
{"id":81255,"date":"2019-01-18T03:03:27","date_gmt":"2019-01-18T03:03:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=81255"},"modified":"2019-01-17T15:20:44","modified_gmt":"2019-01-17T15:20:44","slug":"naszta-katalin-a-vigasz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=81255","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e1szta Katalin: A vigasz"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Forradalm\u00e1r lehettem volna,<br \/>\nde nem lettem, mert kiverte<br \/>\nkezemb\u0151l az \u00dar azt a fegyvert.<!--more--><br \/>\nMa monstranciak\u00e9nt mutogatna,<br \/>\nki megszeret, kinek nincs mersze,<br \/>\na vil\u00e1gnak neki nem menne.<br \/>\nLibik\u00f3ka a b\u00e9ke v\u00e1gy\u00e1nak<br \/>\n\u00e1rboc\u00e1n lengedezve hinni,<br \/>\nhogy egyszer majd meg\u00e9rti m\u00e1s is,<br \/>\nmi\u00e9rt kell \u00edgy t\u0171rve rem\u00e9lni.<\/p>\n<p>Puskacs\u00f6vem gondolat-t\u00e1rh\u00e1z.<br \/>\nGoly\u00f3im szavak miket kil\u00f6v\u00f6k,<br \/>\nmikor a ravaszt megh\u00fazom, ujjam<br \/>\nr\u00e1d ir\u00e1ny\u00edtva ford\u00edtom s j\u00f6v\u00f6k<br \/>\nfel\u00e9d, hogy bajt\u00e1rsi jobbom elkapd<br \/>\ns kih\u00fazzalak a k\u00e1ty\u00fab\u00f3l, hova est\u00e9l.<br \/>\nV\u00e1ltoznak az er\u0151viszonyok.<br \/>\nMit tegnap m\u00e9g fentr\u0151l tehett\u00e9l,<br \/>\nma mell\u00e9m h\u00faz\u00f3dsz, hogy innen lesd:<br \/>\nkusza a v\u00e1laszt\u00e1si est..<\/p>\n<p>Gy\u00e1vas\u00e1g neved a vil\u00e1g szerint,<br \/>\nde b\u00e9ke vagy, miben vir\u00e1goznak<br \/>\nszerelmek, gyermek. R\u00fcgy fakad.<br \/>\nA l\u00e1zad\u00f3 sz\u00e9lmalommal v\u00edv ma.<br \/>\n\u00c1rny\u00e9kodba j\u00f6n er\u0151t gy\u0171jteni.<br \/>\nNem ismeri a gy\u0151zelem titk\u00e1t:<br \/>\nCsak \u00e1llj ellen \u2013 a pattan\u00f3 szikr\u00e1t,<br \/>\nami bel\u00fcl gy\u00fajt t\u00fczet, nem k\u00edv\u00fcl.<br \/>\nNem \u00e9get erd\u0151t, h\u00e1zat, haz\u00e1t \u2013<br \/>\nsz\u00edved szerelmes indulata \u00e9p\u00fcl.<\/p>\n<p>A vil\u00e1g plecsnit k\u00e9r, kit\u00fcntet\u00e9st.<br \/>\nKiab\u00e1l, folyton visszabesz\u00e9l.<br \/>\n\u00c1g\u00e1l, mint sz\u00e1rad\u00f3 kar\u00f3n a t\u00f6k.<br \/>\nFel\u00fclkerekedik, elnyeli, f\u00f6lj\u00f6n,<br \/>\ns m\u00edg k\u00fatgyomra ki nem \u00fcr\u00fcl a f\u00f6ldnek,<br \/>\nl\u00e1vamagot dob\u00e1l meg k\u00e9nk\u00f6vet,<br \/>\nhogy a ki\u00e9gett \u00e9rces t\u00e1jon<br \/>\n\u00e1t az \u00e9letnek eml\u00e9ke se sz\u00e1lljon.<br \/>\nMenek\u00fclj\u00f6n angyal, ki erre j\u00e1rna.<br \/>\nE bolyg\u00f3 nem az \u00f6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t haz\u00e1ja.<\/p>\n<p>Dideregsz, \u00e9rzem \u00e9s f\u00e9ltelek.<br \/>\nKezem ny\u00fajtom. \u00d3vn\u00e1lak, v\u00e9den\u00e9lek,<br \/>\nde \u00f6nmagadt\u00f3l akkor sem tudlak,<br \/>\nha teljesen bel\u00e9m b\u00fajsz, azt rem\u00e9lve<br \/>\nse \u00e9g, se f\u00f6ld nem vehet \u00e9szre.<br \/>\nMajd v\u00e9ge lesz ennek mi most van.<br \/>\nS aki tartja m\u00e9g ezt a vil\u00e1got \u00edgy,<br \/>\nminket, kik sz\u00e9tment\u00fcnk-\u00f6sszeest\u00fcnk<br \/>\nm\u00e1gnesk\u00e9nt visszavonz. Minden<br \/>\nk\u00fcl\u00f6n diderg\u0151 megt\u00f6rt k\u00f6ly\u00f6klelk\u0171t.<\/p>\n<p><em>2019-01-14<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Forradalm\u00e1r lehettem volna, de nem lettem, mert kiverte kezemb\u0151l az \u00dar azt a fegyvert.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-81255","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81255","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=81255"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81255\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=81255"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=81255"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=81255"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}