{"id":91444,"date":"2020-07-25T03:00:08","date_gmt":"2020-07-25T03:00:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=91444"},"modified":"2020-07-22T06:16:28","modified_gmt":"2020-07-22T06:16:28","slug":"keszthelyi-gyorgy-csak-az-a-fal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=91444","title":{"rendered":"Keszthelyi Gy\u00f6rgy: Csak az a fal"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Nem. Itt m\u00e1r semmi sem az eny\u00e9m,<br \/>\nminden az elt\u00e1vozottak\u00e9<br \/>\n\u00e9s azok\u00e9, akik m\u00e1r k\u00e9sz\u00fcl\u0151dnek.<br \/>\n\u00c9rz\u00e9kelem a v\u00e9gtelen egyenlet\u00e9t,<br \/>\nmert ebben a rokkant \u00e1tmenetben,<br \/>\nezekben a folytonos ball\u00e9p\u00e9sekben<br \/>\nm\u00e1r r\u00e9g\u00f3ta lesz\u00e1zal\u00e9kolt lenn\u00e9k,<br \/>\nnem pedig hi\u00e1nytalanul biceg\u0151 mafla.<!--more--><\/p>\n<p>Kezem, l\u00e1bam koptatom, hi\u00e1ba,<br \/>\nk\u00e9ptelen vagyok megfogyatkozni,<br \/>\nmintha l\u00e1zad\u00f3 \u00e9gi testben \u00e9ln\u00e9k,<br \/>\n\u00e9rz\u00e9ketlen szingularit\u00e1sban,<br \/>\nde azt hiszem, m\u00e9g ez is t\u00fal kev\u00e9s,<br \/>\n\u00darfelmutat\u00f3 eszel\u0151s vagyok,<br \/>\najt\u00f3keretre fesz\u00edtett bolond.<\/p>\n<p>Visszak\u00f6ny\u00f6rg\u00f6m gyermekkoromat,<br \/>\ntal\u00e1n az a feddhetetlens\u00e9g<br \/>\nsemleges\u00edthetn\u00e9 balsejtelmeim,<br \/>\nsz\u00e9tt\u00e9phetne minden f\u00e9nym\u00e1solatot,<br \/>\nha \u00f6nsz\u00e1ntukb\u00f3l nem tudnak megsemmis\u00fclni,<br \/>\nha nem adj\u00e1k fel, nem \u00edrnak jegyz\u0151k\u00f6nyvet<br \/>\nsaj\u00e1t magukr\u00f3l, s\u0151t, nem mer\u00e9szelnek<br \/>\nm\u00e9g csak vezekelni sem.<\/p>\n<p>Nincs vissza\u00fat, egyetlen s\u00ednp\u00e1ron<br \/>\nkattog az egyir\u00e1ny,<br \/>\nez annyira bizonyos, amennyire<br \/>\nl\u00e1thatatlan. Csak az a fal, amelybe<br \/>\nnem v\u00e1gtak ajt\u00f3t, ablakot,<br \/>\ncsak az a fal, amely ott h\u00faz\u00f3dik<br \/>\na v\u00e9g\u00e1llom\u00e1s k\u00f6zvetlen k\u00f6zel\u00e9ben,<br \/>\nne k\u00e9nyszer\u00edtene t\u00e9rdre,<br \/>\nne terjeszkedne tov\u00e1bb.<\/p>\n<div id=\"attachment_91450\" style=\"width: 447px\" class=\"wp-caption alignnone\"><a href=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/csakazafal-keszthelyi.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-91450\" class=\"wp-image-91450\" src=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/csakazafal-keszthelyi-300x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"437\" height=\"437\" srcset=\"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/csakazafal-keszthelyi-300x300.jpg 300w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/csakazafal-keszthelyi-150x150.jpg 150w, https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/07\/csakazafal-keszthelyi.jpg 720w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 437px) 100vw, 437px\" \/><\/a><p id=\"caption-attachment-91450\" class=\"wp-caption-text\"><em>A szerz\u0151 grafik\u00e1ja<\/em><\/p><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Nem. Itt m\u00e1r semmi sem az eny\u00e9m, minden az elt\u00e1vozottak\u00e9 \u00e9s azok\u00e9, akik m\u00e1r k\u00e9sz\u00fcl\u0151dnek. \u00c9rz\u00e9kelem a v\u00e9gtelen egyenlet\u00e9t, mert ebben a rokkant \u00e1tmenetben, ezekben a folytonos ball\u00e9p\u00e9sekben m\u00e1r r\u00e9g\u00f3ta lesz\u00e1zal\u00e9kolt lenn\u00e9k, nem pedig hi\u00e1nytalanul biceg\u0151 mafla.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[19],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-91444","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-grafika"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91444","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=91444"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/91444\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=91444"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=91444"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=91444"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}