{"id":85533,"date":"2019-09-12T02:57:30","date_gmt":"2019-09-12T02:57:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=85533"},"modified":"2019-09-09T05:50:26","modified_gmt":"2019-09-09T05:50:26","slug":"ezust-hid-srebrni-most-gordana-cirjanic-verse","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=85533","title":{"rendered":"Ez\u00fcst h\u00edd-Srebrni most: Gordana \u0106irjani\u0107 verse"},"content":{"rendered":"

Feh\u00e9r Ill\u00e9s m\u0171ford\u00edt\u00e1saib\u00f3l<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

T\u00f6meges t\u00e1mad\u00e1s \u2013 Najezda<\/strong><\/h2>\n

\u00c9n is onnan j\u00f6ttem,
\nabb\u00f3l a torz vil\u00e1gb\u00f3l,
\nahol a mindennapos
\nmegal\u00e1ztat\u00e1sokon kereszt\u00fcl
\naz ember emberi mivolt\u00e1t
\na t\u0171r\u00e9shat\u00e1ron t\u00fal teszi pr\u00f3b\u00e1ra,
\nsorba \u00e1llnak keny\u00e9r\u00e9rt \u00e9s s\u00edr\u00e9rt,
\negy r\u00e9sz sz\u00fcrke \u00e9g\u00e9rt,
\nez els\u0151dleges feladata \u00e9s szenved\u00e9lye,
\naz egyed\u00fcli emberek k\u00f6z\u00f6tti m\u00e9rce.<\/p>\n

\u00c9n is onnan j\u00f6ttem.
\nNocsak, tudom,
\nk\u00f6z\u00f6ttetek mozgok, hasonl\u00f3ak vagyunk,
\nde a t\u00f6meges t\u00e1mad\u00e1st\u00f3l val\u00f3 f\u00e9lelmeteket
\nnem osztom.
\n\u201eTiszta ruhaillatom\u201c van,
\nszavam, leheletem egyazon \u00fctembe mer\u00fcl,
\negyszerre nevet\u00fcnk,
\nde a t\u00f6meges t\u00e1mad\u00e1st\u00f3l val\u00f3 f\u00e9lelmeteket
\nnem osztom.<\/p>\n

\u00c9n is onnan j\u00f6ttem,
\nahonnan es\u0151t\u0151l, retteg\u00e9st\u0151l,
\nk\u00f6ny\u00f6r\u00fclett\u0151l \u00e9s idom\u00edtott embers\u00e9gt\u0151l
\nm\u0171anyagzacsk\u00f3kkal v\u00e9detten
\nbotork\u00e1lnak fel\u00e9tek.
\nMert \u201etiszta ruhaillatom\u201c van, t\u0151lem \u00e9s
\na hozz\u00e1m tartoz\u00f3kt\u00f3l ne f\u00e9ljetek,
\nmert a hozz\u00e1m tartoz\u00f3k tov\u00e1bbra is
\nsorba \u00e1llnak \u00e9s leveleimet v\u00e1rj\u00e1k.
\nEs\u0151t\u0151l v\u00e9dett vagyok,
\nigaz, szavam, leheletem veletek egyazon
\n\u00fctembe mer\u00fcl, de nem vagyok a ti\u00e9tek
\n\u00e9s \u00f6v\u00e9k\u00e9 sem.<\/p>\n

\u00c9n is valaha onnan j\u00f6ttem
\nahonnan k\u00e9perny\u0151itek el\u00e9
\nfalk\u00e1kban \u00e9rkeznek,
\nk\u00f6zeletekbe f\u00e9rk\u0151znek,
\nhogy a reggeli k\u00e1v\u00e9 \u00edz\u00e9t megkeser\u00edts\u00e9k,
\n\u00e1rtatlan,
\ntiszt\u00e1ra mosott kezetek el\u00e9,
\nmagas, gerend\u00e1val biztos\u00edtott
\nkaputok el\u00e9,
\naz oly biztos
\nv\u00e1rfalatok el\u00e9, \u00e1lmotok el\u00e9,
\nel\u00e9tek
\n\u00e9rkeznek
\naz \u00e1lmomat is megront\u00f3
\nm\u00e1sfajta r\u00e9mek.<\/p>\n

\u00c9n is onnan j\u00f6ttem.
\nNe csod\u00e1lkozzatok \u2013
\nonnan, b\u00fcszk\u00e9n,
\nm\u00e9g akkor is, ha bennem valami halott,
\nmint ahogy bennetek is valami m\u00e1s halott.<\/p>\n

\n

I ja sam odande,<\/em>
\niz onog nakaznog sveta<\/em>
\nu kome svakodnevno,<\/em>
\nkroz sitna poni\u017eenja,<\/em>
\n\u010dovek zala\u017ee svoj ljudski lik<\/em>
\nve\u0107i izvan kategorija strpljenja<\/em>
\njer su redovi za hleb i grob,<\/em>
\nza par\u010de sivog neba<\/em>
\nnjegov primarni posao i njegov hobi,<\/em>
\njedina njegova me\u0111uljudska mera.<\/em><\/p>\n

I ja sam odande.<\/em>
\nKo bi rekao, znam,<\/em>
\nme\u0111u vama se kre\u0107em, nalik vama,<\/em>
\nali ne delim va\u0161 strah<\/em>
\nod najezde.<\/em>
\nMiri\u0161em na \u201e\u010disto rublje\u201d,<\/em>
\nu isti bolero se utapaju moja re\u010d i dah<\/em>
\ni smejem se na iste \u0161ale,<\/em>
\nali ne ose\u0107am va\u0161 strah<\/em>
\nod najezde.<\/em><\/p>\n

I ja sam odande<\/em>
\nodakle bauljaju prema vama,<\/em>
\nplasti\u010dnim kesama za\u0161ti\u0107eni od ki\u0161e,<\/em>
\nod va\u0161eg u\u017easa, sa\u017ealjenja<\/em>
\ni dresirane \u010dove\u010dnosti.<\/em>
\nAli ne bojte se mene i mojih<\/em>
\njer ja miri\u0161em na \u201c\u010disto rublje\u201d,<\/em>
\njer moji najbli\u017ei i dalje stoje<\/em>
\nu redu, \u010dekaju moja pisma.<\/em>
\nJa sam dobro za\u0161ti\u0107ena od ki\u0161e<\/em>
\nali mada se moja re\u010d i dah<\/em>
\nutapaju u va\u0161 bolero, nisam va\u0161a,<\/em>
\na ni njihova vi\u0161e.<\/em><\/p>\n

I ja sam nekad do\u0161la odande<\/em>
\nodakle sti\u017eu u \u010doporima<\/em>
\nna va\u0161e TV-ekrane,<\/em>
\npribli\u017eavaju se<\/em>
\nda vam zagor\u010daju ukus jutarnje kafe,<\/em>
\nsti\u017eu<\/em>
\npred va\u0161e bele ruke,<\/em>
\ntako isprane,<\/em>
\npred va\u0161e visoke kapije,<\/em>
\ntako zamandaljene,<\/em>
\npred va\u0161e zidine,<\/em>
\ntako \u010dvrste, pred va\u0161 stan,<\/em>
\npred va\u0161 lik,<\/em>
\ndruga\u010dije stra\u0161ilo<\/em>
\n\u0161to mi jedini san oduze.<\/em><\/p>\n

I ja sam odande.<\/em>
\nNeka vam ne bude \u010dudno \u2013<\/em>
\nodande s ponosom,<\/em>
\niako je u meni ne\u0161to mrtvo<\/em>
\nkao \u0161to je mrtvo u vama ne\u0161to drugo.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ford\u00edtotta Feh\u00e9r Ill\u00e9s<\/em><\/p>\n

Gordana \u0106irjani\u0107 (Stepanovi\u0107evo, 1957)<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

Forr\u00e1s: Ez\u00fcst h\u00edd-Srebrni most<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Feh\u00e9r Ill\u00e9s m\u0171ford\u00edt\u00e1saib\u00f3l T\u00f6meges t\u00e1mad\u00e1s \u2013 Najezda \u00c9n is onnan j\u00f6ttem, abb\u00f3l a torz vil\u00e1gb\u00f3l, ahol a mindennapos megal\u00e1ztat\u00e1sokon kereszt\u00fcl az ember emberi mivolt\u00e1t a t\u0171r\u00e9shat\u00e1ron t\u00fal teszi pr\u00f3b\u00e1ra,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-85533","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85533","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=85533"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/85533\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=85533"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=85533"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=85533"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}