{"id":79067,"date":"2018-10-17T02:51:42","date_gmt":"2018-10-17T02:51:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=79067"},"modified":"2018-10-16T11:02:47","modified_gmt":"2018-10-16T11:02:47","slug":"ezust-hid-srebrni-most-dijana-tiganj-verse-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=79067","title":{"rendered":"Ez\u00fcst h\u00edd-Srebrni most: Dijana Tiganj verse"},"content":{"rendered":"

Feh\u00e9r Ill\u00e9s m\u0171ford\u00edt\u00e1saib\u00f3l<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

S\u00fcrg\u0151ss\u00e9gi k\u00f6zpont. Ko\u0161evo \u2013 Urgentni centar. Ko\u0161evo<\/strong><\/h2>\n

A f\u00e1jdalmat cigarettaf\u00fcsttel \u00e1m\u00edtom,
\nagytomp\u00edt\u00e1s.
\nS\u00f6t\u00e9t v\u00e9rr\u00f6g\u00f6k szakadoznak,
\nl\u00e1bamon friss v\u00e9r csorog.
\nV\u00f6r\u00f6sajk\u00fa n\u0151v\u00e9r
\nmutat a jelre:
\nTilos a doh\u00e1nyz\u00e1s.<\/p>\n

Eldobom a cigarett\u00e1t, \u00e9p l\u00e1bammal
\ntaposom sz\u00e9t.
\nA t\u00f6rmel\u00e9k v\u00e9remmel keveredik.
\nSz\u00e9ttaposott testre eml\u00e9keztetnek, m\u00e1r-m\u00e1r
\nfoh\u00e1szkodtam.<\/p>\n

A tol\u00f3ablak el\u0151tt egyre hosszabb a sor.
\nReggelisz\u00fcnet, suttogj\u00e1k.
\nK\u00e9t \u00f3ra hosszat?!
\nK\u00e9rd\u00e9s helyett ink\u00e1bb rim\u00e1nkod\u00e1s volt.<\/p>\n

El\u0151ttem egy asszony gyerek\u00e9t csit\u00edtja.
\nFi\u00fa, t\u00edz h\u00f3napos. A l\u00e1z harmadik napja gy\u00f6tri.
\nRongyokba csavartan dajk\u00e1lja, furcsa nyelven altat\u00f3t d\u00fadol.
\nAzt mondja, lengyel.
\nAltat\u00f3ja mintha gy\u00e1szindul\u00f3 lenne,
\na gyereks\u00edr\u00e1s meg szaggatja.
\nA v\u00e9szmadarat.<\/p>\n

El\u0151l f\u00e9rfi, munkaruh\u00e1ban,
\nk\u00f6nyvecsk\u00e9j\u00e9t malteros kez\u00e9vel szorongatja.
\nArc\u00e1n f\u00e1jdalmas fintor, v\u00e1lla felk\u00f6t\u00f6tt.
\nVas sz\u00farta \u00e1t.
\n\u00c9rz\u00e9stelen\u00edt\u00e9s n\u00e9lk\u00fcl varrt\u00e1k. Mondja, n\u0151v\u00e9r-feled\u00e9kenys\u00e9g, betegszabads\u00e1gi bizonylatra v\u00e1r.
\nDe tudja, gazd\u00e1ja nem fogadja el.
\nAz otthon\u00e9hez\u0151kre gondol, akiket etetni kell
\n\u00e9s szem\u00e9t sz\u00fcrke kez\u00e9vel t\u00f6rli.
\nK\u00f6nnyezik, \u00e9geti a malter.<\/p>\n

Mellettem fejkend\u0151s asszony \u00fcl.
\nK\u00e9k szeme \u00e1lmodoz\u00f3an tekint a tol\u00f3ablak fel\u00e9.
\nAjkai mozognak. A sorban l\u00e9v\u0151ket sz\u00e1ml\u00e1lja.
\nHolmi bizonylat\u00e9rt harmadik napja j\u00f6n.
\nA kend\u0151t kopasz fej\u00e9r\u0151l sov\u00e1ny kez\u00e9vel veszi le.
\nDaganat. Utols\u00f3 f\u00e1zis.
\nKez\u00e9vel aszott melleire mutat,
\nTekintet\u00e9vel az embereket sz\u00e1ml\u00e1lja.
\nEggyel kevesebb, mondj\u00e1k t\u00f6bben rem\u00e9nykedve,
\nEngem gy\u00f6t\u00f6r az a hang.<\/p>\n

A tol\u00f3ablak v\u00e9gre kiny\u00edlt.
\nA folyos\u00f3n tolong\u00e1s, moraj \u00e9s hervadt rem\u00e9nyszag \u00e1rad.
\nK\u00e9t rend\u0151r egy felmetszett kez\u0171t k\u00eds\u00e9r be.
\nFegyenc, a fegyenc el\u0151nyben r\u00e9szes\u00fcl, mondj\u00e1k
\n\u00e9s visszaszorul csecsem\u0151j\u00e9vel a lengyel n\u0151,
\nmalteros kez\u00e9vel a sebes\u00fclt \u00e9p\u00edt\u0151munk\u00e1s
\n\u00e9s a r\u00e1kos asszony.<\/p>\n

N\u00e9zem a v\u00e9rt\u00f3cs\u00e1t \u00e9s latolgatom
\nAhhoz, hogy v\u00e9gre sorra ker\u00fclj,
\nkit kell meg\u00f6lni?<\/p>\n

* Ko\u0161evo (Kosevo) \u2013 szarajev\u00f3i v\u00e1rosnegyed<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\n

Dimom cigarete varam bol,<\/em>
\num mi pomra\u010duje. <\/em>
\nTamni ugru\u0161ci se kidaju,<\/em>
\nsvje\u017ea krv niz nogu kaplje. <\/em>
\nSestra sa crvenim karminom<\/em>
\nRukom znak pokazuje:<\/em>
\nZabranjeno pu\u0161enje.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bacam cigaretu, zdravom nogom<\/em>
\nje gnje\u010dim. <\/em>
\nOstaci njeni mije\u0161aju se sa mojom krvlju. <\/em>
\nLi\u010de mi na zgnje\u010deno tijelo i zamalo <\/em>
\nizgovorih molitvu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Red ispred praznog \u0161altera sve je du\u017ei.<\/em>
\nPauza, \u0161apu\u0107u. <\/em>
\nDva sata?!<\/em>
\nBio je to vapaj umjesto pitanja.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u017dena ispred mene bebu smiruje. <\/em>
\nDje\u010dak je, deset mjeseci. Temperatura ve\u0107 tre\u0107i dan ga mori.<\/em>
\nRukama ga ljulja u dronjcima, pjeva mu uspavanku na \u010dudnom jeziku. <\/em>
\nPoljakinja je, ka\u017ee. <\/em>
\nNjena uspavanka kao da je posmrtna himna,<\/em>
\na pla\u010d djeteta je kida. <\/em>
\nPticu zloslutnicu.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ispred je \u010dovjek u radni\u010dkom odijelju,<\/em>
\nu rukama prljavim od maltera dr\u017ei knji\u017eicu.<\/em>
\nBolna grimasa mu je na licu, a rame u zavoju. <\/em>
\nProbilo mu \u017eeljezo mi\u0161i\u0107. <\/em>
\nZa\u0161ili mu bez anestezije. Zaboravila sestra ka\u017ee, sad \u010deka potvrdu za bolovanje. <\/em>
\nA zna da mu gazda ne\u0107e dozvoliti.<\/em>
\nSje\u0107a se ku\u0107i sirotinje koju treba da nahrani<\/em>
\ni rukom sivom bri\u0161e o\u010di. <\/em>
\nMalter pe\u010de sluznicu oka.<\/em><\/p>\n

Pored mene sjede \u017eena sa maramom. <\/em>
\nModre o\u010di sanjivo gledaju prema \u0161alteru.<\/em>
\nUsne se pomjeraju. Broji ljude u redu.<\/em>
\nDolazi ve\u0107 tre\u0107i dan za neku potvrdu. <\/em>
\nMr\u0161avim rukama skida maramu sa \u0107elave glave. <\/em>
\nTumor. Poslednji stadijum.<\/em>
\nRukom mi pokazuje na uvele dojke,<\/em>
\nA pogledom broji ljude.<\/em>
\nJedan manje, uzviknu sa nadom, <\/em>
\nA njen glas me ope\u010de.<\/em><\/p>\n

Kona\u010dno se otvori \u0161alter.<\/em>
\nHodnicima se razli mete\u017e, graja i miris uvele nade. <\/em>
\nDva policajca dovedo\u0161e nekog sa rasje\u010denom rukom. <\/em>
\nKriminalac, kriminalac ima prednost, govore <\/em>
\ni pomjeri\u0161e Poljakinju sa bebom,<\/em>
\npovrije\u0111enog gra\u0111evinskog radnika sa malterom na rukama <\/em>
\ni \u017eenu koju jede rak.<\/em><\/p>\n

Gledam lokvu krvi i razmi\u0161ljam <\/em>
\nKoga je potrebno ubiti da bih kona\u010dno<\/em>
\ndo\u0161ao na red?<\/em><\/p>\n

Ford\u00edtotta: Feh\u00e9r Ill\u00e9s<\/strong><\/p>\n

Dijana Tiganj (Prizren, 1995)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Forr\u00e1s: Ez\u00fcst h\u00edd-Srebrni most<\/strong><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Feh\u00e9r Ill\u00e9s m\u0171ford\u00edt\u00e1saib\u00f3l S\u00fcrg\u0151ss\u00e9gi k\u00f6zpont. Ko\u0161evo \u2013 Urgentni centar. Ko\u0161evo A f\u00e1jdalmat cigarettaf\u00fcsttel \u00e1m\u00edtom, agytomp\u00edt\u00e1s. S\u00f6t\u00e9t v\u00e9rr\u00f6g\u00f6k szakadoznak, l\u00e1bamon friss v\u00e9r csorog.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-79067","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79067","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=79067"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/79067\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=79067"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=79067"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=79067"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}