{"id":86788,"date":"2019-11-19T02:59:14","date_gmt":"2019-11-19T02:59:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=86788"},"modified":"2019-11-15T11:16:02","modified_gmt":"2019-11-15T11:16:02","slug":"bencze-mihaly-beszelgetesek-onmagammal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=86788","title":{"rendered":"Bencze Mih\u00e1ly: Besz\u00e9lget\u00e9sek \u00f6nmagammal"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em>(Brassa\u00ef-Hal\u00e1sz Gyula eml\u00e9k\u00e9re)<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Eml\u00e9kszem m\u00e9g a macskak\u00f6ves Kapu utc\u00e1ra,<br \/>\nS\u00e9t\u00e1ltunk ketten \u00f6sszeb\u00fajva, a napnyugt\u00e1ra.<br \/>\nBoldogan fogtam kezed, meg\u00f6lelt\u00e9l s nevett\u00fcnk,<br \/>\nAmin csak lehetett, s frissen lopott alm\u00e1t ett\u00fcnk.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Suttogtad, hogy mindig szeretsz, l\u00e1ttunk szellemeket,<br \/>\nTombolt a ny\u00e1r, de mi b\u00e1multuk a fellegeket.<br \/>\nV\u00f6r\u00f6sbe borult az \u00e9g, ennyi nek\u00fcnk nem el\u00e9g,<br \/>\nV\u00f6r\u00f6s Hadsereg foglyak\u00e9nt \u00e9bredtem, ez a v\u00e9g.<\/p>\n<p>P\u00e1rizs lett a kezdet, t\u00fckr\u00f6s kirakat\u00e1t n\u00e9ztem,<br \/>\nV\u00edzre f\u00e9ny\u00e9t sz\u00f3rta, els\u0151 k\u00e9pem itt lett k\u00e9szen.<br \/>\nArcom kezedbe fogtad, pirultam \u00e9s virultam,<br \/>\nAz \u00e9jszaka titka vonzott, m\u00e1s n\u0151h\u00f6z simultam.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eAmeddig \u00e1llatok lesznek\u201d, addig lesz Passi\u00f3,<br \/>\nSzajna v\u00edz\u00e9n szoborr\u00e1 fagytunk, \u00e9n \u00e9s Picasso.<br \/>\nVirrasztottam sok \u00e9jszak\u00e1n, tombolt a lelki v\u00e1gy,<br \/>\nIhlet bennem patakzott, nyikorgott a rozsd\u00e1s \u00e1gy.<\/p>\n<p>N\u0151k test\u00e9re graffitit rajzoltam, s a falakra,<br \/>\n\u0150k meg masnit k\u00f6t\u00f6ttek \u00e1lmokra \u00e9s szavakra.<br \/>\nHosszan expon\u00e1lt id\u0151 egy \u00e9g\u0151 cigaretta,<br \/>\nKattannak a k\u00e9pek, most k\u00e9sz\u00fcl egy \u00faj kazetta.<\/p>\n<p>P\u00e1rizsi utca folkl\u00f3rj\u00e1t most el\u00e9tek t\u00e1rom,<br \/>\nArcomon ugyanaz a mosoly, az \u00e9jf\u00e9lt v\u00e1rom.<br \/>\nSzememben m\u00e9g ugyanaz a vallat\u00f3 pillant\u00e1s,<br \/>\nSoha nem b\u00edr\u00e1ltam, de \u00edt\u00e9letet mondott m\u00e1s.<\/p>\n<p>Ajkamon ugyanaz a k\u00e9szs\u00e9g \u00e9gett a sz\u00f3ra,<br \/>\nElkapott friss \u00e9lm\u00e9nyt kifesz\u00edtettem a t\u00f3ra.<br \/>\nFolyton \u0151rs\u00e9get \u00e1lltam, f\u00fcrk\u00e9sztem \u00e9s kutattam,<br \/>\nJ\u00f6v\u0151det l\u00e1ttam arcom m\u00f6g\u00f6tt, s kezedet fogtam.<\/p>\n<p>Minden dolognak, mindennek van jelent\u0151s\u00e9ge,<br \/>\nGondolatok surrannak, b\u00f6lcseknek a b\u0151s\u00e9ge<br \/>\n\u00c9ltet, hogy \u00edrni tudjam \u00e9letem t\u00f6rt\u00e9net\u00e9t,<br \/>\nK\u00e9peimmel gy\u00f3nok, olvasd az igazi mes\u00e9t.<\/p>\n<p>Vigy\u00e1zz t\u00fckr\u00f6mre, ha lelkemben j\u00e1rsz, ne t\u00f6rd \u00f6ssze,<br \/>\nK\u00f6r\u00f6ket rajzolok, n\u00e9gyzeteket, v\u00e9g\u00fcl j\u00f6ssz-e<br \/>\nG\u00f6rb\u00edteni a teret, a v\u00e9gtelen r\u00e1nk nevet,<br \/>\n\u00d6sszeb\u00fajunk \u00e9s \u00e1tv\u00e9szelj\u00fck ezt a zord telet.<\/p>\n<p><em>(Brass\u00f3, 2019. szeptember 9.)<\/em><\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_86798\" style=\"width: 418px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/brassai04.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-86798\" class=\" wp-image-86798\" src=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/brassai04-224x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"408\" height=\"547\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/brassai04-224x300.jpg 224w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/brassai04-768x1028.jpg 768w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/brassai04-765x1024.jpg 765w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/11\/brassai04.jpg 885w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 408px) 100vw, 408px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-86798\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><em>Brassai: Ap\u00e1c\u00e1k a botanikus kertben, 1946<\/em><\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>(Brassa\u00ef-Hal\u00e1sz Gyula eml\u00e9k\u00e9re) Eml\u00e9kszem m\u00e9g a macskak\u00f6ves Kapu utc\u00e1ra, S\u00e9t\u00e1ltunk ketten \u00f6sszeb\u00fajva, a napnyugt\u00e1ra. Boldogan fogtam kezed, meg\u00f6lelt\u00e9l s nevett\u00fcnk, Amin csak lehetett, s frissen lopott alm\u00e1t ett\u00fcnk.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-86788","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86788","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=86788"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/86788\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=86788"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=86788"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=86788"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}