{"id":59737,"date":"2017-03-07T04:33:23","date_gmt":"2017-03-07T04:33:23","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=59737"},"modified":"2017-03-07T04:33:23","modified_gmt":"2017-03-07T04:33:23","slug":"cselenyi-bela-a-szerelem-gyaszmunkaja","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=59737","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: A szerelem gy\u00e1szmunk\u00e1ja"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Nem voltam m\u00e9g tizen\u00f6t \u00e9ves. Febru\u00e1r lehetett. Kor\u00e1n esteledett \u00e9s nagy pelyhekben hullott a h\u00f3. \u00cdg\u00e9ret\u00e9hez h\u00edven, magyartan\u00e1rn\u0151nk, Bartha S\u00e1ndorn\u00e9 Ferenc Anna, Nusi n\u00e9ni, (egym\u00e1s k\u00f6z\u00f6tt csak Barth\u00e1n\u00e9) felolvasta a <em>Sz\u00e9p Ilonk\u00e1<\/em>t.<!--more--> Eml\u00e9kszem, \u00e9ppen el\u00f6l \u00fcltem, az els\u0151 padsorban \u00e9s f\u00fclig szerelmes voltam egy amerikai filmcsillag barna f\u00e9nyk\u00e9p\u00e9be. Csal\u00f3ka, v\u00e1lt\u00f3l\u00e1zszer\u0171 \u00e9rz\u00e9s kavargott bennem; megtanultam az <em>el\u00e9rhetetlen<\/em> sz\u00f3t, de lelki szemeim el\u0151tt fel-felvillant a piros-feh\u00e9r-k\u00e9k szeg\u00e9ly\u0171 k\u00ednai rep\u00fcl\u0151postai bor\u00edt\u00e9k is, mint lehet\u0151s\u00e9g, egy rep\u00fcl\u0151g\u00e9p eg\u00e9sz halv\u00e1ny rajzolat\u00e1val, amely semmik\u00e9pp sem zavarta a c\u00edmz\u00e9st. (Ekkor m\u00e9g \u00fagy tudtam, hogy a k\u00f6z\u00f6ns\u00e9ges leveleket haj\u00f3val sz\u00e1ll\u00edtj\u00e1k az \u00dajvil\u00e1gba, s a par\u00e1nyi \u00e1rk\u00fcl\u00f6nb\u00f6zettel a felad\u00f3 a rep\u00fcl\u0151g\u00e9p-haszn\u00e1latot t\u00e9r\u00edti meg.) Sz\u00f3val sz\u00f3lt a <em>Sz\u00e9p Ilonka<\/em> Barth\u00e1n\u00e9 \u00e9rzelmes olvasat\u00e1ban, el\u0151ttem meg a filmsz\u00edn\u00e9szn\u0151 lebegett, amint k\u00e9t forgat\u00e1s k\u00f6z\u00f6tt szentel r\u00e1m p\u00e1r m\u00e1sodpercet \u00e9s megc\u00edmzi nekem al\u00e1\u00edr\u00e1s\u00e1val szentes\u00edtett f\u00e9nyk\u00e9p\u00e9t. Bizony nem nagyon m\u00e9ricsk\u00e9ltem a V\u00f6r\u00f6smarty-vers sz\u00e9ps\u00e9g\u00e9t, el\u00e9g volt nekem, szerelmi gy\u00e1szmunk\u00e1mnak(,) az akkor huszon\u00f6t, a fot\u00f3n huszonh\u00e1rom \u00e9ves t\u00fcnem\u00e9ny, s nem \u00e9reztem a trag\u00e9dia katarzis\u00e1t, hiszen Ilonka csak egy m\u00e1sik magyar ember, a kir\u00e1ly ir\u00e1nt \u00e9rzett mardos\u00f3 szerelmet, m\u00edg \u00e9n f\u00f6ldrajzi \u00e9s nyelvi akad\u00e1lyokon kereszt\u00fcl epekedtem&#8230; Nem s\u00edrtam el magam, ink\u00e1bb egy kis sz\u00e1nalmat \u00e9reztem a mutat\u00f3s parasztl\u00e1ny kisl\u00e9pt\u00e9k\u0171 fant\u00e1zi\u00e1ja ir\u00e1nt, de a po\u00e9ma v\u00e9ge fel\u00e9 igen megkapott az \u00f6reg Peterdi k\u00f6lt\u0151i k\u00e9rd\u00e9se:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">&#8222;A vad\u00e1szhoz M\u00e1ty\u00e1s udvar\u00e1ban<br \/>\nSz\u00e9p le\u00e1nyk\u00e1m, elmenj\u00fcnk-e h\u00e1t?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>V\u00f6r\u00f6smarty az eszt\u00e9tikai hangs\u00falyt arra a sorra helyezte, amit els\u0151k\u00e9nt vetett pap\u00edrra:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">&#8222;Hervad\u00e1sa liliomhull\u00e1s volt&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p>\u00e9n nem. J\u00f3 t\u00edz \u00e9vvel k\u00e9s\u0151bb, egy m\u00e1sik, k\u00e9zzelfoghat\u00f3bban el\u00e9rhetetlen \u00e1br\u00e1ndom jegy\u00e9ben, \u00edgy id\u00e9ztem a k\u00f6lt\u0151t egyik bar\u00e1tomnak:<\/p>\n<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\">&#8212; Pont-pont-pont, pont-pont-pont, &#8222;elmenj\u00fcnk-e?&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p><em>Budapest<\/em>, 2017. III. 6<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nem voltam m\u00e9g tizen\u00f6t \u00e9ves. Febru\u00e1r lehetett. Kor\u00e1n esteledett \u00e9s nagy pelyhekben hullott a h\u00f3. \u00cdg\u00e9ret\u00e9hez h\u00edven, magyartan\u00e1rn\u0151nk, Bartha S\u00e1ndorn\u00e9 Ferenc Anna, Nusi n\u00e9ni, (egym\u00e1s k\u00f6z\u00f6tt csak Barth\u00e1n\u00e9) felolvasta a Sz\u00e9p Ilonk\u00e1t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-59737","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59737","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=59737"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/59737\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=59737"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=59737"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=59737"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}