{"id":78830,"date":"2018-10-10T02:53:24","date_gmt":"2018-10-10T02:53:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=78830"},"modified":"2018-10-09T10:35:05","modified_gmt":"2018-10-09T10:35:05","slug":"radnoti-miklos-ecettel-irok","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=78830","title":{"rendered":"Radn\u00f3ti Mikl\u00f3s: Ecettel \u00edrok*"},"content":{"rendered":"

Fanni n\u00e9h\u00e1ny csepp ecetet p\u00f6ttyent a kisz\u00e1radt tintatart\u00f3ba, a tint\u00e1t is \u00edgy csin\u00e1lj\u00e1k \u2014 biztat s \u00e9n dolgozni kezdek.. Ecettel \u00edrok.<\/p>\n

Istenhegy. A h\u0151s\u00f6k eml\u00e9km\u0171ve el\u0151tt j\u00f6v\u00f6k el, 1914-1918. K\u00e9szithetik az ujat, 1939- ?<\/p>\n

Tejcsarnok a Kecskem\u00e9ti utc\u00e1ban. A helys\u00e9g tele t\u00e1bl\u00e1kkal: A r\u00e9mhirterjeszt\u00e9s \u00e9s fecseg\u00e9s- haza\u00e1rul\u00e1s! – \u00d3vakodjunk a k\u00e9mekt\u0151l! T\u00f6bb p\u00e9ld\u00e1nyban mindegyik. A t\u00e1bl\u00e1k alatt k\u00f6h\u00f6g\u0151s \u00f6reg emberek \u00e9s \u00f6regasszonyok \u00fclnek, totyognak az asztalok k\u00f6z\u00f6tt, cser\u00e9lgetik az \u00fajs\u00e1gokat.<\/p>\n

J\u00f6nnek a behiv\u00f3k. Zuhanunk a sz\u00f6rny\u0171s\u00e9g fel\u00e9.<\/p>\n

D.e. l\u00e9giriad\u00f3. A t\u00e1rsaskocsi meg\u00e1ll, leugr\u00e1lunk, egy Szent Istv\u00e1n-k\u00f6ruti h\u00e1z kapualj\u00e1ban \u00e1llok. Mellettem egy hadirokkant-jelv\u00e9nyes f\u00e9rfi besz\u00e9lget egy prolival. Most ismerkedtek:
\nEz m\u00e1r nem j\u00e1t\u00e9k. L\u0151nek is. Hallja?<\/em>
\n Aha, Komoly ez m\u00e1r, a fene ott egye.<\/em><\/p>\n

D\u00e9lel\u0151tt b\u0151rig \u00e1ztam, d\u00e9lut\u00e1n vettem egy eserny\u0151t. Harminck\u00e9t\u00e9ves koromban, \u00e9letem els\u0151 eserny\u0151j\u00e9t. Kiss\u00e9 megvetettem magam \u00e9s szomor\u00fa voltam.<\/p>\n

A g\u00f3r\u00e9 eresz\u00e9r\u0151l apr\u00f3 p\u00f3kok ereszkednek r\u00e1m, ideges\u00edtenek.<\/p>\n

G\u00f3ly\u00e1s vid\u00e9k ez. \u00dasznak a leveg\u0151ben s komolyan l\u00e9pkednek az arat\u00f3k nyom\u00e1ban.<\/p>\n

Egy este beverem a tollat az ir\u00f3asztal lapj\u00e1ba. A toll remeg. N\u00e9zem. \u00c9s felmer\u00fcl bennem a tan\u00e1rs\u00e1g gondolata. Menteni akarom a k\u00f6lt\u0151t az \u00e9lett\u0151l. Ez a k\u00e9t mesters\u00e9g nem \u00f6sszef\u00e9rhetetlen.<\/p>\n

Nek\u00fcnk nem seg\u00edt senki. Az \u00fagynevezett els\u0151 Nyugat gener\u00e1ci\u00f3b\u00f3l csak Ignotus nyujt seg\u00edt\u0151 k\u00e9zszorit\u00e1st. Sok rug\u00e1st kap ez a nemzed\u00e9k s minden l\u00e9p\u00e9st el\u0151re, harccal \u00e9s csellel szerez meg. Edzett \u00e9s sz\u00edv\u00f3s. \u00c9s ez a nemzed\u00e9k h\u00e1l\u00e1s lesz a segit\u00e9s\u00e9rt \u00e9s a rug\u00e1s\u00e9rt bosszu\u00e1ll\u00f3.<\/p>\n

Egyszer egy ismer\u0151s\u00f6mmel igyekeztem valahov\u00e1 a v\u00e1roson \u00e1t s egy \u00fatkeresztez\u00e9sn\u00e9l percekig v\u00e1rtam az \u00e1tkel\u00e9shez sz\u00fcks\u00e9ges cs\u00f6ndesebb pillanatra. Furcsa<\/em>: jegyezte meg k\u00eds\u00e9r\u0151m, – a verseiben nem ilyen \u00f3vatos.<\/em><\/p>\n

Egy vend\u00e9gl\u0151 \u0151szi s\u00f6rt hirdet. N\u00e9zem a sz\u00f3t. T\u00fcn\u0151d\u00f6m. Majd:<\/p>\n

V\u00e9g\u00fcl itt van az \u0151szi ser,<\/em>
\n\u0150szi b\u00fa ellen \u0151si szer.<\/em><\/p>\n

Eladn\u00e1m. De hogyan?<\/p>\n

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(*Radn\u00f3ti Mikl\u00f3s 1939-es \u00e9s 1941-es napl\u00f3iban olvasta \u00e9s v\u00e1logatta CsG, 2018 okt\u00f3ber\u00e9ben. Forr\u00e1s: Jelenkor, 1984\/5)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Fanni n\u00e9h\u00e1ny csepp ecetet p\u00f6ttyent a kisz\u00e1radt tintatart\u00f3ba, a tint\u00e1t is \u00edgy csin\u00e1lj\u00e1k \u2014 biztat s \u00e9n dolgozni kezdek.. Ecettel \u00edrok. Istenhegy. A h\u0151s\u00f6k eml\u00e9km\u0171ve el\u0151tt j\u00f6v\u00f6k el, 1914-1918. K\u00e9szithetik az ujat, 1939- ?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[13],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-78830","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-dokumentum"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78830","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=78830"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/78830\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=78830"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=78830"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=78830"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}