{"id":54661,"date":"2016-09-21T03:52:46","date_gmt":"2016-09-21T03:52:46","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=54661"},"modified":"2016-09-21T03:52:46","modified_gmt":"2016-09-21T03:52:46","slug":"kedei-zoltan-eroprobatanc","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=54661","title":{"rendered":"Kedei Zolt\u00e1n: Er\u0151pr\u00f3bat\u00e1nc"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>(napl\u00f3jegyzet)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>Ideiglenesen vagyok a f\u00f6ld\u00f6n, a vonalak a tenyeremen jelzik is ezt az \u00e1llapotot. Zsugorodnak r\u00e1ncaim, a t\u00e1rol\u00f3ban helyet kaphatok. Addig m\u00e9g akad tenni val\u00f3m b\u0151ven. Sutba dobom panaszaimat, \u00e9s be\u00e1ll\u00edtom a napt\u00e1rt. Szor\u00edt a felel\u0151ss\u00e9g. Felel\u0151ss\u00e9g a m\u0171v\u00e9szettel szemben az elkezdett munk\u00e1im befejez\u00e9se \u00e9rdek\u00e9ben. Kopogtat az \u00e9lm\u00e9ny, jelzi, hogy szabad a j\u00e1t\u00e9k. Rep\u00fclhetn\u00e9k, de fogynak perceim, s mintha megfeneklett volna a k\u00f6lt\u00e9szet is.<!--more--> Foglya vagyok a m\u0171v\u00e9szetnek. Nincs menekv\u00e9s, lassan, lassan a v\u00edzszintes \u00fat is j\u00e1rhatatlan lesz. A t\u00e1rol\u00f3b\u00f3l kifolyt a szem\u00e9t, alamizsn\u00e1t k\u00e9r. Elherd\u00e1lt sz\u00e9ps\u00e9gek birk\u00f3znak \u00f3cska kacatokkal. Sok a k\u00e9rd\u00e9s, valamennyire ki tud megfelelni. B\u00e1rmilyen helyzetben megtal\u00e1lhatjuk a magunk boldogul\u00e1s\u00e1t, m\u00e9g akkor is, ha harcba kevered\u00fcnk, mint a sz\u00e9p a r\u00fattal. Az \u00f6r\u00f6m \u00e9s a b\u00e1nat egy\u00fctt j\u00e1rnak. Szor\u00edt a felel\u0151ss\u00e9g. Tov\u00e1bb taposom saj\u00e1t utamat. Kitaposott nyomokon j\u00e1rok, \u00edgy m\u00e9g nagyobb a felel\u0151ss\u00e9g, m\u00e9g akkor is, ha hullnak eml\u00e9kezetem k\u00f6nnycseppjei. Tereb\u00e9lyesedik az id\u0151eml\u00e9k a v\u00e1ltoztat\u00e1sokat bele\u00e9rtve. Mutatis mutandi! Magasba emelem ecsetem, s a k\u00e1rp\u00f3tl\u00e1s ig\u00e9ny\u00e9vel teszek eleget k\u00fcldet\u00e9semnek. Doppingolok \u00e9s viszonyulok. Nem vallatom a m\u00faltat, a j\u00f6v\u0151be n\u00e9zek. Tal\u00e1n ez lenne az er\u0151pr\u00f3bat\u00e1nc.<\/p>\n<p><em><strong>(2016. szeptember 18.)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>Forr\u00e1s: V\u00e1r-Lak<em><a href=\"https:\/\/var-lak.tumblr.com\/\">https:\/\/var-lak.tumblr.com\/<\/a><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(napl\u00f3jegyzet) Ideiglenesen vagyok a f\u00f6ld\u00f6n, a vonalak a tenyeremen jelzik is ezt az \u00e1llapotot. Zsugorodnak r\u00e1ncaim, a t\u00e1rol\u00f3ban helyet kaphatok. Addig m\u00e9g akad tenni val\u00f3m b\u0151ven. Sutba dobom panaszaimat, \u00e9s be\u00e1ll\u00edtom a napt\u00e1rt. Szor\u00edt a felel\u0151ss\u00e9g. Felel\u0151ss\u00e9g a m\u0171v\u00e9szettel szemben az elkezdett munk\u00e1im befejez\u00e9se \u00e9rdek\u00e9ben. Kopogtat az \u00e9lm\u00e9ny, jelzi, hogy szabad a j\u00e1t\u00e9k. Rep\u00fclhetn\u00e9k, de [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-54661","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egyperces"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54661","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=54661"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54661\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=54661"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=54661"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=54661"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}