{"id":91438,"date":"2020-07-25T02:54:24","date_gmt":"2020-07-25T02:54:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=91438"},"modified":"2020-07-22T06:05:53","modified_gmt":"2020-07-22T06:05:53","slug":"hadnagy-jozsef-hajotores-fotelben","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=91438","title":{"rendered":"Hadnagy J\u00f3zsef: Haj\u00f3t\u00f6r\u00e9s, fotelben"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"padding-left: 120px;\"><em>Sebesty\u00e9n P\u00e9ternek<\/em><\/p>\n<p>K\u00e9s\u0151 este van. Esik az es\u0151.<br \/>\nMostan\u00e1ban t\u00fal sokszor \u00e9s t\u00fal sokat.<br \/>\nNo\u00e9 b\u00e1rk\u00e1ja jut eszembe,<br \/>\ns egy gondolati k\u00eds\u00e9rletbe<br \/>\nkezdek. A k\u00e9rd\u00e9s: mire<!--more--><br \/>\njutn\u00e9k, ha t\u00e9ries\u00edten\u00e9m<br \/>\narasznyi l\u00e9tem, s \u00e9veimet<br \/>\nszerkezeti gerend\u00e1kk\u00e9nt<br \/>\nk\u00e9pzelem el egy b\u00e1rk\u00e1ban,<br \/>\naminek ablaka csak fel\u00fcl van.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00eds\u00e9rletemben a b\u00e1rka<br \/>\negy m\u00e1sik k\u00f6zegben \u00faszik,<br \/>\namit \u00f6r\u00f6kk\u00e9val\u00f3s\u00e1gnak nevezek.<br \/>\nKezdetben sziv\u00e1rg\u00e1s\u00e1ll\u00f3<br \/>\na b\u00e1rk\u00e1m, nincs egyetlen<br \/>\nreped\u00e9s sem rajta, l\u00e1baim<br \/>\nrugalmasak, mint az ac\u00e9l,<br \/>\nmint zerge a szikl\u00e1kon,<br \/>\n\u00fagy ugr\u00e1lok f\u00f6l-al\u00e1<br \/>\na l\u00e9pcs\u0151k\u00f6n.<\/p>\n<p>A nap, minden nap<br \/>\nezern\u00e9gysz\u00e1znegyven perc,<br \/>\nhajsz\u00e1lra pontosan. Jelezn\u00e9<br \/>\naz \u00f3ra, elakadna vagy meg\u00e1llna,<br \/>\nha b\u00e1rmi szokatlant \u00e9szlel \u2013<br \/>\nmaga is t\u00e9r\u00edes\u00edtett id\u0151;<br \/>\nmegm\u00e9rtem, pontosan<br \/>\nhatvan centim\u00e9ter a k\u00f6r,<br \/>\namin a k\u00e9t mutat\u00f3 mozog\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Egy darabig lebegek,<br \/>\nazt\u00e1n valami t\u00f6rt\u00e9nt,<br \/>\nmert az \u00f3ra mutat\u00f3i f\u00f6lgyorsultak<br \/>\n(holott lassulniuk kellene),<br \/>\negy h\u00e9t annyi, mint r\u00e9gen egy nap;<br \/>\na gerend\u00e1k recsegnek-ropognak,<br \/>\nitt-ott apr\u00f3 robban\u00e1sokat hallok,<br \/>\nnem l\u00e1tom, de tudom,<br \/>\na b\u00e1rk\u00e1m l\u00e9ket kapott:<br \/>\nl\u00e1baim nehezednek,<br \/>\nmintha t\u00e9rdig v\u00edzben g\u00e1zoln\u00e9k\u2026<\/p>\n<p>A t\u00e9v\u00e9b\u0151l \u00e1rad\u00f3 zajra \u00e9bredek.<br \/>\nAz \u00f3r\u00e1ra n\u00e9zek: 1:53.<\/p>\n<p>Az es\u0151 el\u00e1llt. Kisz\u00e1llok a fotelb\u00f3l,<br \/>\ns az id\u0151r\u0151l sz\u00f3l\u00f3 k\u00f6nyv idegborzol\u00f3<br \/>\ncsattan\u00e1ssal \u00f6lemb\u0151l a padl\u00f3ra hull.<\/p>\n<p>\u201eMi h\u00e1t az id\u0151? Ha senki nem k\u00e9rdezi,<br \/>\nTudom; ha k\u00e9rdik t\u0151lem,<br \/>\ns meg akarom magyar\u00e1zni, nem tudom.\u201d*<\/p>\n<p>\u00c1lomba s\u00fcllyed k\u00eds\u00e9rletemben a b\u00e1rka,<br \/>\nsaj\u00e1t \u00e9letem (egy az \u00f6r\u00f6kk\u00e9val\u00f3s\u00e1gon<br \/>\nbolyong\u00f3 sok \u00e9let k\u00f6z\u00f6tt),<br \/>\nfel\u00fcl nyitott ablakkal<br \/>\na z\u00f6ld \u00e1gat keres\u0151 holl\u00f3nak.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cTov\u00e1bb magamn\u00e1l nem jutottam.\u201d**<\/p>\n<p>Ennyit tudok.<\/p>\n<p>S azt, hogy az \u00e9vek csont-gerend\u00e1i k\u00f6z\u00f6tt<br \/>\na k\u00f6t\u00e9sek meglazulnak\u2026lassan, vagy gyorsan<br \/>\nelmer\u00fcl\u00f6k az \u00f6r\u00f6kk\u00e9val\u00f3s\u00e1gban,<br \/>\nahol nincs annyif\u00e9le id\u0151,<br \/>\ncsak biztos \u00e1lland\u00f3s\u00e1g van,<br \/>\nmint egykor az Arar\u00e1ton\u2026<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p><em>*Id\u00e9zet Szent \u00c1goston Vallom\u00e1saib\u00f3l.<\/em><br \/>\n<em>**Id\u00e9zet Babits Mih\u00e1ly A l\u00edrikus epil\u00f3gja c. vers\u00e9b\u0151l.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>2020.07.19.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Sebesty\u00e9n P\u00e9ternek K\u00e9s\u0151 este van. Esik az es\u0151. Mostan\u00e1ban t\u00fal sokszor \u00e9s t\u00fal sokat. No\u00e9 b\u00e1rk\u00e1ja jut eszembe, s egy gondolati k\u00eds\u00e9rletbe kezdek. A k\u00e9rd\u00e9s: mire<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-91438","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91438","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=91438"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91438\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=91438"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=91438"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=91438"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}