Az \u00f6szt\u00f6n ellen\u0151rizhetetlen, \u0151si \u00edt\u00e9l\u0151k\u00e9pess\u00e9ge reakci\u00f3iban pontosan jelzi a l\u00e9lek v\u00e1ltoz\u00e1sait, melyeket csak sokkal k\u00e9s\u0151bb tudatos\u00edt, magyar\u00e1z, pontos\u00edt az \u00e9rtelem.
\nNem tudom, m\u00e1s hogy van vele, de \u00e9letemben a rendk\u00edv\u00fcl nagy vesztes\u00e9g \u2013 \u00c9desap\u00e1m t\u00e1voz\u00e1sa \u00f6r\u00f6kre \u2013 szinte azonnal valami elemi t\u00fcrelmetlens\u00e9get v\u00e1ltott ki bel\u0151lem mindazzal szemben, ami jelent\u00e9ktelen volt az \u00e9letemben, illetve szinte let\u00e9pte r\u00f3lam azt a r\u00e9szben tudatosan fenntartott alkalmazkod\u00e1st, amelyet az elv\u00e1r\u00e1saimt\u00f3l elt\u00e9r\u0151 jelens\u00e9gek keltette undor, elutas\u00edt\u00e1s, f\u00e9lres\u00f6pr\u00e9s megakad\u00e1lyoz\u00e1s\u00e1ra alak\u00edtottam ki magamban. \u00c9s amelynek hamis volt\u00e1r\u00f3l m\u00e1r szinte meg is felejtkeztem. Most itt \u00e1llok, lecsupasz\u00edtva a sok\u00e1ig hordott \u00e9s megszokott lelki smink n\u00e9lk\u00fcl, a r\u00e9gi \u00e9nemmel \u00e9s nem b\u00e1nom, hogy sok\u00e1ig, \u00e9vtizedekig elaltattam magamban a penge\u00e9les kritikust, mint a seg\u00edt\u0151k\u00e9pess\u00e9g legf\u0151bb ellens\u00e9g\u00e9t. De a min\u0151s\u00e9g, a tart\u00e1s, a megval\u00f3s\u00edt\u00e1s \u0151rz\u0151j\u00e9t is.
\nT\u00fcrelmetlens\u00e9gem legink\u00e1bb id\u0151m korl\u00e1tozotts\u00e1g\u00e1ra figyelmeztet, a l\u00e9t, a k\u00e9pess\u00e9gek behat\u00e1rolts\u00e1g\u00e1ra, a megford\u00edthatatlans\u00e1gra, az elszalasztott lehet\u0151s\u00e9gekre, a helyzetek megm\u00e1s\u00edthatatlans\u00e1g\u00e1ra, a v\u00e9gess\u00e9gre. Tal\u00e1n ezt jelezte mindig. Tal\u00e1n jobb lett volna figyelni r\u00e1. Vagy m\u00e9g mindig r\u00e1\u00e9r?<\/p>\n
Forr\u00e1s: Sz\u00f3krat\u00e9sz v\u00e9d\u0151besz\u00e9de. AB ART kiad\u00f3, 2016<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Az \u00f6szt\u00f6n ellen\u0151rizhetetlen, \u0151si \u00edt\u00e9l\u0151k\u00e9pess\u00e9ge reakci\u00f3iban pontosan jelzi a l\u00e9lek v\u00e1ltoz\u00e1sait, melyeket csak sokkal k\u00e9s\u0151bb tudatos\u00edt, magyar\u00e1z, pontos\u00edt az \u00e9rtelem. Nem tudom, m\u00e1s hogy van vele, de \u00e9letemben a rendk\u00edv\u00fcl nagy vesztes\u00e9g \u2013 \u00c9desap\u00e1m t\u00e1voz\u00e1sa \u00f6r\u00f6kre \u2013 szinte azonnal valami elemi t\u00fcrelmetlens\u00e9get v\u00e1ltott ki bel\u0151lem mindazzal szemben, ami jelent\u00e9ktelen volt az \u00e9letemben, illetve szinte let\u00e9pte […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-51522","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egyperces"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51522","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=51522"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/51522\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=51522"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=51522"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=51522"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}