B\u0171n volt \u00fagy szeretni, ahogyan \u00e9n szerettem\u2026 Mi ketten k\u00fcl\u00f6n vil\u00e1got alkottunk. Ikertestv\u00e9rem. \u00c9jjel h\u00f6r\u00f6gni kezdett. Felkaptam \u00e1gyacsk\u00e1j\u00e1b\u00f3l, rohantam a k\u00f3rh\u00e1z fel\u00e9.
\n\u00c9-des-a-ny\u00e1m!…
\nOxig\u00e9nt gyorsan! Szeme mereven b\u00e1mult a semmibe. K\u00f6penyes orvosok j\u00f6ttek, injekci\u00f3s t\u0171 kereste a v\u00e9n\u00e1t. \u00c9\u00e9\u00e9-des\u2026
\nKaa\u2026tiii\u2026, \u00e9s elvitt\u00e9k. K\u00e9t par\u00e1zsl\u00f3 g\u00f6d\u00f6r a szemem. J\u00f3 volna most s\u00edrni, hogy ne \u00e9gjen, ne f\u00e1jjon. De k\u00e9ts\u00e9gbees\u00e9s szobrak\u00e9nt itt \u00e1llni, f\u00f6rtelem.
\n\u00dcv\u00f6lten\u00e9k. Csend. K\u00f3rh\u00e1zi feh\u00e9rs\u00e9g. Az ablakon t\u00fal s\u00edrbolti s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9g. Bens\u0151m csupa remeg\u00e9s. Fejem sz\u00e9d\u00fclet. A hal\u00e1llal viaskodunk. Megal\u00e1zkodom, de csak el\u0151tted, m\u00e9lt\u00e1nyold ezt, hal\u00e1l! Rendelkezz velem, de hozz\u00e1 ne \u00e9rj! Lelkemb\u0151l kiszakadt \u00f6r\u00f6mforr\u00e1s \u0150. Egy\u00fctt nevett\u00fcnk, s\u00edrtunk \u00e9s j\u00e1tszottunk.
\n– Istenem, add a boldog \u00e9veket, vagy csak \u00e9letet! Rem\u00e9nykedn\u00fcnk lehet-e? Fulladozom, elmelegszem, sz\u00e9d\u00fcl\u00f6k. Mentik az \u00e9let\u00fcnk.
\nRavatalon fekszik. \u00c9n is mellette. \u00c9jszakai \u00fcgyelet, \u00e9s \u00e9jszakai k\u00e9pzelet, val\u00f3s\u00e1g a testv\u00e9re.
\nMondt\u00e1k, hogy tal\u00e1n\u2026 Erre nem esk\u00fcsz\u00f6m. Tudatomig nem \u00e9r el a sz\u00f3 \u00e9rtelme. Nem b\u00edrom tov\u00e1bb. Felr\u00e1ntom az ajt\u00f3t. S\u00edrbolti s\u00f6t\u00e9ts\u00e9g. Az ablakon t\u00fal k\u00f3rh\u00e1zi feh\u00e9rs\u00e9g. Ker\u00fclgetem a k\u00f3rh\u00e1zat\u2026 t\u00edzszer, sz\u00e1zszor, ezerszer, \u00e9vek, \u00e9vtizedek, sz\u00e1zadok \u00f3ta.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
B\u0171n volt \u00fagy szeretni, ahogyan \u00e9n szerettem\u2026 Mi ketten k\u00fcl\u00f6n vil\u00e1got alkottunk. Ikertestv\u00e9rem. \u00c9jjel h\u00f6r\u00f6gni kezdett. Felkaptam \u00e1gyacsk\u00e1j\u00e1b\u00f3l, rohantam a k\u00f3rh\u00e1z fel\u00e9. \u00c9-des-a-ny\u00e1m!… Oxig\u00e9nt gyorsan! Szeme mereven b\u00e1mult a semmibe. K\u00f6penyes orvosok j\u00f6ttek, injekci\u00f3s t\u0171 kereste a v\u00e9n\u00e1t. \u00c9\u00e9\u00e9-des\u2026 Kaa\u2026tiii\u2026, \u00e9s elvitt\u00e9k. K\u00e9t par\u00e1zsl\u00f3 g\u00f6d\u00f6r a szemem. J\u00f3 volna most s\u00edrni, hogy ne \u00e9gjen, ne […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-53627","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53627","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=53627"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/53627\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=53627"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=53627"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=53627"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}