
{"id":82174,"date":"2019-03-08T02:59:25","date_gmt":"2019-03-08T02:59:25","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=82174"},"modified":"2019-03-08T03:56:41","modified_gmt":"2019-03-08T03:56:41","slug":"naszta-katalin-a-ketsegbeeses-utcasarkain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=82174","title":{"rendered":"N\u00e1szta Katalin: a k\u00e9ts\u00e9gbees\u00e9s utcasarkain"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>hazudni nem szeretek<br \/>\nb\u0171n is az<br \/>\nterhes \u00fagyis a lelkem<br \/>\nj\u00f3l es\u0151 k\u00e9rd\u00e9seddel<br \/>\nkifakasztottad<br \/>\ntisztuljon ki szennye<br \/>\nnem sz\u00f3nokolok<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>csak elegem lett<br \/>\naz \u00f6r\u00f6k k\u00e9rdez\u0151 szerep\u00e9b\u0151l<br \/>\nvallom\u00e1sokat akarok hallgatni<br \/>\nmeg\u00e9rt\u0151 idefigyel\u00e9seket<br \/>\nr\u00e1m fr\u00f6csk\u00f6lik a sarat<br \/>\nelhalt bar\u00e1taim<br \/>\na h\u0151s\u00f6k<br \/>\n\u00e9n azt hiszem te is arra v\u00e1gysz<br \/>\nhogy ne \u00fcssenek agyon a gy\u0151z\u0151k<br \/>\nt\u00e9ved\u00e9seim\u00e9rt ki hib\u00e1ztathat<br \/>\nlenne t\u00e9vedhetetlen?<br \/>\nmindig m\u00e1snak valljuk meg magunkat<br \/>\nnem annak ki felmenthetne<br \/>\nr\u00e1msz\u00farja szem\u00e9t a gyermek, az apja<br \/>\nr\u00e1m egy orsz\u00e1g, a haza<br \/>\nki \u00e9rti vagy fogadja el<br \/>\nhaszontalan \u00e9letem?<br \/>\njelest senki nem ad<br \/>\naz oszt\u00e1ly, az utca, a terek, a szob\u00e1k<br \/>\nbuktatnak \u00e9lvezettel<br \/>\n\u201ek\u00fcl\u00f6nb te sem vagy\u201d<br \/>\n\u00e9rteni v\u00e9lem a k\u00e9ts\u00e9gbees\u00e9s<br \/>\nv\u00e9gs\u0151 utcasarkait<br \/>\nahonnan m\u00e1r csak a semmi l\u00e1tszik<br \/>\nde az is alig<\/p>\n<p>hittem a sz\u00ednh\u00e1z tisztas\u00e1g\u00e1t<br \/>\ntan\u00e1raim t\u00f6k\u00e9letess\u00e9g\u00e9t<br \/>\nhittem a k\u00f6lt\u0151k v\u00e1teszi volt\u00e1t<br \/>\na reg\u00e9ny\u00edr\u00f3k minden mes\u00e9j\u00e9t<br \/>\nhittem a kritikus tiszta szem\u00e9ben<br \/>\na rendez\u0151 mindig j\u00f3indulat\u00e1ban<br \/>\nb\u00edztam a kolleg\u00e1k bizalm\u00e1ban<br \/>\nminden embernek szav\u00e1ban<br \/>\n\u00e1tkozottul ostoba voltam<br \/>\nnem fogadtam Lucifer szav\u00e1t<br \/>\nmert tiszt\u00e1bb volt \u00e9s szebb az \u00dar<br \/>\nhangja a Senk\u00e1lszky\u00e9n<br \/>\nmind becsaptak<br \/>\ns ha \u00fagy v\u00e9lem nem k\u00e9szakarva<br \/>\nbolondnak n\u00e9znek<br \/>\nmit is akarna ez a gyermek?<br \/>\nkeserg\u00e9snek helye sem lehet<\/p>\n<p>szedd \u00f6ssze magad<br \/>\nmondja m\u00e9g Elekes Ferenc is<br \/>\nez nem vers<br \/>\nsz\u00f3lna Kapui \u00c1gota<br \/>\npedig Arany J\u00e1nos is csak kital\u00e1lta<br \/>\na magyar m\u00faltat<br \/>\n(micsoda mersze volt!)<br \/>\nengem meg a ne hazudj parancsa<br \/>\nk\u00f6t\u00f6tt g\u00fazsba<br \/>\n\u00e9s \u00f6nt\u00f6tt r\u00e9zbe sz\u00fcrke keserve<br \/>\naz igazat mondani-nak<br \/>\nhogy hat\u00e1sk\u00f6r\u00f6m\u00f6n t\u00fal<br \/>\nne mozduljak<\/p>\n<p>k\u00f6sz\u00f6n\u00f6m<br \/>\nmost m\u00e1r eg\u00e9szen j\u00f3l vagyok<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>hazudni nem szeretek b\u0171n is az terhes \u00fagyis a lelkem j\u00f3l es\u0151 k\u00e9rd\u00e9seddel kifakasztottad tisztuljon ki szennye nem sz\u00f3nokolok<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-82174","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82174","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=82174"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/82174\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=82174"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=82174"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=82174"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}