
{"id":89042,"date":"2020-03-19T02:52:29","date_gmt":"2020-03-19T02:52:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=89042"},"modified":"2020-03-18T15:26:53","modified_gmt":"2020-03-18T15:26:53","slug":"bencze-mihaly-csillagokat-szorok-gyerekkorom-emlekeire","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=89042","title":{"rendered":"Bencze Mih\u00e1ly: Csillagokat sz\u00f3rok gyerekkorom eml\u00e9keire"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Csillagokat sz\u00f3rok gyerekkorom eml\u00e9keire,<br \/>\nS a szob\u00e1m sark\u00e1ban felejtett tang\u00f3harmonik\u00e1m<br \/>\nKezdi \u00f6sszerakni a dallamokat, s k\u00e9peire<br \/>\nFesz\u00fclt akkordok sz\u00edneket kevernek, s a logik\u00e1m.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Billenty\u0171in szaladg\u00e1l az id\u0151, s n\u00e9ha megbotlik,<br \/>\nPr\u00f3b\u00e1lja megfejteni titk\u00e1t a rendnek, a csendnek.<br \/>\nKott\u00e1ba fagyott k\u00e9rd\u00e9sek olvadnak, tavaszodik,<br \/>\nS homlokomr\u00f3l f\u00e9ny patakzik, igaz gy\u00f6ngye a mennynek.<\/p>\n<p>V\u00e9gigg\u00f6rd\u00fcl a p\u00e1rhuzamoson a v\u00e9gtelenbe,<br \/>\nEz az otthonom. Any\u00e1m k\u00f6nnyek k\u00f6zt \u00e9nekli velem<br \/>\n\u201eValamikor feh\u00e9r r\u00f3zsa volt az \u00e9n vir\u00e1gom\u201d, de<br \/>\nFolytatja ap\u00e1m, \u201eMi muzsikus lelkek\u201d dal\u00e1t zengem.<\/p>\n<p>S megremeg az utc\u00e1nk. Ah\u00e1ny Istv\u00e1n s J\u00e1nos szomsz\u00e9d volt.<br \/>\nMeg\u00e9nekelt\u00fck ap\u00e1mmal, s a kar\u00e1csonyfa k\u00f6r\u00fcl<br \/>\nMennyb\u0151l az angyal r\u00f6pk\u00f6d\u00f6tt sz\u00e1rnyaival, s \u00e1tkarolt.<br \/>\nMih\u00e1ly napj\u00e1t nem viszonozt\u00e1k, ez is tova rep\u00fcl,<\/p>\n<p>\u00cdgy egym\u00e1st \u00e9nekelt\u00fck meg ap\u00e1mmal, ez kr\u00f3nika.<br \/>\nTemplomi m\u0171sorok muzsikusa voltam, s az Isten<br \/>\nNem l\u00e1tott, kicsi voltam, nagyobb volt a harmonika.<br \/>\nMegn\u0151ttem, s az orgona s\u00edpjain \u00e9n \u0150t megleltem.<\/p>\n<p>Tizenk\u00e9t \u00e9vig a t\u00e1ncpr\u00f3b\u00e1k zen\u00e9sze is voltam,<br \/>\nS a n\u00e9pzen\u00e9ben lelkem kivir\u00e1gzott, \u00e9s \u00e1lmomban<br \/>\nSzerelmet vallottam minden l\u00e1nynak, s cs\u00f3kot is loptam.<br \/>\n\u00c9j hom\u00e1lya betakart, els\u00edrtam magam k\u00e1nonban.<\/p>\n<p>Le\u00e1nyk\u00e9r\u00e9s, fi\u00fab\u00facs\u00fa, keresztel\u00e9s, esk\u00fcv\u0151<br \/>\nH\u00edres zen\u00e9szek\u00e9nt, k\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00f6ttem forgott a vil\u00e1g.<br \/>\nDalaimat \u00e9neklik, maradtam szolg\u00e1lattev\u0151,<br \/>\nCsendre csend felel, hallgat\u00e1sa \u00e9gig serkent vir\u00e1g.<\/p>\n<p>Ki let\u00e9pi, meg\u00e9rti, s hallgathatja bels\u0151 im\u00e1m,<br \/>\nElj\u00e1tszottam minden akkordot, mindent, amit tudtam.<br \/>\nS egy \u0151szi nap, sarokba tettem a v\u00e9n harmonik\u00e1m,<br \/>\n\u00c9letem nagy filmtekercs\u00e9t, s a vil\u00e1gt\u00f3l eldugtam.<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6r\u00f6kl\u00e9t pora lepi, let\u00f6rlik majd az angyalok,<br \/>\nS az Isten \u00f6r\u00f6m\u00e9ben elj\u00e1tssza hatty\u00fadalomat.<br \/>\nVihark\u00e9nt z\u00fagnak az atomokra bomlott dallamok,<br \/>\nS \u00fajra \u00e1lmodom a m\u00faltam, sz\u00e9tosztom dalaimat.<\/p>\n<p><em>(Csern\u00e1tfalu, 2014. december 24.)<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Csillagokat sz\u00f3rok gyerekkorom eml\u00e9keire, S a szob\u00e1m sark\u00e1ban felejtett tang\u00f3harmonik\u00e1m Kezdi \u00f6sszerakni a dallamokat, s k\u00e9peire Fesz\u00fclt akkordok sz\u00edneket kevernek, s a logik\u00e1m.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-89042","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89042","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=89042"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89042\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=89042"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=89042"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=89042"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}