{"id":94078,"date":"2021-01-07T02:54:33","date_gmt":"2021-01-07T02:54:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=94078"},"modified":"2021-01-07T04:40:04","modified_gmt":"2021-01-07T04:40:04","slug":"kiss-szekely-zoltan-emlekek-elhagyott-partjain","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/?p=94078","title":{"rendered":"Kiss Sz\u00e9kely Zolt\u00e1n: Dion\u00fcszosz \u00e9s Apoll\u00f3n \u2013Eml\u00e9kek elhagyott partjain"},"content":{"rendered":"

(XVI. karant\u00e9nek)<\/em><\/p>\n

Ahogy Dion\u00fcszosz, a bor istene
\naz \u00e9n z\u00e1rt hat\u00e1rb\u00f3l kil\u00e9p, \u00e9led
\na trag\u00e9dia: sz\u00fcletik a l\u00e9lek.
\nAz \u00e9n kapuit Apoll\u00f3n, kegyeltje<\/p>\n

a rendnek, \u0151rzi. A k\u00e9pzelet r\u00f6p\u00edt
\nm\u00e9gis, korl\u00e1tok k\u00f6z\u00fcl, a fegyelem
\nk\u00f6lt\u00e9szet\u00e9be, s \u00e9bred \u00fajra bennem
\naz \u00e9n: k\u00e9ts\u00e9geimb\u0151l ment ki, seg\u00edt.<\/p>\n

\u00c1lmos szem\u0171 \u00e9jszak\u00e1k rongyol\u00f3dnak,
\nm\u00e1mor \u00e1rny\u00e9ka t\u00e9rdel l\u00e9tem f\u00f6l\u00e9.
\nIm\u00e1ra kulcsolt k\u00e9z ny\u00edlik befel\u00e9,
\n\u00e9s ek\u00f6zben l\u00e1tom\u00e1st araszolgat<\/p>\n

az \u00e1h\u00edtat: diadalt \u00f3hajt az \u00e9n,
\ns n\u00e9m\u00e1n, hallgat\u00e1st koldul b\u0171nei\u00e9rt.
\nDE, t\u00fcnd\u00f6k\u00f6lhet rajt\u2019 a gondolat-v\u00e9rt,
\nmindhi\u00e1ba, a l\u00e9lek, mint antrac\u00e9n<\/p>\n

felizzik, s nyom\u00e1ban hamu sem marad.
\nKis dolgokat m\u00e9g szeretni h\u0171s\u00e9ggel:
\nasszonyi testet, b\u00e1r b\u0171ntudat-f\u00e9kkel,
\nvir\u00e1got, szell\u0151t, nap f\u00e9ny\u00e9t, madarat.<\/p>\n

Nyaggat e h\u0171s\u00e9g szigor\u00fa fegyelme,
\nsz\u00edvvel meg\u00e9lni Apoll\u00f3n uralm\u00e1t,
\ns b\u00e1r sajogva Dion\u00fcszosz haragj\u00e1t,
\nhogy ember vagyok, soha nem feledve.<\/p>\n

Im\u00e1k koszor\u00faival megrakottan,
\n\u00e9s a kivetetts\u00e9g borzalm\u00e1t szel\u00edd
\nf\u00e1jdalomba oldva most megsz\u00e9gyen\u00edt
\ne boldogs\u00e1g-old\u00f3 l\u00e1zbesz\u00e9d. Voltam,<\/p>\n

vagyok, s leszek. \u00c9jszaka s\u00f6t\u00e9tj\u00e9b\u0151l
\n\u00e9p\u00edt a hajnali huzat. Reggelre
\nszob\u00e1m tele f\u00e9nyrepesszel. S e jelre,
\nter\u00edtett asztal v\u00e1r. Felejt\u00e9s-f\u00e9nyb\u0151l.<\/p>\n

2020. december 24.<\/em><\/p>\n

\n

(XVII. karant\u00e9nek)<\/em><\/p>\n

Sug\u00e1r\u00f6z\u00f6nben k\u00e9rd\u00e9sek fogannak.
\nKronosz-e, ki id\u0151nk percekbe szabja?
\nJ\u00e1ratlan utakat ki ter\u00edti el\u00e9nk?
\nElveszett tud\u00e1st ki \u00e1s ki a m\u00faltb\u00f3l?<\/p>\n

A t\u00e9tova b\u00e1nat honnan \u00e9rkezik?
\nKi felejtette c\u00e9lokban a j\u00f6v\u0151t?
\nKi ringatgatja el a m\u00falt mes\u00e9it?
\n\u00c9teri kezdet \u00f6r\u00f6m\u00e9t ki lopta el?<\/p>\n

Elhagyott partokon lassan baktatok.
\nLegend\u00e1kk\u00e1 \u00e9rtek az el\u0151d\u00f6k m\u00e1r,
\nvolt gy\u00e1sz \u00e9s m\u00fal\u00f3 \u00fcnnep az \u00e9let\u00fck.<\/p>\n

Nem tudni, egyenk\u00e9nt j\u00e1rnak-e vissza
\naz ittfeledett szent sz\u00e9p dolgok ut\u00e1n,
\nvagy csapatokban \u00e9rkeznek a m\u00e1ba.<\/p>\n

Lombos legenda sz\u00e1zadokat koptat,
\nkiny\u00edlik a remet\u00e9k kr\u00f3nik\u00e1ja,
\nde n\u00e9ha a gy\u00e1sz egyed\u00fcl vigy\u00e1z r\u00e1,
\ns t\u00f6lti ki a Szt\u00fcx viz\u00e9nek partjait.<\/p>\n

A haland\u00f3s\u00e1g hirtelen hal\u00e1la:
\nmeg\u00e1ll a t\u00f6rt\u00e9n\u00e9sek rendje sut\u00e1n,
\ns l\u00e9t hat\u00e1r\u00e1n billeg az eml\u00e9kez\u00e9s.<\/p>\n

\u00c9s felejthet\u0151 sz\u00f3madarak j\u00f6nnek:
\na foszt\u00f3k\u00e9pz\u0151s tal\u00e1n \u2013talan-ok,
\nfels\u00f3hajtanak n\u00e9ha a \u2013telen-ek.<\/p>\n

\u00daj\u00e9v el\u0151tt gyakorlatlan red\u0151it
\nrendezi rendbe a term\u00e9szet b\u00e1ja:
\na leszak\u00edtatlan vir\u00e1g halhatatlan,
\na vad\u00e1szhatatlan mad\u00e1r id\u0151tlen.<\/p>\n

Felettem mozdulatlan felh\u0151 pihen.
\nM\u00edtoszt teremten\u00e9k, gyakorlattalan.<\/p>\n

2020. december 25.<\/em><\/p>\n

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(XVI. karant\u00e9nek) Ahogy Dion\u00fcszosz, a bor istene az \u00e9n z\u00e1rt hat\u00e1rb\u00f3l kil\u00e9p, \u00e9led a trag\u00e9dia: sz\u00fcletik a l\u00e9lek. Az \u00e9n kapuit Apoll\u00f3n, kegyeltje a rendnek, \u0151rzi. A k\u00e9pzelet r\u00f6p\u00edt m\u00e9gis, korl\u00e1tok k\u00f6z\u00fcl, a fegyelem k\u00f6lt\u00e9szet\u00e9be, s \u00e9bred \u00fajra bennem az \u00e9n: k\u00e9ts\u00e9geimb\u0151l ment ki, seg\u00edt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"ngg_post_thumbnail":0,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-94078","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-vers"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94078","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=94078"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/94078\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=94078"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=94078"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ujkafe.website\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=94078"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}