Megfigyeltem, hogy egy id\u0151 ut\u00e1n nem akart elt\u0171nni arcm\u00e1som a t\u00fck\u00f6rb\u0151l, mintha r\u00e1\u00e9gett\u00e9k volna. S\u0151t, egyre mozg\u00e9konyabb\u00e1, mondhatni akt\u00edvabb\u00e1 v\u00e1lt, de ink\u00e1bb a sz\u00f3 negat\u00edv \u00e9rtelm\u00e9ben. Szemmel l\u00e1that\u00f3an gy\u0171r\u0151d\u00f6tt r\u00e1ncokba a homlokom, m\u00e9ly \u00e1rkok v\u00e9s\u0151dtek az orrt\u00f6vem k\u00e9t oldal\u00e1n s \u201ebefolytak\u201d az \u00e1ll al\u00e1, a szemem gyakran k\u00f6nnyezett, mintha valaki kegyetlen\u00fcl facsarn\u00e1, csak \u00fagy, minden ok n\u00e9lk\u00fcl. S a sz\u00e1jam… nos, a sz\u00e1m be nem \u00e1llt, folyton \u00fajabb \u00e9s \u00fajabb mes\u00e9kkel hozakodott el\u0151 arr\u00f3l, hogy milyen sz\u00e9p is lett volna, ha… Sz\u00f3val \u00e9jjel-nappal sz\u00f6vegelt, m\u00e9g aludni sem tudtam t\u0151le, m\u00edg egyszer egy kialvatlan \u00e9jszaka ut\u00e1n d\u00f6nt\u00f6ttem: sz\u00e9t kell z\u00faznom a t\u00fckr\u00f6t. A legundokabbal kezdtem, a sz\u00e1jammal (r\u00f6gt\u00f6n eln\u00e9mult). Azt\u00e1n sorra az arcomra, szememre, homlokomra m\u00e9rtem j\u00f3l ir\u00e1nyozott csap\u00e1sokat. Mindah\u00e1nyszor megnyikkant valami a szegycsontom alatt, mint mikor rozsd\u00e1s z\u00e1rat pr\u00f3b\u00e1l kinyitni az ember, de m\u00e1r nem volt meg\u00e1ll\u00e1s. V\u00e9g\u00fcl \u00fagy n\u00e9zett ki a t\u00fck\u00f6rk\u00e9pem, mint a meggyal\u00e1zott s\u00edrkamr\u00e1k m\u00fami\u00e1inak. De elk\u00e9stem a b\u00fcntet\u00e9ssel. A mindv\u00e9gig h\u00e1tamn\u00e1l \u00f3l\u00e1lkod\u00f3 unok\u00e1m m\u00e1r arc\u00e1ra m\u00e1solt j\u00f3 n\u00e9h\u00e1ny von\u00e1st.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Megfigyeltem, hogy egy id\u0151 ut\u00e1n nem akart elt\u0171nni arcm\u00e1som a t\u00fck\u00f6rb\u0151l, mintha r\u00e1\u00e9gett\u00e9k volna. S\u0151t, egyre mozg\u00e9konyabb\u00e1, mondhatni akt\u00edvabb\u00e1 v\u00e1lt, de ink\u00e1bb a sz\u00f3 negat\u00edv \u00e9rtelm\u00e9ben. Szemmel l\u00e1that\u00f3an gy\u0171r\u0151d\u00f6tt r\u00e1ncokba a homlokom, m\u00e9ly \u00e1rkok v\u00e9s\u0151dtek az orrt\u00f6vem k\u00e9t oldal\u00e1n s \u201ebefolytak\u201d az \u00e1ll al\u00e1, a szemem gyakran k\u00f6nnyezett, mintha valaki kegyetlen\u00fcl facsarn\u00e1, csak \u00fagy, minden […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-75563","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-egyperces"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/75563","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=75563"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/75563\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=75563"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=75563"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=75563"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}