Innen indulj el<\/em><br \/>\n<em>a sz\u00e9ld\u00e1rd\u00e1kkal \u00e1tvert ir\u00e1nyban<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>k\u00f6vesd a vonatzakatol\u00e1st<\/em><br \/>\n<em>a mindig sz\u00f3tlan embereket<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>ker\u00fcld a suttog\u00f3 f\u00fcveket<\/em><br \/>\n<em>az \u00e1ldott asszonyokat<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>ha \u00e1t\u00e9rsz<\/em><br \/>\n<em>ints vissza azoknak<\/em><br \/>\n<em>akik m\u00e9gis itt maradtak<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>azut\u00e1n felejtsd el<\/em><br \/>\n<em>hogy \u00e9lt\u00e9l k\u00f6z\u00f6tt\u00fck<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>\u0151k nehezen felejtenek<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00e9s sohasem bocs\u00e1tanak meg<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><em>\u00e9s most indulj<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u2013 a sz\u00e9ld\u00e1rd\u00e1kkal \u00e1tvert ir\u00e1nyba<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 90px;\"><a href=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone wp-image-49902\" src=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema.jpg\" alt=\"elsoversem_emblema\" width=\"400\" height=\"644\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema.jpg 609w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/04\/elsoversem_emblema-186x300.jpg 186w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 400px) 100vw, 400px\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sz\u00e9ljegyzet egy r\u00e9gi-r\u00e9gi vershez A fi\u00fa indul\u00e1sa. Ha minden igaz, ez volt az els\u0151 versem, amelyik komoly foly\u00f3iratban, a Tiszat\u00e1jban jelent meg 1974 okt\u00f3ber\u00e9ben. K\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6s, hogy az ember r\u00f6gt\u00f6n az indul\u00e1sakor programverset \u00edr. Mert ez a sz\u00f6veg tagadhatatlanul az.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-50095","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50095","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=50095"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/50095\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=50095"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=50095"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=50095"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}