{"id":89592,"date":"2020-04-18T02:52:27","date_gmt":"2020-04-18T02:52:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=89592"},"modified":"2020-04-18T03:15:53","modified_gmt":"2020-04-18T03:15:53","slug":"kolcsonsorok-ana-blandiana-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=89592","title":{"rendered":"K\u00f6lcs\u00f6nsorok: Ana Blandiana"},"content":{"rendered":"

Szerelem \u2013 oda\u00e1tra?<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n

H\u00e1t l\u00e9tezik s\u00edron t\u00fali szerelem? A k\u00f6lt\u0151k olykor azt \u00e1ll\u00edtj\u00e1k, s verseikkel bizonygatj\u00e1k, hogy igen, van. \u00c9s sz\u00e1molni kell vele. Legal\u00e1bb is, ami az irodalmat illeti.<\/strong>
\nMost ide j\u00f6hetne egy hossz\u00fa felsorol\u00e1s, \u00fagynevezett bizony\u00edt\u00e1s a fenti \u00e1ll\u00edt\u00e1st al\u00e1t\u00e1masztand\u00f3, de megk\u00edm\u00e9lem magunkat, s m\u00e1ris a t\u00e1rgyra t\u00e9rek.<\/strong>
\nAna Blandiana ugyanis 2018-ban rendhagy\u00f3 versk\u00f6tettel jelentkezett a Humanitas kiad\u00f3n\u00e1l, Varia\u021biuni pe o tem\u0103 dat\u0103 c\u00edmmel, amit hirtelen pr\u00f3zais\u00e1ggal ekk\u00e9nt ford\u00edthatunk le saj\u00e1t haszn\u00e1latra: V\u00e1ltozatok adott t\u00e9m\u00e1ra.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\nS\u00edron t\u00fali szerelem \u2013 egy ilyen sz\u00edntelen mondat h\u00e1ta m\u00f6g\u00f6tt?<\/strong>
\nIgen, az \u2013 mondhatn\u00e1nk b\u00e1tran, elolvasv\u00e1n a verseket, amelyek felkavar\u00f3 r\u00e9szletez\u00e9ssel id\u00e9zik f\u00f6l az egykori \u00e9let-\u00e9s p\u00e1lyat\u00e1rssal, a 2016-ban, 81 esztend\u0151s kor\u00e1ban \u00f6r\u00f6kre elt\u00e1vozott Romulus Rusan pr\u00f3za\u00edr\u00f3val nem csup\u00e1n elt\u00f6lt\u00f6tt, hanem j\u00f3ban-rosszban megosztott \u00e9vtizedeket.<\/strong>
\nA hirtelen mag\u00e1ra hagyott t\u00e1rs \u00e9let\u00e9nek minden kis r\u00e9szlete, rezd\u00fcl\u00e9se arra eml\u00e9kezteti a k\u00f6lt\u0151n\u0151t, amit a t\u00e1rsa r\u00e9v\u00e9n kapott az \u00e9lett\u0151l,s amit most k\u00ednz\u00f3 hi\u00e1nyk\u00e9nt k\u00e9nytelen elk\u00f6nyvelni.<\/strong>
\nAz \u00e9rzelg\u0151ss\u00e9gt\u0151l mentes, t\u00e1rgyszer\u0171s\u00e9g\u00fckben megrend\u00edt\u0151 verseket az al\u00e1bbi felvezet\u0151vel aj\u00e1nlja az olvas\u00f3 figyelm\u00e9be:<\/strong><\/p>\n

\u201eAz ut\u00f3bbi id\u0151ben \u00e9letem egyre jobban hasonl\u00edt egy Agatha Christie-f\u00e9le reg\u00e9nyhez.
\n\u00dagy t\u0171nt, hogy minden a legnagyobb rendben megy a maga \u00fatj\u00e1n, amikor egycsap\u00e1sra, titokzatos m\u00f3don, nyomod veszett.
\nK\u00e9s\u0151bb, id\u0151r\u0151l id\u0151re, egyre r\u00f6videbb id\u0151k\u00f6z\u00f6nk\u00e9nt, \u00fajabb valaki t\u0171nt el, majd tov\u00e1bbi kett\u0151nek is t\u00e1voznia kellett, \u00fajabb h\u00e1romnak, ett\u0151l az eg\u00e9sz \u00fcgy sz\u00f6rnyen gyan\u00fas lett a sz\u00e1momra, \u00e9s beindult a borzalom g\u00e9pezete.
\nNem telik el h\u00e9t, hogy tov\u00e1bbi valakik el ne t\u0171njenek, mi pedig \u00fagy tesz\u00fcnk, mintha mit sem venn\u00e9nk \u00e9szre, mintha valamennyien att\u00f3l tartan\u00e1nk, hogy arra \u00e9bred\u00fcnk: mi magunk sem vagyunk sehol.
\nTe volt\u00e1l a legels\u0151.
\n\u00c1m lehet, hogy a reg\u00e9ny cselekm\u00e9nye m\u00e1r kor\u00e1bban elkezd\u0151d\u00f6tt, de \u00e9n csak akkor kezdtem el olvasni, amikor te ker\u00fclt\u00e9l sorra.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u00cen ultimul timp via\u0163a mea seam\u0103n\u0103 cu un roman de Agatha Christie.<\/em>
\nTotul p\u0103rea s\u0103 se desf\u0103\u015foare normal, c\u00e2nd, deodat\u0103, \u00een mod misterios ai disp\u0103rut.<\/em>
\nApoi, din timp \u00een timp, la intervale tot mai mici, mai disp\u0103rea cineva \u015fi au trebuit s\u0103 dispar\u0103 \u00eenc\u0103 doi, apoi trei, ca totul s\u0103 \u00eenceap\u0103 s\u0103 ni se par\u0103 suspect \u015fi s\u0103 se declan\u015feze teroarea.<\/em>
\nNu trece o s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2n\u0103 f\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 mai dispar\u0103 cineva \u015fi to\u0163i ne prefacem c\u0103 nu observ\u0103m, speriat fiecare c\u0103 ar putea observa c\u0103 disp\u0103ruse el \u00eensu\u015fi.<\/em>
\nTu ai fost primul.<\/em>
\nSau poate c\u0103 romanul se desf\u0103\u015furase \u015fi \u00eenainte la fel, dar eu am \u00eenceput s\u00e2-l citesc doar pornind de la tine.<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u00e9h\u00e1ny vers a k\u00f6tetb\u0151l:<\/p>\n

Mik\u00e9nt hajdan\u00e1n, ha mikrofon lenne a h\u00e1zban \/ Dac\u0103 am avea ca pe vremuri microfoane prin cas\u0103<\/em><\/strong><\/h2>\n

Mik\u00e9nt hajdan\u00e1n, ha mikrofon lenne a h\u00e1zban,
\na f\u00fclel\u0151k, minden bizonnyal, bolondnak tartan\u00e1nak, mik\u00f6zben
\nr\u00f6gz\u00edten\u00e9k amit veled besz\u00e9lek err\u0151l-
\narr\u00f3l, v\u00e9lem\u00e9nyedet k\u00e9rdem, t\u00f6rt\u00e9neteket mes\u00e9lek,
\nazt mondom, szeretlek, \u00e9ppen \u00edgy, jelen id\u0151ben \u00e9s j\u00f3
\n\u00e9jszak\u00e1t k\u00edv\u00e1nok miel\u0151tt eloltom a l\u00e1mp\u00e1t.
\nVagy ha egyesek k\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fck \u00fajoncok lenn\u00e9nek \u00e9s nem tudn\u00e1k,
\nhogy elt\u00e1vozt\u00e1l, att\u00f3l, hogy nem v\u00e1laszolsz, gyan\u00fat
\nfogn\u00e1nak \u00e9s azt hinn\u00e9k, besz\u00e9lget\u00e9s\u00fcnk hi\u00e1nyait
\njelekkel helyettes\u00edtj\u00fck, nehogy
\nmeg\u00e9rts\u00e9k.<\/p>\n

Dac\u0103 am avea ca pe vremuri microfoane prin cas\u0103,<\/em>
\nascult\u0103torii m-ar considera, cu siguran\u021b\u0103, nebun\u0103, \u00een<\/em>
\ntimp ce m-ar \u00eenregistra vorbind cu tine despre tot felul<\/em>
\nde lucruri, cer\u00e2ndu-\u021bi p\u0103rerea, povestindu-\u021bi \u00eent\u00e2m-<\/em>
\npl\u0103ri, spun\u00e2ndu-\u021bi te iubesc, a\u0219a, la prezent, \u0219i noapte<\/em>
\nbun\u0103 \u00eenainte de a stinge lumina.<\/em>
\nSau dac\u0103 unii dintre ei ar fi noi \u00een post \u0219i n-ar fi<\/em>
\naflat c\u0103 tu ai plecat, faptul c\u0103 nu \u00eemi r\u0103spunzi li s-ar<\/em>
\np\u0103rea suspect \u0219i ar b\u0103nui c\u0103 pauzele din conversa\u021bie<\/em>
\nsunt \u00eenlocuite prin semne pentru ca ei s\u0103 nu poat\u0103<\/em>
\n\u00een\u021belege.<\/em><\/p>\n

N\u00e9lk\u00fcled \/ F\u0103r\u0103 tine<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n

N\u00e9lk\u00fcled
\nA vil\u00e1g hirtelen t\u00e1gabb lett,
\nNagyobb \u00e9s \u00e9rtelmetlenebb
\nAk\u00e1r egy b\u00fatorozatlan szoba,
\nMintha led\u0151lt volna n\u00e9h\u00e1ny
\nFala, melyek n\u00e9lk\u00fcl
\nEl se tudn\u00e1m mondani,
\nMilyen volt azel\u0151tt.
\nAnnyit tudok, hogy semmi se l\u00e1tszik
\nM\u00edg a szem ell\u00e1t,
\nS azt sem \u00e9rtem, mi is a l\u00e1t\u00f3hat\u00e1r.
\nIdegen, s f\u00f6l\u00f6sleges a m\u00falt,
\nV\u00e1zlatos a j\u00f6v\u0151,
\nA jelen nem aj\u00e1nd\u00e9k,
\nZs\u00e1km\u00e1ny csup\u00e1n.<\/p>\n

F\u0103r\u0103 tine<\/em>
\nLumea \u00eemi pare deodat\u0103 mai mare,<\/em>
\nMai mare \u0219i mai f\u0103r\u0103 rost<\/em>
\nCa o camer\u0103 nemobilat\u0103,<\/em>
\nCa \u0219i cum ar fi c\u0103zut<\/em>
\nC\u00e2\u021biva pere\u021bi f\u0103r\u0103 de care<\/em>
\nNu mai \u0219tiu s\u0103 spun<\/em>
\nCum a fost.<\/em>
\n\u0218tiu doar c\u0103 nu se vede nimic<\/em>
\nP\u00e2n\u0103 \u00een zare,<\/em>
\nF\u0103r\u0103 s\u0103 \u00een\u021beleg zarea ce e, de fapt.<\/em>
\nLa fel de str\u0103in de trecutu-n zadar,<\/em>
\nDe viitorul sumar,<\/em>
\nPrezentul nu mi-e un dar,<\/em>
\nCi un rapt.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u201eH\u00e1t az \u00dar hol van?\u201d k\u00e9rdezt\u00e9k t\u0151lem a piaci n\u00e9n\u00e9k \/ \u201eUnde e Domnul?\u201d m\u0103 \u00eentrebau \u00een pia\u021b\u0103 b\u0103bu\u021bele<\/strong><\/em><\/h2>\n

\u201eH\u00e1t az \u00dar hol van?\u201d k\u00e9rdezt\u00e9k t\u0151lem a piaci n\u00e9n\u00e9k
\nmikor n\u00e9lk\u00fcled l\u00e1ttak, a n\u00e9n\u00e9k, akikt\u0151l kaprot,
\nz\u00f6ldpetrezselymet, s ha \u00e9ppen hoztak, l\u00e9sty\u00e1nt v\u00e1s\u00e1rolt\u00e1l.
\n\u201eNem kellene \u00f6nt mag\u00e1ra hagynia.\u201d
\n\u201eA piaci n\u00e9n\u00e9k \u00e9rdekl\u0151dtek fel\u0151led: H\u00e1t az \u00dar
\nhol van?\u201d mes\u00e9ltem hazat\u00e9rve \u00e9s annyira
\nb\u00fcszke volt\u00e1l \u00e9s v\u00edd\u00e1m, hogy meg sem eml\u00edtettem, mit
\nhozz\u00e1f\u0171ztek: nem kellett volna magamra hagynod.<\/p>\n

\u201eUnde e Domnul?\u201d, m\u0103 \u00eentrebau la pia\u021b\u0103 b\u0103bu\u021bele<\/em>
\nc\u00e2nd eram f\u0103r\u0103 tine, b\u0103bu\u021bele de la care cump\u0103rai<\/em>
\nfrunze de m\u0103rar, p\u0103trunjel \u0219i, c\u00e2nd aveau, leu\u0219tean.<\/em>
\n\u201eN-ar trebui s\u0103 v\u0103 lase singur\u0103.\u201d<\/em>
\n\u201eAu \u00eentrebat b\u0103bu\u021bele din pia\u021b\u0103 de tine: Unde e<\/em>
\nDomnul?\u201d, \u00ee\u021bi spuneam la \u00eentoarcere \u0219i erai at\u00e2t de<\/em>
\nm\u00e2ndru \u0219i de amuzat, \u00eenc\u00e2t uitam s\u0103 adaug c-au mai<\/em>
\nspus c\u0103 n-ar trebui s\u0103 m\u0103 la\u0219i singur\u0103.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ford\u00edtotta, a bevezet\u0151t \u00edrta: Cseke G\u00e1bor<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Szerelem \u2013 oda\u00e1tra? H\u00e1t l\u00e9tezik s\u00edron t\u00fali szerelem? A k\u00f6lt\u0151k olykor azt \u00e1ll\u00edtj\u00e1k, s verseikkel bizonygatj\u00e1k, hogy igen, van. \u00c9s sz\u00e1molni kell vele. Legal\u00e1bb is, ami az irodalmat illeti. Most ide j\u00f6hetne egy hossz\u00fa felsorol\u00e1s, \u00fagynevezett bizony\u00edt\u00e1s a fenti \u00e1ll\u00edt\u00e1st al\u00e1t\u00e1masztand\u00f3, de megk\u00edm\u00e9lem magunkat, s m\u00e1ris a t\u00e1rgyra t\u00e9rek. Ana Blandiana ugyanis 2018-ban rendhagy\u00f3 versk\u00f6tettel […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[22,4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-89592","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-recenzio","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89592","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=89592"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/89592\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=89592"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=89592"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=89592"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}