A sz\u00ednh\u00e1z forr\u00f3.
\nOda\u00fcl\u00f6k a n\u00e9z\u0151t\u00e9rre,
\nmeg\u00e9g az arcom.
\nAz eg\u00e9sz \u00e9letem lepereg el\u0151ttem,
\npedig a m\u00e1s\u00e9,
\nbelehalok,
\npedig a m\u00e1s\u00e9,
\nhatalomv\u00e1gy\u00f3,
\np\u00fapos,
\ntehetetlen,
\nfarizeus vagyok,
\npedig a m\u00e1s\u00e9.
\nForr\u00f3 vaslapon a hideg \u00e9letem,
\nhideg vaslapon a forr\u00f3 \u00e9letem,
\na f\u00fcstben vagyok,
\n\u00e9gek.
\nNem a brav\u00farok,
\nnem a rendez\u0151 lelke a vizek felett,
\nnem a d\u00edjazotts\u00e1g,
\na j\u00f3 alak\u00edt\u00e1sok,
\na pre \u00e9s a poszt,
\na zsin\u00f3rpad,
\na s\u00fag\u00f3lyuk,
\na masztikszag,
\na vi-l\u00e1g-h\u00ed-r\u0171 m\u0171-v\u00e9sz,
\nhanem az \u00e9letem.
\nHa pedig nem az \u00e9letem –
\n\u00e1t vagyok verve,
\naddig j\u00e1r a t\u00f6r\u00fclk\u00f6z\u0151 a k\u00fatra,
\nnem mind nap, ami f\u00e9nylik.
\nBel\u00e9pek \u00f6nmagam templom\u00e1ba,
\nahol folyton gy\u00f3nnom kell,
\n\u00e9s folyton r\u00f6h\u00f6gn\u00f6m.
\nAhol minden fens\u00e9g,
\nmert bel\u00fcl van,
\n\u00e9s megmutatkozik.
\n\u00c9s nekem ne \u00e1llj az orrodon,
\ncsak \u00fclj, n\u00e9zz magad el\u00e9,
\n\u00e9s jelenjen meg az arcodon,
\na tekintetedben,
\na k\u00e9zfejeden az eg\u00e9sz \u00e9leted,
\nminden szorong\u00e1sod
\n\u00e9s csal\u00f3d\u00e1sod,
\nszerelmed
\n\u00e9s rem\u00e9nyed.
\n\u00c9s ne szavalj nekem a nemzetr\u0151l,
\nmert a nemzet emberekb\u0151l \u00e1ll,
\n\u00e9s azok nem Moh\u00e1cson haltak meg,
\nhanem az \u00e1gyukban,
\n\u00e9s m\u00e9g mindig nem \u00e9rtett\u00e9k,
\nmi\u00e9rt nem bocs\u00e1tott meg az anyjuk,
\n\u00e9s mi\u00e9rt v\u00e1lt el az apjuk,
\n\u00e9s m\u00e9g mindig haragudtak a l\u00e1nyukra,
\nhogy f\u00e9rjhez ment a szembeni r\u00e9szeges \u00fcgyv\u00e9d fi\u00e1hoz.
\n\u00c9s ne szolg\u00e1lj te senkit,
\nmert akkor hazudsz,
\n\u00e9s h\u00fcly\u00e9nek n\u00e9zel –
\nel\u00e9g, ha hiteles vagy.
\n\u00c9s akkor elfelejtem minden h\u00fclye szab\u00e1lyom,
\n\u00e9s nem tudok megmozdulni sem,
\n\u00e9s eszembe sem jut, hogy zsibbad a l\u00e1bam,
\n\u00e9s hogy ez a barom megint a mobilj\u00e1t bizgeti.
\nMert ennyi az eg\u00e9sz,
\nez a var\u00e1zslat,
\nez a b\u0171v\u00f6let,
\nez a gy\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u0171s\u00e9g,
\nahogy az ember m\u00e1st j\u00e1tszik,
\n\u00e9s m\u00e9gis az \u0151 sz\u00e1j\u00e1b\u00f3l fr\u00f6csk\u00f6l a ny\u00e1l.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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