
{"id":85213,"date":"2019-08-26T02:49:31","date_gmt":"2019-08-26T02:49:31","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=85213"},"modified":"2019-08-23T19:28:25","modified_gmt":"2019-08-23T19:28:25","slug":"albert-csilla-mindig-neki-akartam-irni","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=85213","title":{"rendered":"Albert Csilla: Mindig neki akartam \u00edrni"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Mindig neki akartam \u00edrni<br \/>\n\u00c9s r\u00f3la. Senki m\u00e1sr\u00f3l.<\/p>\n<p>Aki sz\u00edvdobban\u00e1ssal \u00e9bred, \u00e9s \u00e1lm\u00e1ban<br \/>\nis mindig \u0151 h\u00fazza a r\u00f6videbbet.<br \/>\n(Ett\u0151l m\u00e9g nem k\u00f6nnyebb felkelnie.)<!--more--><br \/>\nAki k\u00f6nnyen pirul, s nem reklam\u00e1lja meg<br \/>\naz \u00e1llott s\u00f6rt, a kelletlen grimaszt<br \/>\na hivatalnok arc\u00e1n, \u00e9s rebegve<br \/>\neln\u00e9z\u00e9st k\u00e9r, ha csak nagy p\u00e9nze van<br \/>\na p\u00e9nzt\u00e1rn\u00e1l, ahol a feket\u00e9re<br \/>\nh\u00fazott szem\u00f6ld\u00f6ke a kassz\u00e1sn\u0151nek<br \/>\n\u00e9gbe sz\u00f6kken, \u00e9s \u00fagy helytelen\u00edt.<\/p>\n<p>Mindig r\u00e1 gondolok, b\u00e1rmit is \u00edrok.<br \/>\nT\u00e9tova mosoly\u00e1ra, ahogy k\u00e9rdik,<br \/>\nhogy a hossz\u00fa h\u00e9v\u00e9g\u00e9n mit csin\u00e1l.<br \/>\nA t\u00fck\u00f6rtoj\u00e1sra, ahogy megs\u00f3zza,<br \/>\n\u00e9s le\u00fcl mell\u00e9 csendben vacsor\u00e1zni.<br \/>\n\u00c9s bel\u00e1jkolja \u00c9vit meg Be\u00e1t is,<br \/>\nakik a Galya tet\u0151n \u00e9s Egerben\u2026<br \/>\nN\u00e9z ki az ablakon. Itt a sz\u00fcnet.<br \/>\n\u00c9s \u00f6r\u00fcl, hogy kint esik az es\u0151.<\/p>\n<p>Mindig \u0151 f\u00e1j nekem, ahogy a szomsz\u00e9d<br \/>\narra k\u00e9ri, ha lehetne a v\u00e9c\u00e9t<br \/>\n\u201ekicsit kultur\u00e1ltabban\u201d leh\u00faznia.<br \/>\n\u0150 meg b\u00f3lint. S foltos lesz a nyaka.<\/p>\n<p>S ett\u0151l kezdve kicsit mindig szorong,<br \/>\namikor v\u00e9c\u00e9re kell mennie.<\/p>\n<p>Mindig \u00e9rte haragszom oly veszett\u00fcl<br \/>\nazokra, akik oly el\u00e9gedettek.<br \/>\nS t\u00f6r\u00e9keny l\u00e9t\u00fck megac\u00e9los\u00edt\u00f3<br \/>\nszeretetfalak mened\u00e9ke m\u00f6g\u00fcl<br \/>\nsz\u00e9tt\u00e1rj\u00e1k \u00f6lel\u00e9shez szokott karjukat,<br \/>\ns sajn\u00e1lj\u00e1k, hogy vele meg \u00edgy esett.<br \/>\nSajn\u00e1lj\u00e1k \u00e9s legf\u0151k\u00e9ppen nem \u00e9rtik<br \/>\nM\u00e1r hogy p\u00e9ld\u00e1ul hogy jutott ide.<br \/>\nNyilv\u00e1n az \u0151 hib\u00e1ja. \u00c9s a t\u00f6bbi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Mindig rem\u00e9lem, hogy \u0151, csakis \u0151<br \/>\nolvassa ezt majd, \u00e9s mag\u00e1ra ismer.<br \/>\nNem is mag\u00e1ra: r\u00e1m ,aki csak \u0151t,<br \/>\ncsakis \u0151t szeretem e nagyvil\u00e1gon.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mindig neki akartam \u00edrni \u00c9s r\u00f3la. Senki m\u00e1sr\u00f3l. Aki sz\u00edvdobban\u00e1ssal \u00e9bred, \u00e9s \u00e1lm\u00e1ban is mindig \u0151 h\u00fazza a r\u00f6videbbet. (Ett\u0151l m\u00e9g nem k\u00f6nnyebb felkelnie.)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85213","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85213","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=85213"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85213\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=85213"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=85213"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=85213"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}