{"id":51497,"date":"2016-06-04T04:57:18","date_gmt":"2016-06-04T04:57:18","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=51497"},"modified":"2016-06-04T04:57:18","modified_gmt":"2016-06-04T04:57:18","slug":"cselenyi-bela-a-gyermekek-szomoru-vasarnapja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=51497","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: A gyermekek szomor\u00fa vas\u00e1rnapja"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Nem er\u0151s oldalam az id\u00e9z\u00e9s, de a konkr\u00e9t cit\u00e1l\u00e1s, ahogy a r\u00e1di\u00f3 megnevez\u00e9se is m\u00e1r szem\u00e9lyesked\u00e9s lenne. Hallgatom a hossz\u00fara ny\u00falt esti mes\u00e9ket. Dalbet\u00e9tek is tark\u00edtj\u00e1k \u00e9s h\u00edg\u00edtj\u00e1k a v\u00e1laszt\u00e9kot. De mir\u0151l is besz\u00e9lek? Mi szomor\u00edtott el? Semmi k\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6s. Mondom, nem er\u0151s oldalam az id\u00e9zget\u00e9s, \u00e9s h\u00e1t nem is t\u00f6rt\u00e9nt semmi. Szl\u00e1vosan szomor\u00fa dallamot \u00e9s hozz\u00e1 teljesen semleges, mondhatni: ismeretterjeszt\u0151 sz\u00f6veget hallottam, k\u00f6r\u00fclbel\u00fcl ezt: <em>&#8222;Erd\u0151, erd\u0151, \/ kerek erd\u0151, \/ h\u00e1ny csemet\u00e9d van? \/ Tizenkett\u0151&#8221;<\/em>.<!--more--> Evok\u00e1ci\u00f3, szentiment\u00e1lis iter\u00e1ci\u00f3, k\u00f6lt\u0151i k\u00e9rd\u00e9s, n\u00e9mileg tautologikus v\u00e1lasz. Filoz\u00f3fia? Esetleg. De a dallam elhangz\u00e1sa ut\u00e1n gy\u00e1szos hangulatba ker\u00fcltem; bevettem egy ked\u00e9lysz\u00ednes\u00edt\u0151t, majd egy szorong\u00e1sold\u00f3t. Lehet, hogy az \u00e9n szeizmogr\u00e1fomban van a hiba, de nem l\u00e1tom be, minek kell gyermekm\u0171sorba olyan \u00e9rzelg\u0151s, tanuls\u00e1g n\u00e9lk\u00fcli, rezign\u00e1lt sz\u00f6veg\u0171 dallamot lekeverni, amely &#8212; \u00fari cig\u00e1nyk\u00e9nt &#8212; csak megpend\u00edti lelk\u00fcnk \u00e9rz\u00e9kenyebb h\u00farjait, de m\u00e9g csak fel sem szabad\u00edtja k\u00f6nnycsatorn\u00e1nkat; egyszer\u0171en csak megk\u00e9rd\u0151jelezi \u00e9let\u00fcnk \u00e9rtelm\u00e9t &#8211;, (an\u00e9lk\u00fcl persze, hogy az egzisztenci\u00e1lis k\u00e9telyt b\u00e1tran nek\u00fcnk szegezn\u00e9). Csak j\u00e1tszadozik vel\u00fcnk ez a mel\u00f3dia, ak\u00e1r a cirmos cica az inci-finci eg\u00e9rk\u00e9vel. Eszembe jutottak a r\u00e9gi(,) torokf\u00e1j\u00f3s, rossz hangulat\u00fa elmereng\u00e9seim a gyermekkor v\u00e9g\u00e9n, a pubert\u00e1s euf\u00f3ri\u00e1ja el\u0151tt, s elgondoltam, hogy a <em>Karamazov<\/em> <em>testv\u00e9rek<\/em>nek &#8212; n\u00e9mi \u00e1thangszerel\u00e9ssel &#8212; milyen j\u00f3 h\u00e1tt\u00e9rzen\u00e9je lehetne ez a dal.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\"><span style=\"text-decoration: underline;\"><em>Budapest<\/em><\/span>, 2016. VI. 3.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nem er\u0151s oldalam az id\u00e9z\u00e9s, de a konkr\u00e9t cit\u00e1l\u00e1s, ahogy a r\u00e1di\u00f3 megnevez\u00e9se is m\u00e1r szem\u00e9lyesked\u00e9s lenne. Hallgatom a hossz\u00fara ny\u00falt esti mes\u00e9ket. Dalbet\u00e9tek is tark\u00edtj\u00e1k \u00e9s h\u00edg\u00edtj\u00e1k a v\u00e1laszt\u00e9kot. De mir\u0151l is besz\u00e9lek? Mi szomor\u00edtott el? Semmi k\u00fcl\u00f6n\u00f6s. Mondom, nem er\u0151s oldalam az id\u00e9zget\u00e9s, \u00e9s h\u00e1t nem is t\u00f6rt\u00e9nt semmi. Szl\u00e1vosan szomor\u00fa dallamot \u00e9s [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51497","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51497","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51497"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51497\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51497"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51497"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51497"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}