
{"id":81786,"date":"2019-02-17T02:59:58","date_gmt":"2019-02-17T02:59:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=81786"},"modified":"2019-02-16T17:49:54","modified_gmt":"2019-02-16T17:49:54","slug":"r-berde-maria-kotalany","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=81786","title":{"rendered":"R. Berde M\u00e1ria: K\u0151tal\u00e1ny*"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ahol mi laktunk, nem volt promen\u00e1d,<br \/>\nKert\u00fcnk f\u00f6l\u00e9 a temet\u0151 s\u00f6t\u00e9tlett&#8230;<br \/>\nBorosty\u00e1ns\u00fcr\u0171n, k\u0151risf\u00e1tylon \u00e1t<br \/>\nN\u00e9h\u00e1ny kikezdett kriptahomlok k\u00e9tlett.<br \/>\nK\u00e9k \u00edriszek k\u00f6zt, zeng\u0151 m\u00e9hezajban<br \/>\n\u00d6r\u00f6kz\u00f6lddel set\u00e9t s\u00edrok sor\u00e1n,<br \/>\nOtt j\u00e1tszadoztam k\u00e9s\u0151n vagy kor\u00e1n<br \/>\nA kert felett, a f\u0171befult hegyaljban.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Ismertem minden dombot \u00e9s keresztet<br \/>\nFaragott fejf\u00e1t, ormos oszlopot.<br \/>\nTudtam, a k\u0151hal\u00e1lfej hol ijeszthet,<br \/>\nHa alkony j\u00f6tt s r\u00e1 t\u0171zlepelt lopott.<br \/>\nEgy m\u00e1rv\u00e1nylapt\u00f3l &#8211; m\u00e9lyen volt bed\u0151lve<br \/>\nK\u00e9t vasperec rajt&#8217;, rozsdamart s\u00f6t\u00e9t &#8211;<br \/>\n\u00d3, f\u00e9ltem, mintha ajt\u00f3 v\u00f3n a f\u00f6ldbe,<br \/>\nS tal\u00e1lgattam titkon t\u00f6rt\u00e9net\u00e9t.<\/p>\n<p>Mikor a nap, mint \u00f3ri\u00e1si kanna,<br \/>\nA f\u00f6ldre gy\u00e9m\u00e1ntz\u00e1port \u00f6nt\u00f6z\u00f6tt,<br \/>\nSurrantam, mintha gyenge gy\u00edk suhanna<br \/>\nVir\u00e1gos, arcig\u00e9r\u0151 f\u0171 k\u00f6z\u00f6tt.<br \/>\nA m\u00e1rv\u00e1nyajt\u00f3t \u00fagy el-elcsud\u00e1ltam,<br \/>\nM\u00edg ujjam \u00edr\u00e1s\u00e1n bet\u0171zve j\u00e1rt&#8230;<br \/>\nA k\u0151n se \u00e9v, se n\u00e9v, csak ennyi \u00e1llt:<br \/>\n&#8222;Amit kerestem, azt sohsem tal\u00e1ltam.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>Nem tudta senki m\u00e1r, ki\u00e9 a k\u0151,<br \/>\nVir\u00e1g se, k\u00f6nny se \u00e1ldozott felette.<br \/>\nNem tudt\u00e1k azt se, f\u00e9rfi volt-e, n\u0151,<br \/>\nKi f\u00f6ldi ajtaj\u00e1ra ezt verette,<br \/>\nNem tudta senki, mit jelent a sz\u00f3,<br \/>\nNem is pr\u00f3b\u00e1lta, hogy nyitj\u00e1t tal\u00e1lja, &#8211;<br \/>\n\u00c9s \u00fatrakeltem, lettem bujdos\u00f3<br \/>\n\u00c9s nem gondoltam t\u00f6bbet \u00e9n se r\u00e1ja.<\/p>\n<p>&#8230;H\u00fasz \u00e9v ut\u00e1n: Halk \u0151szi alkonyat.<br \/>\nFejem f\u00f6l\u00f6tt tovanyilall\u00f3 fecsk\u00e9k.<br \/>\nF\u00e1k hal\u00e1nt\u00e9k\u00e1n \u0151sz\u00fclt lombfonat,<br \/>\nElny\u00fal\u00f3 \u00e1rnyak sz\u00f6vik m\u00e1r az est\u00e9t.<br \/>\nA k\u0151hal\u00e1lfej izz\u00f3 gl\u00f3ri\u00e1ban.<br \/>\n\u00c9n Istenem, ha f\u00e9ln\u00e9k t\u0151le m\u00e9g!<br \/>\n&#8230; Van n\u00e1la rosszabb, sz\u00edvem tudja r\u00e9g,<br \/>\nK\u00f6sz\u00f6nt\u00f6m n\u00e9m\u00e1n, meg se ing a l\u00e1bam,<\/p>\n<p>Tov\u00e1bb. Fejem csendben szeg\u00fcl a f\u00f6ldre,<br \/>\nJ\u00e1ratlan f\u0171tenger borul al\u00e1m.<br \/>\nEgyszerre &#8211; elmohulva rozsdaz\u00f6ldbe,<br \/>\nR\u00e1mn\u00e9z az elfelejtett k\u0151tal\u00e1ny.<br \/>\n\u00d3 nem tal\u00e1ny&#8230; b\u00fas \u00e9rtelemre v\u00e1ltan<br \/>\nSz\u00edvemre d\u00f6bbenetk\u00e9nt r\u00e1virrad,<br \/>\nHogy j\u00f3 lesz n\u00e9kem is e sirirat:<br \/>\n&#8211; Amit kerestem, azt sohsem tal\u00e1ltam. &#8211;<\/p>\n<hr>\n<p><strong>* 130 \u00e9ve (1889. febru\u00e1r 5.) sz\u00fcletett, 70 \u00e9ve (1949. febru\u00e1r 20.) hunyt el R. Berde M\u00e1ria.<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ahol mi laktunk, nem volt promen\u00e1d, Kert\u00fcnk f\u00f6l\u00e9 a temet\u0151 s\u00f6t\u00e9tlett&#8230; Borosty\u00e1ns\u00fcr\u0171n, k\u0151risf\u00e1tylon \u00e1t N\u00e9h\u00e1ny kikezdett kriptahomlok k\u00e9tlett. K\u00e9k \u00edriszek k\u00f6zt, zeng\u0151 m\u00e9hezajban \u00d6r\u00f6kz\u00f6lddel set\u00e9t s\u00edrok sor\u00e1n, Ott j\u00e1tszadoztam k\u00e9s\u0151n vagy kor\u00e1n A kert felett, a f\u0171befult hegyaljban.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-81786","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81786","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=81786"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/81786\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=81786"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=81786"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=81786"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}