{"id":89530,"date":"2020-04-15T02:55:37","date_gmt":"2020-04-15T02:55:37","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=89530"},"modified":"2020-04-13T06:03:58","modified_gmt":"2020-04-13T06:03:58","slug":"cselenyi-bela-a-robogasban-hos-vagy","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=89530","title":{"rendered":"Csel\u00e9nyi B\u00e9la: a robog\u00e1sban h\u0151s vagy"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2><em><strong>Mikor volt &#8217;66-ban napfogyatkoz\u00e1s?<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n<p>Ut\u00e1nan\u00e9zek a telefonomon. M\u00e1jus 20-\u00e1n, p\u00e9nteken. Eml\u00e9kszem, n\u00e9zt\u00fck valami s\u00f6t\u00e9t, de f\u00e9mesen csillog\u00f3, hajl\u00e9kony alkalmatoss\u00e1ggal az iskolaudvaron. M\u00e1r nem &#8217;65. M\u00e9g nem a probl\u00e9m\u00e1s &#8217;67. Azt\u00e1n \u00e1lltam a rakt\u00e1rnak h\u00e1ttal. J\u00f6tt ap\u00e1m jobbr\u00f3l, kelet fel\u0151l, hossz\u00fa, homoksz\u00edn\u0171 kab\u00e1tban, kez\u00e9ben egy becsomagolt, s\u00e1rga bur\u00e1s asztali l\u00e1mp\u00e1val.<!--more--> A s\u00e1rga bura ma m\u00e1r csill\u00e1r a budapesti Zolt\u00e1n utca 6. sz\u00e1m konyh\u00e1j\u00e1ban. Tudom a napfogyatkoz\u00e1s d\u00e1tum\u00e1t, teh\u00e1t tudom a saj\u00e1ts\u00e1gos csill\u00e1r keltez\u00e9s\u00e9t. A F\u00f6ld\u00f6n egyed\u00fcl ap\u00e1m \u00f6rvendene ennek a felfedez\u00e9snek: &#8222;T\u00e9nyleg&#8221; &#8212; mondan\u00e1 &#8212; &#8222;akkor lehetett&#8221;. Mi\u00e9rt nincs t\u00f6bb ember hossz\u00fa, homoksz\u00edn\u0171 kab\u00e1tban, akit boldog\u00edtana ez az egybees\u00e9s? Csak engem boldog\u00edt, de nincsen hossz\u00fa, homoksz\u00edn\u0171 kab\u00e1tom.<\/p>\n<p><em>Budapest<\/em>, 2020. IV. 11.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<h2><em><strong>seb\u00e9szeti romantika<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n<p>visszhangzik az udvar<br \/>\nmint a k\u00f3rh\u00e1zd\u00e9lut\u00e1n<br \/>\nmikor a szorong\u00e1s \u00e1lmatag a f\u00e9lelemhez<br \/>\nmikor a steril g\u00e9zen<br \/>\n\u00e1t\u00fct a foly\u00e9kony barna f\u00e9m<br \/>\nmikor a trauma<br \/>\ncsak fizikai<br \/>\ns a seb k\u00f6r\u00fcl l\u00e1badozik<br \/>\na h\u00fas h\u0151emelked\u00e9se<\/p>\n<p>kamasz leszel<br \/>\nv\u00e1r a szerelem<br \/>\nde lassan futsz a robog\u00e1sban<br \/>\nh\u0151s vagy<br \/>\nsebl\u00e1zas h\u0151s<br \/>\nde valami m\u00e1st v\u00e1rnak<br \/>\na macskagy\u00f6k\u00e9rszag\u00fa l\u00e1nyok<\/p>\n<p><em>Budapest<\/em>, 2020. IV. 10.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mikor volt &#8217;66-ban napfogyatkoz\u00e1s? Ut\u00e1nan\u00e9zek a telefonomon. M\u00e1jus 20-\u00e1n, p\u00e9nteken. Eml\u00e9kszem, n\u00e9zt\u00fck valami s\u00f6t\u00e9t, de f\u00e9mesen csillog\u00f3, hajl\u00e9kony alkalmatoss\u00e1ggal az iskolaudvaron. M\u00e1r nem &#8217;65. M\u00e9g nem a probl\u00e9m\u00e1s &#8217;67. Azt\u00e1n \u00e1lltam a rakt\u00e1rnak h\u00e1ttal. J\u00f6tt ap\u00e1m jobbr\u00f3l, kelet fel\u0151l, hossz\u00fa, homoksz\u00edn\u0171 kab\u00e1tban, kez\u00e9ben egy becsomagolt, s\u00e1rga bur\u00e1s asztali l\u00e1mp\u00e1val.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[23,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-89530","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-rovidproza","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89530","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=89530"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89530\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=89530"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=89530"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=89530"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}